A/N: Hey I hope you guys like chapter 3! I have work and school so my updates might not always be this fast but when I read the reviews, it fuels me to write more! No matter how the story goes keep shipping your ship!
When I woke up, Karma Ashcroft was laying her head on my chest watching episodes of Carmilla on her phone, her auburn hair a mess on my chest. I let her continue watching because I knew she needed to catch up before season three. Plus I could stare at her and think while not getting caught if she still thought I was sleep.
After a couple of moments, Karma spoke, " I know you're awake."
She looked back and smirked at me. I smiled back. I wanted to grab her and kiss her but decided against it because we hadn't talked yet. It wasn't until I noticed her blushing that I realized I was staring at her. We watched half of season two and then spent 10 minutes arguing about Laura's fuck ups and which side was the lesser evil, Maddie or Von Borg
"So what are our plans today?", I asked her, hoping our plans would include the two of us having sex on every surface in my room.
"I was thinking shower, breakfast, then homework." Karma replied. She didn't even hint to anything more. Maybe she was didn't remember our conversation the night before. Karma is kind of a lightweight when it comes to alcohol.
I wish I could say that I was relieved that Karma didn't want to change our friendship but honestly I was seemed so into me the night before, but today we were right back to our normal Sunday plans. I didn't want to make face or bring it up, especially since I also think I might have feelings for Lauren. If Karma wants to pursue this, she will. Last thing I need to do is put myself in the line for no reason.
So I smiled at her and replied, " I'll go buy us two dozen donuts and sausage rolls while you shower."
"You don't need to shower?"
"No, I took one last night when I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep."
She looked kind of sad and I couldn't figure out why. Did I still smell or something? She never said another word. I hopped out of my bed, changed into pajama pants instead of shorts, grabbed my jacket and headed out. I stopped by Lauren's room to see if she wanted anything but she didn't answer when I knocked.
As soon as I got in my car, I checked my messages. A couple of girls had messaged me trying to hook up but I ignored them. I kept scrolling and saw a message from Shane and a message from Reagan.
Shane: YOU AND KARMA? Give me all the Deets in the morning :*
Reagan: You and Karma huh? I knew she was a Spaghetti girl. ;)
I texted Shane and Reagan back that nothing happened. Reagan's little comment about how Karma was straight until wet made me laugh until I thought about it. Was Karma just a straight girl trying to experiment with me? If it had been any other girl, I wouldn't have cared because I wouldn't have cared about that girl. But I can't imagine that my best friend would use me like that, even though it made so much sense. She had only started flirting with me when I noticed problems between her and him. She didn't say anything this morning, it's probably because she changed her mind. I guess I'll just wait until she tries it again.
When I got back, Karma was siting on my bed wrapped in a towel, texting on her phone and laughing. I was immediately annoyed. I knew it had to be Liam. I walked toward her until I was standing right in front of her and folded my arms over my chest.
"What's so funny?" I asked snappishly.
"Nothing." She straightened up quickly and dropped her phone into her lap like she hadn't noticed me right in front of her. I couldn't believe that she dismissed me like that.
"Fine. Don't tell me. But hey tell Liam I said 'hi hottiedoucheface'", I said with a smirk. I didn't realize how bitter I sounded until it came out.
She didn't reply, she just rolled her eyes. We just kind of stared at each other awkwardly eating for a couple of minutes before I broke the silence.
"Let's get started on some homework."
She nodded and pulled her phone out again. I figured she was texting again but she went and grabbed my Bluetooth speaker off of my desk and began playing music. Bryson Tiller began filling my room.
So give me all of you in exchange for meJust give me all of you in exchange for me, for me .
Before we started doing our homework, she put on a nightgown that had been in the very bottom of my sleep drawer since my Farrah gave it to me. I had to sleep in shorts or pants or I wouldn't sleep. The whole dress gown thing wasn't really me. Karma had nothing under the towel and I watched as she changed m, not thinking to look away. Karma didn't seem to care, why should I? I took a million mental pictures. Even in brief moment that I saw her naked, I noticed that her nipples were hard. Once she sat on my bed and opened her AP Calculus book, I realized that she had decided against underwear. I moved to my desk to start mine.
Occasionally I'd catch her staring at me but I ignored her unless she asked for help. Even though I partied almost every weekend, I never usually waited until Sunday to do my homework and this particular lesson was a bit complicated. I need to keep my grades up, so I can keep my full scholarship to Duke in the fall. I decided to take an academic scholarship vs an athlete one because I decided to be pre-med.
Karma and I sang along as her playlist continued. It was filled with romantic songs. I figured it was just her Pandora. I made a mental note to add some of those songs to my Playtime:) playlist.
