Pov Stiles

I wake up in my bed and I realize that Derek must have carried me here. I get out of my gross slept in clothes and I wash off my old make up. I have a quick shower before getting dressed. I quickly head downstairs to the training room after that.

I see Alec pounding away on a punching bag; most liking pretending it was my face. I know talking to him while he's angry is dangerous, but it's nothing I haven't done before.

"Hey" I say lamely from the doorway. I needed to put room between us encase I startled him because in this state, he would have attacked me.

He doesn't acknowledge my voice.

"Ok the silent treatment. I can work with that," I say walking closer. The closer I get the harder he punches.

"Listen I'm so sorry" I rest my hand on his shoulder. To say I was surprised to what happened next was and understatement.

Alec swung at me. My own brother.

My training kicked in and I quickly blocked it, but Alec is stronger than I am. He pushes me back against the stonewall. I use my leverage against it and I snake my hand around his face in a face lock. He uses his weight to try and flip me over but I land on my feet. I stand ready in fight position, but Alec just stands there panting.

I look into his eyes and I see burring rage towards me. I don't think I have ever seen Alec this angry.

"You could have ruined yesterday the best thing that has ever happened to me" Alec grits out, his anger just intensifying.

"I'm sorry but to me you come first. You will always come first my priority is protecting you. Were family for Christ sake," I say speaking from the heart. He's my big brother. I'd gladly die for him.

He doesn't even acknowledge my apology and I know what I need to do.

I walk over to the training mats.

"Your angry with me, so what better way than to spar to work it off." I say knowing I'll regret this choice. Alec may not be an aggressive person but like this especially he could give me a good beating. But I'm not worried. I trust him.

He walks over to the mats like he is stalking his prey. I prepare my self.

He charges at my but use his momentum to flip him over. He grabs me with him and lands on top of me. Shit. I need to get him off before he pins me because he is a lot stronger. I use my feet to push him off. I stand up and I give him a roundhouse kick to the face. This is how I want the fight. Agility and acrobatic work I am the best at and Alec, since he mostly spares with Jace, isn't use to it.

He stagers back holding his jaw. He swings to punch me but I grab his arm I use his momentum to flip him. He lands with a hard thump. I don't follow him to the ground beach his weight and shear size will throw me off.

He gets up lighting fast and throws a series of punches. I dodge them skilfully waiting for the before surprising him by kicking out his feet. He stays there lying on the ground panting.

"That's enough I'm good now" Alec says still not moving. I lie down beside him.

"How did we get like this?" Alec asks rhetorically.

"I don't even know you anymore" Alec says sitting up.

"What do mean?" I ask puzzled.

"I used to know exactly hard you fought, all you best moves. I used to know your next move before you did. And just now you completely kicked my ass." Alec says.

"It's been years Alec I grew up. I changed," I say honestly. I'm not the same little girl he knew.

"I wanted to be there as you grew up like I was with Izzy. She would show me he outfits in the morning, run to me if the night ever got to scary all alone in her room. But you'll never do that with me. The clave already got to you" Alec says sounding completely heart broken

"Alec what are you talking about!" I exclaim.

"They turned you into someone I don't even know. The last time I truly had known you, you were 5. That's when they realized you were special. When you picked up everything to quickly, how you bested kids twice your age. That's when you were taken to Idris.

I remember that night like it was yesterday. It was Izzy's twelfth birthday. I remember Mom and Dad's proud faces. I remember your sweet, innocent eyes believing all the lies they told you. I remember thinking, please not her. Don't take her. But they did. I remember Izzy screaming for you not to go I remember the absolute empty feeling in this institute without you.

You were 10 the next time I saw you and already so different. I remember you sparring with Izzy and they had to stop the session before Izzy got hurt to badly. And the clave looked so proud of themselves and told you what a good job you had done. They then grabbed Jace who was obviously completely in love with you even then. You completely destroyed him in the fight, it wasn't even a competition. Mom and Dad were they happiest I had ever seen them. They then got Hotch. I remember the utter terror I felt when he was told not hold anything back and to go for the kill. I remember his sick grin. I remember think that he was going to kill you. But he didn't. He didn't even lay a finger on you. You stayed for 1 week after that and then you were gone again.

The next time I saw you, you were 13 Those bright innocent eyes were gone. You looked half dead as the clave paraded you around. They told us all your "Accomplishments" all your missions and I finally realized you would never be that 5 year old girl who was scared of the monster under her bed and who wouldn't go to bed until I checked for it. You then stayed for a year. Jace finally got his shit together and asked you out. Things were almost perfect again. Then you were assigned Beacon hills. I've lost my baby sister forever and in her place a Machine." Alec finishes his rant and I feel tears prickle my eyes but I quickly bunk them back.

This not the way the clave raised you. Be strong don't let the enemy see you week. Emotions are weakness. When did Alec become the enemy though?