~You lovelies have inspired me to keep working on this story. I took this chapter to go in to detail about Jennifer's background and how she was before meeting Jasper. Its a little melodramatic but I was inspired by a few movies and books I've read. This is all for pure enjoyment. Although I write for a profession its blogs and what nots for business this is something I do as a HOBBY. So I love that you guys fav and watch and all that good stuff. Reviews I can't say I hate them, I love them, but I don't need them to write I will write regardless but if you want to drop one go right ahead my dears. Anyways trying to feel out Jennifer and let her develop on her own as a character as well as Jasper. Right now its kind of just purely sex between the two of them and this accidental bond is causing all kinds of confusion for both parties. It will take time to iron out the kinks. Relationships are work even for someone like me who has been with their partner six years could you imagine this scenario outside of our sick little fandom minds? Yeesh..anyhoo enjoy!~
Jennifer had never been an outgoing person. The only thing remotely outgoing she had done in her life was to be a telemarketing manager. The only reason she had really gotten the job was the fact she had a college degree and she was good at talking with people.
She had met her girlfriend really by accident and even than her girlfriend had asked her out first. They had met in a coffee shop and her girlfriend, Amyra, had been a barista there. Jennifer didn't even really identify as being homosexual before Amyra and certainly would have never asked another woman out on her own. She had always dated men in school because that was what she was supposed to do. That was what everyone expected.
When Amyra with her with her caramel colored skin, thick black hair in a pixie cut, and dark green eyes had taken her break and sat down at her table Jennifer had been startled. The tall willowy woman was almost too beautiful to be real resembling more of a Faye than human. Jennifer had blushed straight to her roots making Amyra smile and tell her she was adorable. A week later they went out on their first date. That had been ten years ago when she was twenty.
Besides Amyra, there was Linda her one-time college roommate. Linda and she had both studied business together and after graduating college decided to move in together. Linda had just moved out when she met Amyra and at first Linda didn't like Amyra. Linda was all business with her light blonde hair and brown eyes and sharp features. Jennifer had always thought she would have been more beautiful if Linda would have smiled more often. Linda was cynical and had a very dry sense of humor, but she had a good heart. It had taken Jennifer a long time to break through her icy exterior, but somehow they had become best friends.
Linda had gone on to become an account executive at an advertisement firm across the city. Jennifer had a hard time keeping up with her the first few years since Linda was always at a meeting or working her schedule left little time for a personal life. That had been alright Jennifer had understood and she had Amyra by that point. Jennifer had fallen head over heels for Amyra. Amyra was a barista part-time and artist the other part of her days. In fact, their first date had been a showcasing of Amyra's art. Amyra painted, but she specialized in sculpting.
Amyra was everything that Jennifer wasn't, her exact opposite. Amyra was exotic, outgoing, and an unearthly beauty. While Jennifer, though certainly not ugly, was more plain with her pale skin and board straight brown hair. Her one outstanding feature were her bright blue eyes. Amyra had said that was what had attracted her first. Jennifer had studied ballet and had a petite, lithe, and lean figure hardly the same as Amyra's beautiful body.
Jennifer had always thought she was just normal until Amyra. Amyra, an Egyptian-American, had constantly told her she was beautiful and showed her in their lovemaking. Jennifer had never felt any sort of pleasure from any other partner that Amyra brought from her body. There was nothing better than making love in the bright and early hours of the morning and snuggling bare skinned with her lover.
Over the years, Amyra's lack of commitment to her started to irk Jennifer. Amyra was her girlfriend and lover but after a few years Jennifer wanted to marry her. Amyra had argued it was pointless because at the time it wasn't legally recognized as an actual union. Amyra had said it wouldn't change anything and they should just keep going on like they were. Jennifer had always dreamt of finding her true love and getting married, man or woman, it didn't matter it was the thing to do. Amyra was still obstinate about the subject so over the years Jennifer lets it be pushed to the side.
