-Title: Orange View.
-Chapter: Two,
Affair.
-Rating: Pg13? M? Something In between I
suppose.
-One-shot Or Series?: Series of only three chapters, was
going to be a oneshot, I'm just to darn lazy.
-Pairings:
MelloXMatt, implied MelloXNear as well as implied
MattXNear.
-Disclaimer: I sadly don't own Death Note I did
however just get a Light wall scroll yesterday.
-Note: Well sorry this took so long to update been away for the weekend lol. I'll be updating Punishment tomorrow for anybody that reads that fic of mine as well. Anyway hope you enjoy this chapter of Orange View.
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Growing up, Matt started to like somebody, he wasn't sure if it would just go away or not like some childish crush though…after all he was around the person that made his heart soar into bliss almost always. That person was Mello, his friend for about a year or so now. He cared so much about Mello, not even he knew the full existent just yet. But whatever Mello asked of Matt, well Matt would listen and do as he was told.
He never questioned or asked the other about or for anything…though he tended to complain when he was playing a video game. Never the less though he would still be Mello's 'dog' as most of the kids around Whammy's started calling him. Mello would just scoff and tell them to "Fuck off you freaking pussy's before I beat your asses…" Matt couldn't help but smile ever time Mello would say such things. Someday though he wanted to be the one to protect Mello…just someday.
Growing up, Matt dreamed of being a hero and Mello was the damsel in distress not like in fairy tales but the video games that held such things for a boy who was only eleven. Fairy Tales were for girls like Near's friend Linda…Near he was one of a kind some might say, most would call him a freak though the most being Mello. Among a few other choice words. Matt honestly liked the other boy, he seemed to be very kind if it weren't for his robotic demurer on the outside. Matt had talked to him a few times…if Mello ever found out he would surely be dead, and one less friend…one less damsel.
"Hello Matt…" Near the small albino looking boy spoke, Matt simply nodded in response.
"You seem quiet today any reason?" Matt knew Near was never one to pry, so curiosity must have gotten the best of him.
"Yeah there is but…" Matt trailed off, he knew he did but he didn't care…honestly Near didn't need to know what was the matter…though Matt did want him or rather somebody to know.
"I assume it's something pertaining to Mello?" Near inquired and pried yet again…maybe it was out of concern that he did such things after all Matt figured he could be considered a secret friend of Nears. Matt was glad that somebody at least cared when something was wrong with him. This made Matt only slightly wish Mello was more concerned sometimes.
"Yeah…It's just that…damn how do I say this."
"You don't have to I know you like Mello and you don't think he will like you back because he is Mello after all, and you do not wish to loose a friend." Matt was amazed, Near simply sat were he was finishing up a puzzle he had down on the floor in front of his small pale body.
"How the he-…Never mind I don't want to know…oh fuck it I do how did you figure all this out." Matt had to know he just had to.
"Your known as Mello's dog and the way you act around him makes at least half of this all noticeable."
"I see…well fuck what if Mello knows." Matt started to worry he didn't want to be alone again he did want his dreams to end, the couldn't they just couldn't.
"If he does then you have nothing to worry about because if you did he would have for mentioned it…you should just tell him if your that worried you shouldn't keep things in." Near was already re starting on the puzzle again.
"Yeah…" There was a long pause, both of them just stayed were they were before Matt started to break the silence, he hated when it would get quiet he was far to used to Mello being loud.
"Thanks Near you're a good friend…Mello never really give's me any advice, because everything I ever need advice on is well him; how ironic." Matt laughed a bit, he didn't hear a creak of a door. Oddly enough Near did though.
"Hello Mello, how long have you been listening in." Matt paled as Mello entered the room, how much did the other hear…how much did his damsel now know.
"Enough to know that Matt has betrayed me,…I mean hell Matt how could you be friends with that that fucking bitch Near of all people you know I hate him!" Matt was glad the other didn't know of his unrequited love…he assumed Mello wasn't gay but he could dream and wonder what it might be like if he was…
"Mello I, It's just that Near isn't all that bad…I just was talking to him. Nothing more nothing less." Matt felt like one of those cheating boyfriends the girls around Whammy's would talk about in books and movies. He often wondered if Whammy's was only for the smart the way; most acted around the place.
"Mello it was nothing I was just telling Matt how I know he likes you that's all…" Matt could have sworn for a moment there was a smug expression on Nears face, before he heard Mello's…'angelic' voice again.
"Matt isn't a fucking queer what the hell Near; you fucktard are you on drugs or something…" Mello was speaking now as if this couldn't even be true, Matt didn't see what was so bad about being gay though, Matt considered the fact he could just like Mello for being Mello though…that was far more possible. By now Matt wasn't so sure what he was, other then Mello's dog that kid who dreamed once of an Orange view. Still not even Mello knew yet of such a silly thing.
"Matt likes girls I mean you do right…Matt?!" Mello looked over at Matt and at the moment Matt noticed that Mello's chocolate bar he had within his grasp was almost gone. 'Maybe I should get him another…' Matt quickly shook his thought away to answer Mello.
"I-I love…"
"Yeeeeeeeeas?" Mello seemed as though he was about to hear news if chocolate was going to never be made again, it was understandable Matt assumed.
"Y-you…" Matt blurted out, about to walk off just because he knew what was to come. Mello couldn't love him, Mello couldn't even like him the way he liked Mello…To Mello love was foreign and Matt was the only one who knew why.
"My Family hated me…they said I was worthless and only good to be a slut that nobody would love, I was raped Matt…L ended up solving my case, he saved me."
"M-Matt…" Was the only thing Mello could say, and Matt just kept walking away, He to would be unloved it would seem.
Matt wanted to save Mello and bring the other peace of heart and not just mind. Matt wanted to be the Hero in a Orange viewed world.
"WAIT!" Matt jerked his hear around at the sound of Mello coming up from behind him… the next thing Matt knew Mello slapped him. Hard, harder then he ever had. Near had long ago left, it must have been to noisy for the other.
"Nobody would want to love me, what the hell makes me think you would!" Matt was taken back by all this, the thing wasn't why would he is was why wouldn't he!
"Because I just do I don't why; all I know is that your different from anybody else…your just you." Matt didn't care if that sounded as corny, he was sure it was much to his dislike.
"Just me?" Mello mumbled out taking a big bite out of his chocolate bar, finishing it off and tossing the wrapper aside.
"Yeah…"
"Well then, I guess I could give you a shot…maybe I just don't know Matt I mean I'm not gay."
"I figured as much…but couldn't you just give me, just me a chance…" It wasn't a question it was a plea from deep down in Matt's heart, and somewhere he was sure Mello loved him, his damsel had to.
"Fine I'll give you a chance if…"
"If what?" Mello smirked and Matt raised an eyebrow, mostly because Mello's eyes were hinting mischief.
"You get me a fucking chocolate bar." Matt rolled his eyes, something's never changed.
Growing up; Matt wanted to be a Hero with a damsel that he could save.
Growing up; Matt wanted an Orange View, on life and anything else he could see.
Growing up; So far only somewhat sucked.
