A/N: This is the chapter you have kind of been waiting on. Sorry for the wait I hope I made it worth it! I love you guys. Thanks for reading!
I'd fucked up. As soon as Karma went to sleep, I snuck out to go to the bathroom. I washed my face and my hands before gently knocking on Lauren's door. I was immediately grabbed and thrown against the wall. Lauren was kissing me hard, harder than normal. She was trying to prove something. I pushed her away and she started crying. Something that I wish to never see again. The gorgeous blonde's hair was in a ponytail and she was wearing a yellow tank style nightgown with flowers on the breast. I reached to wipe her tears but she wouldn't let me. I knew that needed to explain myself. I knew this was about her hearing Karma. Sex with Karma was unbelievably wonderful but it wasn't worth seeing Lauren cry.
"It won't happen again Lauren. I'm sorry." "This was a bad idea. Lo, I'm sorry. It just happened." "If I'd planned it, I would have told you to leave but I didn't plan it." "Fuck Lo, this was your idea."
"It wasn't my idea to listen to you fucking her for hours on end. Did it ever occur to you that I was next door trying to do my homework? Trying to ignore the fact that I couldn't even get whatever alone time we have left with Karma Asscroft? Ignoring that she will win in the end." I tried to say something. But she stopped me. "Don't fucking lie to me Amy. She will."
"Lo! I wouldn't fucking string you along like that. I'm sorry about the Karma thing. This all happened at once. I care about you too, Lauren!" I grabbed the small blonde's face and kissed her. It was everything you see in romantic comedies when a couple is arguing and one of them kiss the other. She was angry with me before but it just seemed to melt away. Time seemed to be standing still at least until…
"What the fuck?!" Lauren and I backed away immediately and looked at the door where my auburn haired Karma was standing wearing one of my shirts as a nightgown scowling at me
I was glad that she was standing still and staring in shock, I expected her to be back in my room packing up and leaving.
"Karma, before you run off or make assumptions let me explain."
"Explain what Amy? Explain why you are kissing your stepsister? Or why you are kissing someone else after you had sex with me mere hours ago?" She hissed at me with great reason.
I didn't know where to start or what to exactly say. Between Karma's anger and confusion and the disgusted look on Lauren's face at Karma's mention of our sexcapades, my instinct to lie was creeping up but I'm such an awful liar. I knew I had to tell the truth but what exactly is the truth? Was I actually dating either girl? I just started talking to cut the awkward ailments and annoyed states that I was getting from both girls.
"Karma, Lauren and I have been involved for a couple of months now. It used to be just casual but it turned into something more. We just figured it out lately. As soon as we did, this thing with you and me started happening. It was something that I didn't know that I wanted until it was an option. You and I could be something special but so could Lauren and I. After our initial conversation in my room, I talked to Lauren that night. She told me that I could have both just until I knew. Both relationships hadn't been ventured romantically, so why not give them both a try? I was selfish but I don't regret it. I should've told you immediately and I'm sorry Karms but that doesn't change how I feel about either of you.
"Look ever since that whole thing with her, I stopped allowing myself to do more than hook up with people. It took conversations with both of you to realize that I could see a future with you, both of you. I get butterflies talking to either one of you. It's not just sexual, I honestly think that I be with one of you forever, either of you but at this moment, I don't know which one. I do not want to let one of you slip through my fingers because I made a choice too quickly. I'm sorry Lauren and I'm sorry Karma."
I paused and opened my eyes that I didn't know I'd closed, and saw that both girls' facial expressions were softened and that they were both staring at me. Karma broke the silence after a minute or so.
"I care about you too Amy. I see all that you see but I need time to think. I can't lie and say I'm okay with this but I will say that I understand your side. I just need time to think." With that Karma left. I wanted to stop her but I knew in time she would be okay with it or at least we could be friends.
