you're in your room going over what had happened that day, not only are you in the kingdom hearts world, not only are really CLOSE friends with Roxas... you even have your own weapons, but, what's your element? you wonder. you call your fans out, this time, it isn't that hard. you look at one of them, you very gently wave it around, instead of making loud and noisy vibrations, it makes a soft whiz sound, like when you circle you finger around a crystal wine glass, you pause, mesmerized by the sound, you move it in different and more complex ways, making a little tune with low and high notes. I wonder what else these can do you think. you lie back and fall asleep
you wake up to someone saying your name, you open your eyes and see roxas leaning over you, you quickly sit up and wack your head against his, he backs up a few steps holding his forehead. you jump up and run over to him putting one hand on his back, while trying to use your other one to pry his hand away so you could see the damage, all the while, saying Im so sorry, are you ok, did I hurt you, etc. he puts out one of his hands to say that he's fine, he finally takes his hand away, nothings there but still, you feel bad. "im really sorry" you say gain. 'NO, i shouldn't of been hovering over you like that" he says while rubbing his forehead again. "ugh...", you mutter, you didn't have anything to retaliate with. "I came in here to ask if you wanted to go to breakfast."he says. you nod, "will you wait for me?, I want to take a quick shower..."you ask. "sure" he says, still slightly occupied with his forehead.
you go and take a quick shower, get dressed, but don't have time to do your hair so just leave it down and wet, you walk out to Roxas staring at you, you walk up to him and smile "lets go"... noticing after breakfast that A&D (Axel and Demyx) weren't around you you ask where they are. Roxas tells you they're on missions. "what should we do today?" you ask turning to Roxas as you walk down a hallway. he stops and thinks."why don't we go to another world.." he suggests. you think about your world. "what's wrong" he asks when he notices you not saying anything. "oh, nothing, nothing. "what worlds are there to see?". "how about Atlantica?" he asks, you smile and nod. you go to your room to get a bathing suit for the beach, Roxas goes to his room to do the same. you meet up in front of his room, your wearing your normal clothes over your bathing suit. He's wearing his cloak. He opens a portal and you both walk through, you appear in front of the ocean. you lived by the ocean on earth and the sound of the waves made you feel at home. you look over to see Roxas laying in the sand, you walk over to him, he's in nothing but swimming trunks on a giant beach blanket and his eyes are closed, you stare at him for a second before saying, let go swimming.
you grab his hand and try to pull him up, but you fall on your butt, while he sits up and smiles at you, you smile back, then jump up and kick off your shoes and run into the ocean,up to mid shin. it was nice and warm, you run back onto the beach and strip off your clothes (not your bathing suit) you walk back to the water, up to your knees, looking around you can't see Roxas anywhere, you call out for him" Roxas?...ROXAS??!!? you start to get worried. you hear something splash behind you, before you can even look you feel yourself being lifted in the air, you squeal, Roxas picked you up bridal style and is walking out into deeper water, he smiles evilly at you, your eyes widen, "No ROxa8blablublub" was all you could let out as he drops you into the water. you stay under the clear blue water looking for his legs, you find them and grab around them making him lose balance, he falls in the water.
you laugh as you come up for air. looking around, you feel yourself being lifted out of the water again, you look down to see your sitting on Roxas' shoulders, he jumps up making you rocket into the air, you scream out of half terror and enjoyment, you land a few feet away, and slowly hit the bottom. you let yourself float up to the surface, face down in the water, making it look like you were drowning, Roxas sees you and swims over to you as fast as he can, while yelling your name. he grabs you around the waist and pulls you back onto the shore, you lie there pretending to be dead. holding your breath for as long as you can, he looks at you and listens to see if you are breathing. he pauses then holds your nose, and puts his lips over yours, breathing into you, you smile, he pulls his head away to look at you. your eyes are still closed, but your smiling so widely it almost hurt. he still just stares at you. you slowly open your eyes, while still smiling you look over at him and half stick your tongue out the side of your mouth while biting it,(as if you just did a bad thing but your trying to look sweet and innocent) His mouth kind of opens, as the shock wears off , thinking quickly you say "oh Roxas your my hero!" you sit up still smiling at him, he falls backwards into the sand letting out a groan of relief, "what's wrong" you ask while getting on your knees and leaning over him.
"i thought you were dead" he admits..you pause, and say "are you mad?..." he looks over at you and shakes his head smirking... you remember..."oh...Roxas, look what i can do, you call out your fans. he sits up and stares at them, you gently start to wave them and they vibrate with a soft tune, when you finish, he says" wow that's cool. you smile at him. you decide to swim a bit longer, which turns into hours of you and Roxas playing in the water, finally the sun was setting and you both walk up onto the beach to watch the sun go down. you sit next to Roxas on the giant beach towel. After a few minutes you start to shiver, Roxas gets his coat and wraps it around both of you, you smile and lean your head on his shoulder, he leans his head on your head. when the sun goes down you stand up and put you clothes back on , he zips up his cloak and opens a portal, you walk up to him, he grins and says "ladies first" you smile, roll your eyes and walk through...
your infront of your door, Roxas comes behind you, you turn to him and thank him for such a fun day, you just stand there for a while staring into each others eyes, getting lost once again in his beautiful blue eyes... your faces get closer, his lips press against yours, they are soft, yet firm, you put your arms around his neck, he puts his hands on your hips. you just sit there kissing for what seems to be forever, and it's wonderful, you hear your door swing open, you let out a small scream, you look to see Axel and Demyx standing in your doorway. Axel is smirking and Demyx has his hands over his mouth, with joy in his eyes. "what are you doing in Lillux's room?" Roxas slightly yells. there faces go straight. your blushing so hard you almost couldn't stand it. "goodnight Roxas" you say as you shove past Axel and Demyx pushing them out of your room, you quickly fake a smile at them and close your door. You hear Axel try to explain that him and Demyx wondered where you both were so they waited in your room for you to get back. you don't even care anymore that Axel and Demyx saw you and Roxas, you just keep replaying it in your mind. you take another shower, and get dressed. you step out into your room, you lie in bed while thinking of the the kiss, your heart feels so light...you fall asleep.
(i might refer to Axel and demyx as A&D sometimes...))
You wake up the next morning, do your usual routine, put your hood up and go to breakfast. you sit next you Roxas. A&D look over at you. you quietly eat a bowl of cereal and look up. A&D look away, but not Roxas, "what" you bluntly ask. A&D look back to you. no response. you figure if you come out with it now it won't be as embarrassing in the future. "Are you guys acting like this because of what happened last night?" still no response. you sigh. you grab Roxas by the neck and pull his face to yours while giving him a long kiss on the cheek. by now everyone is staring at you, even Xemnas and Yurix. you smile at them and skip out of the room leaving Roxas sitting still, even though he's slightly bent to the side, with his eyes wide open. As soon as you get out of the door you let out a sigh of relief and walk to the training room.
you train by yourself for a few minutes, when you see Axel walk in , then Demyx, then Roxas. he's kinda blushing, you slowly walk over to to them a. "yo" Axel says. "wanna train?" you ask... you fight Axel, but lose, you fight demyx, you lose, but just barely. then Roxas' turn. "c'mon Roxas" you yell at him. he gets up and walks over to you. he gets in a fighting stance.
After your fight was over you smile as Roxas helps you up..."your getting better"...
