I doubt you would still be here

Peyton watched as everyone approached the coffin laying down flowers. She looked to her left and saw Lucas he looked broken. she slowly walked over to the white coffin that held her best friend.

"Miss Sawyer"

Peyton slowly opened her eyes, taking a moment then realizing where she was

"Brooke" she gasped jumping from the seat where she had been sleeping

"that's why i woke you Miss Sawyer she's awake and asking for you" the nurse said

Peyton felt the tears stream down her face, she could finally breathe after being in the hospital for almost six hours her best friend was going to be alright. She thanked the nurse and slowly walked towards Brooke's room she took a deep breathe and walked in.

"hey buddy" Brooke croaked

"hey... how u feeling" peyton anxiously replied

" i'm ok...listen Peyton about what happened I...I didn't mean to cut deep i just...i just i wanted the pain to go away i'm so sorry that you had to find me that wasn't fair to you can you forgive me for putting you through that" Brooke finished crying

Peyton watched amazed that after evrything that had hapened to her Brooke was still thinking about Peyton rather than herself. That was part of the reason why she couldn't understand how somebody could do that to such a beautiful person as Brooke

"oh Brooke how can you possibly think i would be angry at you after everything that has happened i'm more worried about you. I don't understand why you didn't tell me did you think i wouldn't be there for you or that i would be disappointed in you or something because i want you to know that i am always gonna be here for you no matter what" Peyton said hugging Brooke

" I...I didn't tell you because i was ashamed i...i should have been able to stop him and maybe i deservedit for always sleeping with any guy"

"Brooke believe me none of this is your fault trust me you didn't deserve this ok. Brooke does Lucas know"

"yeh i...i just told him. But he has been great he's so protective won't give me a moments peace" she said half laughing

"it's because he's in love with you Brooke. Anyway promise me no matter what happens you will never do this again because if i lost you i don't think i would cope"

"i...i"

Just then the doctor walked in and Brooke couldn't have been more glad

"could i please speak to Miss Davis alone" he said

"no it's ok Peyton can stay" replied brooke

"umm ok well Miss Davis you have stitches in your wrist, the cut wasn't that deep but saying that if Miss Sawyer hadn't found you i doubt you would still be here right now. Anyway when we were stintching your wrist we noticed there are quite a lot of other cuts all over your body whch causes me some concern. I would like you to speak to our councellor"

"i...i...there...it's not what it looks like i don't need to talk to a shrink ok i'm fine"

"well i don't think you are i mean how many people do you know who are fine and try and kill themselves" he replied

"i didn't it was an accident"

"nevertheless i would prefer it if you did. also we did a couple of other tests just to make sure that everything was ok and well Miss Davis did you know that you are pregnant?"

Peyton gasped eyes wide and glanced at Brooke who had been avoiding her line of sight since the doctor started speaking

"i'm...what" Brooke asked not registering the information she had just been told...

Tell me what you think. R+R