At seven years, after just a few brief lunch meetings and skype conversations, Linda was finally able to come back into Jennifer's life full-time. Linda had a bought with breast cancer and was forced to quit her job. Linda wasn't close with her family so of course Jennifer talked her into moving closer to her. Soon Linda's adverse reaction to Amyra dwindled to nothing as Amyra worked her magic on her. Jennifer watched her friend, at the time fighting for her life, truly smile for the first time with Amyra around. At times Jennifer felt oddly like the fifth wheel as Amyra and Linda laughed and talked about art and literature, something they both had in common, in the numerous visits.
Soon Amyra quit her job and Linda hired her as a caretaker as she went through her chemotherapy. Jennifer was happy her girlfriend could help her best friend. Little did she know that over the next three years Linda and Amyra would fall in love. Jennifer had thought she and Amyra were in love but come to find out Amyra did love her, but it wasn't as strong as the love she felt for Linda. Jennifer had been devastated as both women had sat her down and finally after three years told her the truth. It wasn't so much the fact Amyra had cheated on her or was leaving her, Jennifer had actually suspected they were growing apart for awhile, it had been the fact that she was being betrayed by not just her lover but her best friend as well.
They tried to apologize and tell her it wasn't their intention to hurt her that they had fallen in love accidentally. Both loving her, platonically, didn't want to tell her and thought it had just been lust. Amyra had found herself bored in their relationship and felt Jennifer was too independent now for her, since accepting her manager position. Through taking care of Linda, she had bonded with her and found someone who needed her care. Jennifer had never known Amyra felt that way and honestly didn't care her whole world caved in.
The days following blurred together. Jennifer remembered drinking some wine and finding one of Amyra's x-acto knives than there was blood everywhere. Linda had been worried about her and together they had come to her apartment, one she had once shared with Amyra, to check on her after she wouldn't answer their calls. They found her half-alive and called and ambulance. A few days later in the psychiatric unit devoid of life and numb Jennifer sat both women tried to visit her.
The doctors and nurses had no idea the two women had been the cause of her mental break. Jennifer since her arrival to the psyche ward had been silent, depressed, and vague of most life. When the two women walked into her doorway and anger welled inside of her she didn't know she had and she blacked out somewhat. From the reports, it was said she started wailing and screaming obscenities and ripped the bandages off her scarred and still freshly cut wrists. She had demanded they get out and shouted things like 'LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME'! Ordelies and Site technicians had to come in and hold her down while a nurse administered a sedative. That was the last time she saw Amyra and Linda.
After a few months in the psyche ward, moving in with her mother, and several more months of treatment she had decided to disappear from the world. She left without a word not telling her mother where she was going. She sold her car the week before, her mother had just thought she was downsizing to get her life back in order, as well as most of her possesions. The next step had been to close all her accounts and take her money out of her bank account, again her mother thought she was just doing this to keep her money safe from Amyra and didn't question it, and bought a plane ticket.
In a red-eye flight, Jennifer left her life behind on the East Coast and went to the West Coast. With just a pre-paid cell phone, an android tablet, cash in a bag, and one suitcase she rented a room in a bed and breakfast. Her next step was searching the ads and she found her little fishing cabin on the beach where she had been and let the world fade away. The only contact she had been one phone call with her mother, who had pleaded desperately for her location, but Jennifer wouldn't give it to her. Jennifer promised to text her everyweek to let her know she was okay. She had been smart by buying her tickets online at a local library so her mother couldn't find out anything.
Jennifer had been content with her life as her world drifted into muted colors and soon to grays until a brilliant Jasper stone came into the picture. That had been a few months ago that Jasper had come into Jennifer's life.
The exotic Amazon was brusque, rude, and downright hateful to her most days, but Jennifer had a thick hide after the hurt she had experienced in life. Jennifer knew that Jasper couldn't leave her without endangering her very existence, although she didn't know how this worked Jasper wouldn't tell her, and she found a sick satisfaction in that. Jennifer had always needed other people it wasn't the other way around she had never been needed by someone else. She left well enough alone with Jasper and knew over time they would figure it out. Jennifer was in no way shape or form in a hurry. Being with Jasper felt right and the woman called it a "Bond".
