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Ok guys chapter 24 I loved it,loved writing it. Its wanna of my favorite ep's. I simply love Bad Wolf. and next chapter we have Jack he's at the end of it lol. But then you have a chapter from Jack's point of view for the most part and hes in the next one as well. ok enough of my rambling dont forget to tell me what you think.
Allons-y
Rose knew she had been Bad Wolf, but she had always figured she would be more. In that form, it looked like her- at least, the 19-year-old her. Same hair, same style, but it was not her at the same time. This woman radiated power. She glimmered gold; she sparkled with a beauty that Rose herself could never achieve. Then the conversation started and Rose paid close attention.
-What've you done?
-I looked into the TARDIS, and she looked into me.
-You looked into the time vortex, Rose. No one's meant to see that.
The emperor spoke then. This is an abomination!
A random Dalek cried exterminate in a grating whine. He tried to shoot the past Rose, but she stopped the beam with her hand as if it were a pesky fly.
Then Rose watched as she, as the Bad Wolf, started to explain.
-I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words. I scatter them in time and space- a message to lead myself here.
I'm pretty kickass like this, Rose thought to herself. Scary as hell, but kickass. And the Doctor- her first Doctor- he looked so scared for her. He knew what Bad Wolf was doing to her mind. It was burning her.
Wait, how do I know it was burning me? She remembered nothing of her time as this goddess. Rose shook off the feeling as best she could and continued to watch.
-Rose, you've got to stop this. You've got to stop this now. You've got the entire time vortex running through your head; you're going to burn.
Oh, he was so worried. She was almost begging herself to let go at this point from the worry in his voice. But of course that did not happen. Rose was stubborn even when she was normal- this Bad Wolf was even more so.
And that's when it clicked for Rose. She was Bad Wolf. This was not just her image, like she had always thought. This was her. She had created this powerful Goddess- well, her and the TARDIS. She said the next words without realizing it. Her memories were coming back.
"I want you safe. My Doctor. Protected from the false God."
The Doctor was watching Rose closely, taking in her reactions. He saw her dawning realization that she was Bad Wolf, that she had made herself to save him. But he had had almost jumped out of his seat when she had spoken the same words as she had back then.
Oh, Rassilon. Her memories were returning- he knew this had been possible when he showed her this memory, but he had known for sure. He watched her carefully, hoping that her mind would not burn. The memories were fine, but if any of the powers associated with them were to re-emerge- well. It would not be good for either of them.
He would take it from her again, of course. To save Rose's life, he would do anything. But he didn't want to regenerate- not right now, not when she had just come back to him. Not to mention that fact that he quite liked this body.
He could see no gold, though, and her voice had stayed her same candour when she had spoken. So he figured they were safe. He allowed himself to relax again and resume his ministrations to her soft golden hair.
The Emperor was speaking again. You cannot hurt me. I am immortal.
-You are tiny. I can see the whole of time and space. Every single atom of your existence, and I divide them.
Rose watched as Dalek after Dalek turned to dust around her. She was amazing. She glanced down at her normal hands- the idea they had done that seemed impossible.
"Everything must come to dust. All things. Everything dies. The Time War ends."
She said the words once again in unison with her past self, the feeling becoming stronger in her mind, the words more easy to remember. Her actions were becoming clearer with every word spoken. Her eyes started to glow a bit, but she had no clue it was happening, and neither did the Doctor, both engrossed on the screen in front of them.
-Rose, you've done it. Now stop. Just let go.
-How can I let go of this? I bring life.
Rose's eyes grew brighter gold at this statement but she had echoed the words in her head, in her mind's eye, she saw Jack start to breathe again. Okay, I brought Jack back to life as Bad Wolf. That's great. But Jack had died on another ship with Daleks when the Earth had been stolen, and had once again come back from the dead. But Bad Wolf wasn't there that time.
Oh crap. The guilt was back. She knew she had done something that should not have been done. She had brought Jack back for good. He was the man that could never die. She had to tell him sorry. She blinked back tears, and the gold light faded from her eyes. Neither of them even realized it had been there.
