You Didn't Even Need To Ask
Lucas sat on the bed stunned. He didn't know what to say, he didn't want to say anything wrong but he didn't know what she wanted him to say. As he sat there lots of different emotions coursed through his vains, he was angry at that bastard, scared for brooke to name a few. As he sat there speechless he couldn't bring himself to look at Brooke he knew that he would breakdown.
"Lucas please...say..say something" she sobbed
At that moment he looked up and seeing her this upset destroyed him
"Brooke...I...I don't know what to say but I promise you that I will look after your and i'll stand by you" he finished getting up and walking over to her
"thank you Luke... I don't know what to say i thank you, but i already know what i wanna do"she explained
"well what do you wanna do, because ill be there i promise"
"I...I know you will Luke andthat means the world to me but I can't have this baby not after what happened, I just feel dirty having that bastards child inside me it makes me sick and although i never imagined having an abortion i just can't bring a child into the world that way. I hope you don't think less of me" she finished looking deep into his deep blue eyes
"oh babe of course i don't think less of you, i completely understand but are you sure because i dont want you to do something you might regret"
"its going to be hard but i just cant do it I...oh god Luke I...need you so much I cant do this on my own" she said as she broke down
"you dont have to i'm here and i promise i'll look after you" he said as he picked her up and lay down on the bed holding her. Her breathing slowed down and he soon realised she was asleep, he pulled her closer and held her.They stayd like that for the rest of the nite.
The next day Brooke woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep so he decided to go for a walk on the beach to clear her head. She had been gone for about two hours when she finally returned to the beachhouse to find everyone eating breakfast.
"Hey Brooke where have you been we've been worried about you"Lucas says as he rushes to her side
"sorry guys I just couldn't sleep so i went for a walk. Mmmmm that smells really good"
"I'll get you a plate tigger" Haley says
"Thanks Hales. Peyton can I talk to you for a minute"
Peyton Nods as she and Brooke head upstairs. Lucas watches them go looking worried, Haley walks over to him and hugs him
"Shes going to be alright shes got us isn't that right Nate" she says nodding
"yeh of course shes going to get through this man its just gonna take time" he replies smiling at Haley
"yeh I hope your right" he replies still staring at where brooke was minutes before
Broke leads Peyton towards Nathans room and sits down signalling for Peyton to sit next to her.
"Brooke are you sure your ok"Peyton asks worriedly
"yeh I'm fine I just wanted to tell you that I spoke to Lucas and I told him about the...the baby and he was really sweet he didnt freak out like i thought he would"
"thats good Brooke he loves you I knew he would be there for you"
"yeh...well anyway i've decided what i want to do i'm gonna have an abortion. I know that I'll probably hate myself for it but I can't have a baby not when it there because I...was raped" she says tears in her eyes
"well brooke as long as you know you have my support in whatever you do" Peyton replied
"glad you said that because I need you to come with me will you" she asked
"of course i'll come with you Brooke you didn't even need to ask"
"thanks buddy now come on before this breakfast gets cold"
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