Chapter 3:
Everybody wanted go do something together, the pills I had took had helped me. As the doctor explained to me it was helping to unlock some neural passages that had been damaged, I think serotonin? We went back in time to ride dinosaurs.
Everybody found the what they wanted to ride, as I picked a Peryodactyl since I loved the feeling of the wind in my face. Shaundi wanted a Carnotaurus, reasons unknown.
Knizie did like the idea of Triceratops, as for Matt the Apatosaurus and Piece the Allpsaurus and lastly Johnny wanted the step up from the Tyrannosaurus. I did forget the name for that specific dinosaur.
I pet the head gently, naming him: Alex. I pulled the reign downs to dart from the high elevations that I was at, to get lower than the others, to fly near the river underneath. I loved how the fresh clean water untouched by man.
"What the fuck, watch out!" Johnny called out, having his pet bite the head off of a lower dinosaur he went across.
"Whoa, calm down girl" Pierce said softly, stroking his Allosaurus gently. Kinzie rolled her eyes, "Pierce, it's a male"
"How would I know that?" He retorted, believing that his lovely ride is a female. "It has balls Pierce" I call out, passing him quickly.
Alex twirled in the air as we swirled feeling the wind fly around us, I caught the eye of Matt. He was smiling up at me, transfixed. My breath caught in my throat, my heart hammering in my chest. Why was I feeling these feelings again, I thought the pills would fix me from feeling this raw emotion.
I turned another direction shouting, "I'll be back" I heard their warning shouts, a grin formed across my lips. We reached the lower river again, I reached my hand down again feeling the cool water run across my fingertips.
I loved this world better than the world of the future, even if this world was just as dangerous. We climbed in the sky rapidly turning abruptly when we go really high where Alex was screaming alarmingly, we turned quickly and dove towards my friends. "Let's give them a scare"
I heard them scream, gunshots flew passed me. Perhaps they had not seen me and something else? I turned my head watching in horror as a bigger bird flew after us. "Oh, fucking shit...shit ,shit! Damn it, where the hell is my laser pistol?!"
An explosion interrupted behind me and blood scattered everywhere, covering my bird and I with gallons of blood.
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We arrived home soaked in blood, I took a long and hot shower feeling the blood rinse from my tan skin. Pale arms wrapped around my slim waist, I jump alarmed turning to face Matt. "Why...why do you care for me?" I whisper, my voice croaking.
He smiled down at me softly, his eyeliner missing from his eyes, he was plain to me. "Rayne, I understand you...you went through many troubles, but when I thought we liked each other... you had left me cold, it hurt. You ran from me...as I didn't understand these feelings either... With those long nights we laughed together, laying in bed and watching re runs of Night blade, it felt like Heaven..."
I knew I messed up, but how it was more strange that he still had feelings for me. It was very strange, everything around me caved in. I grabbed the wall frightened, he sat down on the ground with me. "You're having a panic attack, shh shh. It will be okay"
I leaned my head against his chest with eyes shut, he gently caressed my back. "Matt... I... do you love me?" I choked out, feeling my stomach churn and the bile climbing my throat. I wanted to throw up everything I ate today.
"I always did love you, Rayne"
My heart hammered against my chest, I opened my eyes trying to push away the blurriness. "I..I have to tell you something Matt...I hope you don't hate me afterwards" I felt the vomit behind my lips, I pushed him aside and hurried over to the toilet.
I wiped my lips when I finished and turned towards him, he watched me with concern, "I'm pregnant, okay? I am for two months now...well nearly three actually...I umm if you don't...we can get rid of-"
"NO!" He shouts standing up and pulling me back in the shower, he stares down at me. "Never do that, ever"
My heart felt like an ice pick entered it. I couldn't believe he was the kind of guy that would want a kid even if we weren't married, but it's not like we need the paper documents of being married or together either, after all love is what matters the most.
He leaned his forward against mine, I didn't mind he wouldn't kiss me because of I just thew up, I wouldn't either if I was him. I felt the smile form against my lips, inside my chest swelled with the warmest feeling I ever felt. It was strange.
We dressed after we washed each other with soap and shampoo, as it was a strange thing to really do. Kinzie wanted to retrieve Oleg from the stasis pod, along with Nightblade and a few other friends.
"Why did you retrieve them, it's like you...thank you" My friends all said in sync, their words made me heart swarm with happiness. "I wanted to, after all that's what...friends are for...after these days ..no, months that I was in solitude, thank you for staying here and not killing me. Umm, I don't know what else to say right now..."
"You're a big motherfucker, aren't you?" Johnny announced sizing up Oleg and his own size difference.
I left back to my room for awhile, resting my eyes for a few hours. I awoke once more with Matt's arm draped over my hips keeping me close. As for now I felt comfortable, but in a few hours I will want my own side of the bed. "I love you" he breathes in my ear hotly.
I smile under the silk blankets, I couldn't stop this feeling that grew in my chest. "And I you, my dearest Matt"
As for the beginning of my new life, I knew I was that foul mouthed girl that had her troubles, several past misery, and eventually a psychological breakdown. I remembered when my father was a good man, I always will remember him as that before he too snapped. "Even if my little hellion is rebellious, she's still my little girl"
I missed my parents dearly. I pushed my memories to the back of my head, locking them up with a key and placing that key in a drawer in my mental space.
I knew I was in love with Matt Miller, if my family did see me today they would be more than surprised. For first I know they would be surprised that I would be dating somebody younger than me.
Tomorrow would be the day we would find that beautiful tropical island.
One thing I did have on my mind is what the hell was that nightmare about Zinyak was about? And why did it feel so real? It was a topic for another time, if there would ever be a time.