Jennifer wasn't exactly sure what that meant, but she felt it. She felt it every time she was in Jasper's presence and every time she touched her. Jasper got into the moods where she made love to her and drew out body quaking orgasms from her for hours at a time. Other days she sat quietly on the beach glaring at the water. Jasper never ate and hardly ever slept. Jennifer knew she was otherworld and this beautiful creature was trapped by her side. Over the few months, they had been together Jasper started tolerating her presence more and Jennifer talked her into going on walks with her. At first they didn't say anything and then suddenly Jennifer was talking to her. Jasper usually just grunted staring out at the water, but Jennifer knew she was curious. Often times when they made love or lust as Jennifer called it, Jasper would call her pet.
Jennifer liked to think the roles were actually reversed, but she made no move to correct her. Jasper was like a wounded tiger and if she said the wrong thing or made the wrong move she would get lashed out at. Their progress was going to be slow and again Jennifer had time. Oddly enough she wasn't disturbed by the development of having Jasper in her life. She had gotten over the surprise after the first few days. She was content with her amazonian creature and their odd relationship.
Jasper had given up her Home-World attire for something more earth based. She often wore cut off jeans at the knee and a tank top, like Jennifer. She sat out on the beach for hours trying to sense Peridot or even the Crystal Gems, but her power was so faded and her senses so dull she couldn't find anyone. On top of that she couldn't be more than a few hundred feet from her human before she started feeling weak and her corporeal form started to fade. Jasper might have been free of Lapis Lazuli, but she was now a prisoner to this human. As much as Jasper liked to think of the human as her pet and pleasure slave the real truth of the matter was that she was at her mercy.
Jasper didn't know if the human realized that and she wasn't certainly going to tell her that information. The human woman was annoyingly quiet most times and when she did talk it was idle chat. Jasper found her offense to the human growing less and less every day. Soon if she was gone out of her sight for too long Jasper got worried. Even though she could feel her it wasn't enough she needed to see Jennifer. Most time Jennifer sat quiet reading, fishing, or just staring at the scenery and Jasper was her silent sentinel. Other times Jasper would pick her up like a dead weight under her arm and carry her to her sleeping quarters and wrack pleasure from her body and coerce the human into pleasuring her. The warrior senses and the urge to kill were fading and she would never admit out loud, but she was almost content to let it fade. Homeworld was not her first priority anymore it was her bonded.
"Jasper," Jennifer whispered in a raw voice from her moans and screams of passion only minutes before.
"Hm?" Jasper grunted lying on her stomach and letting the human run her fingertips over the hard contours of her muscled back.
"You said we were bonded awhile back. What does that mean?"
Jasper's sharp golden gaze snapped to her and Jennifer quickly swallowed backpedaling "Y-you don't have to tell me if you don't want too. I was just curious."
"If I tell you will you shut up?" Jasper snapped in a growl
Jennifer tried not to smile at the question trying to seem forlorn "Sure."
"I don't know a lot about it but it's an ancient tradition between my, kind," she said searching for the right word for her Bonded's miniscule mind to wrap around "you humans have a tradition similar but its pathetic and weak in comparison."
"Oh...um like what?"
"You know. Where you life-mate, promise to eachother, whatever the fuck you want to call it. It's ridiculous either way and completely pointless." Jasper snapped
"Oh! Marriage...wait...so bonding is like..?" Jennifer's eyes widened
"I thought you said you were going to shut up human," Jasper growled low in her throat making Jennifer's heart thunder and heat pool between her legs again.
"I will. Sorry." Jennifer who had been sitting up bravely leaned over and brushed Jasper's wild locks aside and kissed her between the shoulder blades. Jasper's whole body shuddered at the tender action and she tensed befoer letting out what was akin to a purr and relaxing.
"Sleep now and stop talking." Jasper sighed
"Mmm." Jennifer agrees to lie on her side and to snuggle close to Jasper by this time didn't fight the woman's need to be so close to her. It was easier to feed off her energy this way and it felt amazing.
Jasper proped her chin up on her muscular forearms and glanced at Jennifer who was sleeping soundly. A large part of her was still apalled at this pathetic creature, but the bond between them was quickly overruling it. Jasper had never been more confused in her entire existence.