When Rihanna's "Sex With Me" came on, Karma moved from my bed to me. She came over to my desk where I was sitting and sat on my lap. She swayed with the music. Between the words of the song and Karma's intimate hip swaying, I was captivated in Karma, as usual for me lately. Her bare ass rubbing against my bacon pajama pants. Her hands reached around me to wrap themselves in my hair and my hands found themselves squeezing her thighs. I wanted to just enjoy the teasing and thank God that I was born with a vagina and that I wouldn't have a boner from her slow grinding but I couldn't just let her play me.
"Karma, what is this about? "
" I just wanna dance on you, is that so wrong? It's never been a problem before."
"Karma, it's not a problem. I just don't think we are both on the same page on what we are."
"We are best friends. You know that." , Karma replied.
" Then why are you grinding on me and singing about how sex with you is so amazing?"
She turned around and looked me in my eyes before responding, " Because I want you to know how amazing sex with me is. I guess it'd be a better idea to show you rather than just sing it."
I couldn't help but think how corny Karma was for saying that but then I realized I pulled the same corny line on Lauren last night.
She kissed me and I got that same world quiets down and stops a little feeling that I got with Lauren. I couldn't help but think that she never actually answered my question. I've fucked tons of girls, if Karma wants to fuck with no strings I can do that I said lying to myself. Her lips seemed to fit directly into mine. She tasted like strawberry Chapstick. I scooted forward so that she could wrap her legs around me. I put my hands on her ass to pull her closer to me. She was kissing me passionately, not hard like Lauren, not tentative like other first timers that I'd been with but not fully confident like other girls. It was perfect. It felt like Karma. We sat there kissing as five songs played. It wasn't that neither of us would make the next move but that neither of us wanted to. We were doing just fine just kissing. Her nipples were rubbing across my shirt and she was moving her hips to every song that played but neither of us escalated our movements. The music and each other was all that we needed.
Nothing else seemed to matter until Karma's got a text. Maybe if her phone hadn't been hooked up to my speaker and her message didn't cut off the music knocking us both back into reality, she would've just ignored the annoying dinging noise. She unconnected the Bluetooth cutting Drake off abruptly and called someone before stepping out of vmy room. She was in the hallway arguing with Liam (I assume) for almost an hour. The first fifteen minute I finished up my homework. The next fifteen I used to go check on Lauren again. She didn't answer so I slipped a note under her door that said "We need to talk." The last fifteen or so, I spent downstairs making snacks until Karma came down and found me in the kitchen. It wasn't until she spoke that I realized that she had changed and her backpack was on her back.
"I gotta go." She said and left before I could respond.
Well, to say that I was pissed off was an understatement. How could she just leave like we hadn't been making out less than an hour ago! I needed to cool off so I took the snacks and went back to my room. There was no way I could talk to Lauren right now. She'd ask what was up and I wasn't really sure if we could have conversations like that. So I decided to distract myself with some Netflix and soon fell asleep in the middle of an episode of M.
My phone ringing woke me up 2 hours later. "Um..hello?" I answered groggily. " Hey, I'm outside. Can I come in?" It was Karma. I paused for a moment, should I let her in? I sighed, who was I kidding? She was my best friend, of course I was going to let her in.
"Yea sure, I'll be right down."
I got up and stretched then headed downstairs to the back door she always came through. I swung open the door to see her standing there with the last rays of the setting sun lighting her beautiful hair on fire.
"You're back." I said, stupidly stating the obvious. I mean, I was shocked. I figured she'd come to her senses and run back to the perfect Liam.
"Yea I, uh, just had to take care of some stuff.
" "Liam stuff?" I responded raising an eyebrow. Her expression changed to show her annoyance as she crossed her arms on her chest and slipped past me into the house. She reached the kitchen counter and jumped up into it, facing me.
"Maybe
." At that moment I felt all my anger from earlier rush back into me and rise up until I bursted. "Look Karma, I don't know what the fuck is kind of game you are playing but You're killing me with all of these mixed signals. You wanna fuck or not? Because I'm tired of being built up just to fall flat on my face when your BOYFRIEND wants you!"
I finished at the top of my lungs, completely sure that if Lauren was here she definitely heard me.
"I don't have a boyfriend anymore. That's why I left. I want to try this thing with you. I like you. It's so fucking obvious! I just want to take this slow and actually date. I meant what I said yesterday morning, I don't want to be another one of your hook ups or a page in your journal and I know your stance on relationships after your ex, so I was scared and I still am but I'm not going to let you slip away." Karma said frantically.
"Then let's do this. Let's just focus on bring friends again and see where that takes us. I like you too."
We hugged and kissed. She and I watched a movie. When it was over, we decided that she should go home before we moved too fast on a school night. She kissed me before she left and I told her that I'd pick her up in the morning.
After cleaning the kitchen, packing my backpack up, and taking a shower, I got ready for bed. I went to send Karma a goodnight text but someone opened my bedroom door. A familiar blonde figure appeared.
A/N: Now that Amy is" with" is she going to cut Lauren off? Is Karma and Amy really a good idea? Did Karma really break up with Liam? Does Karma know about Lauren? Send me feedback, requests, and suggestions! I read them all!
