you step out of the portal and onto a platform. it was the platform you had sacrificed your hearts for Roxas on. you stand there for a second before noticing everyone was really far away from you. you turn and start to walk to them when you run into something. you flinch, but quickly open your eyes to see you had run into someones back. you back up quickly seeing Xemnas was was in front of you. you feel your back run into someone, but before you can turn around your arms are restrained by someone strong . "Lillux! Roxas yells running towards you. your struggling by this point but stop as you feel a blade being held to your neck. "don't come any closer..." you hear the sly voice of Yurix hiss. "or else" he says trailing off.

(meanwhile)

Ansem the wise chatted with King micky about his device as he set it up facing kingdom hearts and got ready to power it up.

(back to regular)

"Xemnsas, just don't hurt her, ill do anything you want..." Roxas said in a way you had never heard before. It sounded desperate and sad. "be my heart gathering slave and I won't hurt her.." Xemnas said as an evil smirk spread across his face. Roxas looked down at the ground. "NO Roxas, Don't!" you scream as Yurix uses a hand to cover your mouth. Roxas looks up at you sadly. "f-fine" he says drooping his shoulders. you see a green laser shoot from somewhere lower in the castle, but either Xemnas and Yurix were ignoring it or somehow hadn't noticed. "good, as promised, I wont hurt her" Xemnas says lifting his hand towards Yurix. Roxas looked at you with hope in his eyes. Xemnas snapped his fingers, Yurix let you go, but as you felt yourself begin to move forward, you also felt the razor sharp blade cut deep into your throat and around your neck. you held your neck as you stumbled, then slowly fell backwards hearing Roxas along with everyone else either scream or gasp.

Roxas ran towards you, but as you were about to hit the ground you shattered into darkness leaving a fading cloud behind. Roxas sat there with a shocked look on his face as kingdom hearts started to explode, creating a huge blast of blinding light and power. everyone recovered. Riku had returned to his normal self, and everyone else was fine including Xemnas and Yurix...

You felt yourself sleepily floating through darkness. what happened? did I die? you wondered remembering your neck. you reached for it and no injury was there. suddenly everything started to spin. and you felt as though you were more awake. "I'm willing to make a deal with you" a voice said ringing through the darkness. "who's there?!" you ask slightly afraid since you were in complete darkness and also floating openly. "im the darkness" the voice hissed back as a pair of giant glowing yellow eyes opened and huge claws came from the abyss. you could barely make out the claw like hands, because everything was pure black, with a slightly blue gleam. "if you can beat me, ill give you anything your heart desires" the darkness taunted. "I- I thought I didn't...I don't have a heart." you say. "oh, but you do, And if you can beat me ill give you anything" it repeated. "beat you? and how do you know whether I have a heart or not?" you ask suspiciously. " if you beat me ill tell you, but if you can't beat me, I...Get your heart and everyone else too." it hissed evilly. "No, thats to big a risk!" you say looking downwards. "You don't have a choice" it hissed as the claws swirled around you and squeezed you until you couldn't breathe. for some reason, hatred and anger filled your chest as you felt the power in you grow.

the spot where you had fallen into darkness had only a small bit of dark clouds swirling about, because not much time had really gone by. the spot began to swirl in a darkening circle as you rose out of it, only you weren't regular you, you were like an anti-form of you, with huge amounts of darkness endlessly streaming off of you like smoke. you twitched with the power as it clouded your thoughts and made it hard to control yourself. Xemnas turned to you wide eyed and snapped his fingers. the remaining members, Xigbar, Luxord, Saix, and Demyx ((I want Demyx to be there!)) appeared. they all brought out their weapons except for Demyx who just kinda stood there in fear. you stood there twitching before you hunched down, and jumped at them like a wild animal. aside from your bodies physical reach, the darkness streaming off you also created multiple claws reaching out with a death grip for what ever you were after. you tried to stop yourself, but it was like someone, or something was controlling your body. they tried to defend and attack but it was useless. you suddenly threw your hand out and the darkness made a huge claw come from you almost like an addition to your arm and a giant dark claw grabbed a hold of luxord, you closed your fingers and the darkness' fingers also closed and squeezed him until he went limp and faded into darkness. "Lillux!?" Roxas yelled trying to calm you. Sora and Riku also came forward trying to calm you but you just knocked them away.

you used excessive amounts of darkness and finished off Saix and Xigbar. you also fought with yourself, trying to gain control, but there was too much power and you were afraid you would lose yourself to the darkness. once Saix and Xigbars dark clouds disappeared you quickly turned and started to approach Demyx...