-But this is wrong! You can't control life and death.
-But I can. The sun and the moon, the day and night. But why do they hurt?
-The power's going to kill you, and it's my fault.
-I can see everything. All that is, all that was, all that ever could be.
-That's what I see. All the time. And doesn't it drive you mad?
-My head…
-Come here.
-…it's killing me
-I think you need a Doctor.
Corny, was Rose's only thought.
She watched with her mouth hanging open as her Doctor on-screen pulled her in for a kiss. It only lasted thirty seconds, but her memory of this moment came into focus. She remembered it being a mind-blowing kiss.
His lips had been gentle, a bit chapped, but fit against hers so well. It had been a good kiss.
She watched him pull away, the light flowing from her to him and her passing out. Her Doctor caught her before she hit the ground and tenderly laid her down. Before standing to release the energy back where it belonged. He smiled a little and carried her into the TARDIS.
Wow. He had kissed her- Rose Tyler- after months of flirting here and there and tension that had built up steadily since he had taken her to see her dad. All released in that final moment of her being Bad Wolf.
He could have taken it out of her a different way, but he had chosen to kiss her. Of course she remembered none of it until just now but still her heart was jumping with joy.
She had loved that Doctor in leather. Maybe not as much as she loved the man she was lying on at the moment, but she had loved him, and he had obviously cared for her as well.
Rose cried when he said his last words to her.
-Rose, before I go, I just want to tell you, you were fantastic. Absolutely fantastic. And do you know what? So was I.
The golden light surrounded him, and she could see now what she had been too shocked to see the first time. The hair getting longer, the face changing and then standing there right in front of her was the new, new Doctor.
-Hello. Okay. Ooh, new teeth. That's weird. So, where was I? Oh, that's right. Barcelona.
Rose stared at herself, half-hiding behind a coral strut. She looked shocked and confused and was trying to piece what had just happened together. That's when something clicked in her brain. She sat up quickly as the memory paused behind her.
"You spoke to me on New Year's. In 2005. You said I was going to have a great year. You were hurt, I thought you were drunk, and I told you to go home. You asked me the year. I thought you were bonkers. What happened, Doctor?"
The Doctor had to think for a moment. She was not emotionally ready for this yet. "I had a bit of trouble with some radiation. It was nothing, really, just hurt like hell until I processed it, then I was fine. But it felt like I was going to regenerate, so I was letting people know. Just in case. You were last, Rose," he added softly. "If I was going, I wanted your face to be the last one I saw, even though you didn't know who I was." His voice was fighting untold emotion, his eyes were tearing up. It was all still so raw for him.
Rose could see it, too. It may have been years for her, but that goodbye for him had happened recently. She reached over and did what she felt was best- she gave him a tight hug, and whispered in his ear.
"You're here though; and so am I. No more goodbyes for us. Just hellos." She broke away.
"Hello," she said in a louder voice.
He took her hand, and looked into her eyes. "Hi."
They both started to grin. In that moment, the Doctor knew they were going to be okay. Somehow, just somehow, they were going to be fine.
He drew her back to him for a quick, giddy hug before settling her next to him again, keeping her close as the memory un-paused.
They watched, both laughing, at the Rose on screen, accusing him of being a Slitheen and then the mood once again shifted to something more serious as he took her hand on screen and told her about their first meeting.
He turned towards Rose and found her running her hand over her heart. "Run was the first word you said to me. A simple three-letter word and it changed my life forever." She stopped her hand and he grabbed for it.
"We've been running ever since, and I hope, Rose Tyler, that we always will."
He placed a tender kiss on her hand just as the memory finished.
"So, I guess you want to see Jack now?"
"Yup."
"Well, then. Allons-y, Dame Rose."
"Not going to try to talk me out of it?" she asked, a half-smile hovering over her lips.
"Could I?" he asked rhetorically.
"Nope," she shot back, grinning fully now.
"Then to Cardiff we go!"