Karma didn't speak to me or Lauren for the rest of the week. She was avoiding me and it was killing me. I just wanted to talk and be friends if that's all she wanted. By Friday, I was going insane! With our parents back, Lauren and I had been put on pause, not that we couldn't have hooked up, Farrah and Bruce are so oblivious and glad that we don't hate each other. Finally after my last class, I ran to Karma's to catch her before she disappeared and ignored me for the whole weekend. Once I spotted and stopped her, I didn't know what to say so I grabbed her and kissed her. She was surprised but she kissed back. It was amazing. It made me feel as though we were still in my room days ago, kissing each other intimately before exploring the other's body. Her body seemed to curve into me easily as my hand at the small of her back pulled her close.
"Have you thought long enough? Can you at least stop ignoring me?" I blurted out. I was going to apologize for kissing her but I couldn't or rather I should have to from her reaction. She was staring at me long and hard. I tried to gauge her thoughts like I normally could but today, I was stumped. I thought she might honestly not respond and just walk away.
"All three of us need to talk. Your house. 5 PM." That's all she said before walking away. I ran up to her to stop her like I should've done at the house but realized to just wait until 5 and ask her all the questions that had been on my mind since she stormed out of my house Monday night.
"I honestly think that all three of us together could be something great. Eventually we would have to make a choice. There would have to be rules in place but we could make it work. Karma's face after showed that that kiss between the two of us was enough for her to be willing to try it.
Once I got home, I told Lauren what Karma said to me. She seemed kind of excited, which intrigued me. It must have been because I seemed down without Karma and with Karma back, friend or otherwise, I'd be happier which would make her happier. I really hoped that wasn't why though because Lauren makes me happy with just her, right? Maybe I need both of them.
Just as I was beginning to think about the possibilities, the doorbell rang. Lauren and I weren't fast enough and Farrah answered the door.
"Why hello Karma! Come on in. Amy! Lauren! Karma's here." By the time Farrah called our names, we were at the bottom of the stairs staring at Karma.
"Hey Karma, let's go. Lauren, my room or yours?" I said as we headed up the stairs. Both girls were behind me because I was basically running up the stairs, anxiously.
"Mine, yours is probably dirty." Lauren said, then I scowled at her. "Well dirtier than mine.." She continued.
Once in Lauren's room, we waited for Karma to start talking.
"Sorry I ran off like that the other night. I honestly needed to think. I'm also sorry for avoiding you both. I just couldn't handle it but after Amy kissing me the way she did, I knew that we needed to talk."
"So what did you decide?" Lauren blurted out because she was just and nervous as I was.
"I want to be with Amy and if that means I have to share then that's fine. How do you feel Amy?"
"I want us to do this but both of you have to be in. No secrets, all honesty. Jealousy will come into play at times but we are all friends. I am not playing either of you, I swear. Let's just try this for a month. This isn't supposed to be a permanent solution to our love triangle.. If this is all too much, then we will stop. We will go back to being just friends."
Both girls looked at me and said, "Deal." I didn't know what to do after that. Was Karma supposed to leave? What to do? Both girls were equally as confused as I was I learned through awkward silence.
"Want to have a movie night in my room to celebrate?" I said to break the ice. Both girls responded yes. We went into my room, climbed in my bed, (me in the middle) and started watching all of the Bring it On movies (Lauren's pick). None of us made it past Bring it On:All or Nothing before falling asleep. It was so comfortable snuggling with both of the, despite the fact I was becoming unreasonably horny in between both of them. No matter how much I loathed cheerleader movies, I'd do anything for them. I was already falling in love with both of them, it wasn't until then that I acknowledged it.
When I woke up, the two girls were laughing and giggling about something.
"What's so funny?" I said groggily. They just looked at me and laughed some more.
"I don't like being left out." I said, pouting with my sad puppy eyes. Karma and Lauren were shielding their eyes. I'm not exactly sure how it happened but five minutes later, we were all panting from the tickle fight that had just ensued.
"So are you guys going to tell me?" I said once I caught my breath.
"Well we were talking about how odd this whole thing is but how comfortable we already are and somehow one of us said why don't we just have a threesome?"