Everybody wanted go do something together, the pills I had took had helped me. As the doctor explained to me it was helping to unlock some neural passages that had been damaged, I think serotonin? We went back in time to ride dinosaurs.
Everybody found the what they wanted to ride, as I picked a Peryodactyl since I loved the feeling of the wind in my face. Shaundi wanted a Carnotaurus, reasons unknown.
Knizie did like the idea of Triceratops, as for matt the Apatosaurus and Piece the Allpsaurus, and lastly, Johnny wanted the step up from the Tyrannosaurus. I did forget the name for that specific dinosaur.
I pet the head gently, naming him: Alex. I pulled the reign downs to dart from the high elevations that I was at, to get lower than the others, to fly near the river underneath. I loved how the fresh clean water untouched by man.
"What the fuck, watch out!" Johnny called out, having his pet bite the head off of a lower dinosaur he went across.
"Whoa, calm down girl" Pierce said softly, stroking his Allosaurus gently. Kinzie rolled her eyes, "Pierce, it's a male"
"How would I know that?" He retorted, believing that his lovely ride is a female. "It has balls Pierce" I call out, passing him quickly.
Alex twirled in the air as we swirled feeling the wind fly around us, I caught the eye of Matt. He was smiling up at me, transfixed. My breath caught in my throat, my heart hammering in my chest. Why was I feeling these feelings again, I thought the pills would fix me from feeling this raw emotion.
I turned another direction shouting, "I'll be back" I heard their warning shouts, a grin formed across my lips. We reached the lower river again, I reached my hand down again feeling the cool water run across my fingertips.
I loved this world better than the world of the future, even if this world was just as dangerous. We climbed in the sky rapidly turning abruptly when we go really high where Alex was screaming alarmingly, we turned quickly and dove towards my friends. "Let's give them a scare"
I heard them scream, gunshots flew passed me. Perhaps they had not seen me and something else? I turned my head watching in horror as a bigger bird flew after us. "Oh, fucking shit...shit ,shit! Damn it, where the hell is my laser pistol?!"
An explosion erupted behind me and blood scattered everywhere, covering my bird and I with gallons of blood. It was horrendous and reaked.
We arrived home soaked in blood, I took a long and hot shower feeling the blood rinse from my tan skin. Pale arms wrapped around my slim waist, I jump alarmed turning to face Matt. "Why...why do you care for me?" I whisper, my voice croaking.
He smiled down at me softly, his eyeliner missing from his eyes, he was plain to me. "Rayne, I understand you...you went through many troubles, but when I thought we liked each other... you had left me cold, it hurt. You ran from me...as I didn't understand these feelings either... With those long nights we laughed together, laying in bed and watching re runs of Night blade, it felt like Heaven..."
I knew I messed up, but how it was more strange that he still had feelings for me. It was very strange, everything around me caved in. I grabbed the wall frightened, he sat down on the ground with me. "You're having a panic attack, shh shh. It will be okay"
I leaned my head against his chest with eyes shut, he gently caressed my back. "Matt... I... do you love me?" I choked out, feeling my stomach churn and the bile climbing my throat. I wanted to throw up everything I ate today.
"I always did love you, Rayne"
My heart hammered against my chest, I opened my eyes trying to push away the blurriness. "I..I have to tell you something Matt...I hope you don't hate me afterwards" I felt the vomit behind my lips, I pushed him aside and hurried over to the toilet.
I wiped my lips when I finished and turned towards him, he watched me with concern, "I'm pregnant, okay? I am for two months now...well nearly three actually...I umm if you don't...we can get rid of-"
"NO!" He shouts standing up and pulling me back in the shower, he stares down at me. "Never do that, ever"
My heart felt like an ice pick entered it. I couldn't believe he was the kind of guy that would want a kid even if we weren't married, but it's not like we need the paper documents of being married or together either.
He leaned his forward against mine, I didn't mind he wouldn't kiss me because of I just thew up, I wouldn't either if I was him. I felt the smile form against my lips, inside my chest swelled with the warmest feeling I ever felt. It was strange.
We dressed after we washed each other with soap and shampoo, as it was a strange thing to really do. Kinzie wanted to retrieve Oleg from the stasis pod, along with Night blade and a few other friends.
"Why did you retrieve them, it's like you...thank you" My friends all said in sync, their words made me heart swarm with happiness. "I wanted to, after all that's what...friends are for...after these days ..no, months that I was in solitude, thank you for staying here and not killing me. Umm, I don't know what else to say right now..."
"You're a big motherfucker, aren't you?" Johnny announced sizing up Oleg and his own size difference.
I left back to my room for awhile, resting my eyes for a few hours. I awoke once more with Matt's arm draped over my hips keeping me close. As for now I felt comfortable, but in a few hours I will want my own side of the bed. "I love you" he breathes in my ear hotly.
I smile under the silk blankets, I couldn't stop this feeling that grew in my chest. "And I you, my dearest Matt"
As for the beginning of my new life, I knew I was that foul mouthed girl that had her troubles, several past misery, and eventually a psychological breakdown. I remembered when my father was a good man, I always will remember him as that before he too snapped. "Even if my little hellion is rebellious, she's still my little girl"
I missed my parents dearly. I pushed my memories to the back of my head, locking them up with a key and placing that key in a drawer in my mental space.
I knew I was in love with Matt Miller, if my family did see me today they would be more than surprised. For first I know they would be surprised that I would be dating somebody younger than me.
Tomorrow would be the day we would find that beautiful tropical island.
One thing I did have on my mind is what the hell was that nightmare about Zinyak was about? And why did it feel so real? It was a topic for another time, if there would ever be a time.
