Drinking to stop this pain you started

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Brooke bolted awake at the sound of the phone ringing, she slowly got up off of the bathroom floor and walked into her room. She didn't want to speak to anyone so she let the machine pick up the message

"hey Brooke it's Lucas listen im really worried about you and I think you should go to the police anyway call me please let me help don't shut me out"

Brooke listened to the message and shut her eyes to keep the tears that were threatening to fall in. She sighed and picked up her brush when she felt searing pain in her wrist she looked down and suddenly remembered what she had done. She couldn't even look at herself in the mirror she was so disgusted. That was it she had had enough, she quickly changed, brushed her hair and grabbed her purse and her car keys.

She stopped outside of a club and went inside and ordered a double vodka she downed it in one gulp she knew that she shouldn't but she had to block out this pain she couldn't handle so she ordered another and another and another and another until she was so drunk she couldn't care. She then went to the middle of the dance floor and started dancing with a group of guys.

"Peyton I can't believe I'm doing this" Haley said to Peyton as they walked in the door of the club

"come on it'll be fun trust me, I wonder where Brooke is I tried her for ages but there was no answer o well come on get go get a drink" she replied

Haley followed Peyton to the bar and ordered them a couple of drinks after a little while they heard cheers and turned round to see what all the noise was, they saw a girls dancing on some tables.

"looks likes somebody's having fun"

"wait is that Brooke" Haley replied

"yeah it is"

Peyton made her way over to where Brooke was dancing on the tables

"Brooke" she shouted

"Peyton" Brooke slurred as she climbed down off the table

"what are you doing here"

"well I came with Haley we called you like a hundred times but you never answered"

"Haley's here" Brooke shouted excitedly

"yeah over at the bar come on" said Peyton

They walked over to the bar well Peyton walked and Brooke stumbled

"Haley hi" Brooke slurred as she gave Haley a hug

"Hey Brooke how much have you had to drink huh"

"only a couple, Barman 3 double vodka's please"

"Brooke don't you think you've had enough to drink" Peyton said

"no I need to drink to for….forget the pain"

"What Brooke your not making any sense what pain"

"oh it's nothing just forget it"

Peyton began to get worried about Brooke I mean sure she drank but she never came to a bar alone at night and what did she mean by pain. She was about to ask when the bartender came over with there drinks.

"thank you" Brooke said as she reached over for her drink. As she reached over the sleeve of her shirt went up a little

"oh my god Brooke what happened to your arm it looks so deep" Haley Gasped

"oh that it's nothing" she replied quickly covering her wrist

"I need to go to the bathroom"

As the three got into the bathroom Brooke ran to a stall as vomited her guts up Peyton and Haley just laughed.

"serve you right for drinking so much come on lets go"

When they got into Peyton's car Brooke fell asleep noticing that she was sleeping Haley turned to Peyton.

"I'm worried about Brooke what did she mean she had to drink to forget the pain"

"I don't know but what was that mark on her wrist it looked really sore and deep"

At that moment Brooke started to speak in her sleep

"No please don't…stop…no…no…don't your hurting me please stop I won't tell anyone"

Peyton and Haley looked at each other horrified as Brooke woke up and looked at them the look on their faces she had only seen it once before…..on Lucas when she told him what happened

"guys what's…what's wrong"

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