AN: soooo sorry for the wait guys! It has just been real tough at home for a bit as my parents are getting divorced and my mom happens to be pregnant at the sanme time but not with my dads kid...yeah, you get it. that on top of homework is killing me. the fights with my mom have been increasing too, our hormones are getting the best of us as i am constantly annoyed by her and her question asking. all she does is ask questions! ok back to story stuff, once again sorry for wait lmao.
Disclaimer: i dont want to write one so there! read chapters before this one!...wow i am grumpy lol.
Edward was still rubbing my back…it was kind of soothing. Yet weird, very weird. All of a sudden I remembered what Tim had said.
Well I happened to run into Alice yesterday and she gave it to me.
I could see she and Rose had gotten up, Alice looked like she was apologizing for pulling her hair out. With out warning I sprung up and ran straight into Alice knocking her onto the floor.
"WHAT THE FUCK ALICE!!! WHY WOULD YOU GIVE THAT BASTARD MY NEW FUCKING NUMBER?!"
I almost never swore. I had my hands on her shoulders, knocking her into the floor with my every word. Alice looked terrified. I felt some one grab my arms just above my elbows, and pull me away from Alice. I struggled, kicking the shins of the person pulling me away from Alice. I wanted to kill her! Then again, she didn't know why I broke up with him. She wasn't at my house when I came home, my mascara running down my face, straight into Rose, who I had to explain why I was crying to. She didn't know every time anyone mentioned Tim I got seething mad, then ready to cry at the same time. Just remembering finding him, with all of them hurt me. I couldn't stop it, I burst into tears on the spot. Who ever was holding me, let me slither down to the floor.
"Oh Bella! She didn't know!" Rose cried before dropping to the floor to comfort me.
"That b-b-bastard! H-how could he d-d-do that t-to me!" I sobbed into Rose's shoulder. She patted my back, whispering words of comfort into my ear. A couple minutes later I realized I was making a scene. I slowly pulled away from Rose, wiping the black tears from my face, probably smearing it more in the process.
"I-I'm b-b-better." I sniffled. Rose had quickly gone into the older sister act instead of best friend. Alice handed me a couple tissues. I took them from her and started to wipe away the mascara that stained my face. They slowly pulled me from the floor, and started to drag me to the bathroom.
"Watch the stuff guys." Alice called over her shoulder. Once they got me in the bathroom, I grabbed a paper towel and ran it under the water before looking at myself. I looked up, and winced. My face was covered in tear stains, my eyes red and puffy, the mascara under my eyes making the red more pronounced. I heard Rose whispering to Alice in a hushed tone. After my face had been wiped off, I turned to them. Alice looked so sad. I attempted a smile, it probably looked like a grimace as she looked at her feet.
"Bella I'm so sorry I gave him your number. I had no idea…not one clue." I sniffled, wiped my eyes one more time, then hopped up on the counter.
"Its fine Alice. No one knew except for Rose, and that was only because she wouldn't let me go upstairs until she knew why I was crying so hard." I attempted a laugh. It went off better than my smile had gone. Alice looked up hesitantly.
"so what did happen? Rose only said he had cheated on you." she asked quietly. I gave a harsh laugh.
"well…I went over there to surprise him. Admittedly, it hadn't looked good when I entered. There was a couple beer bottles scattered around, unfortunately I hadn't seen the bra on the couch or I would have left then." I still remembered stepping inside. How the room smelled of something…something I didn't normally smell. How there were blankets scattered on the floor…
RPOV
Bella's eyes had glazed over, as if she was drowning in her memories. I looked over at Alice, she was looking at me, her eyes panicked. I shrugged, telling her we couldn't do anything. Bella started to speak again, her voice barely above a whisper.
"I had continued up the stairs, his bedroom was on the left. T-there were m-m-moans coming from his bedroom but I didn't really pay attention. It was like a horror movie where everything goes in slow motion, no sound, just the hallway with the axe murderer in the closet. Although it wasn't really an axe murderer in the room in front of me. He drove more than an axe through my heart." her voice dropped almost below a whisper. We had to move closer to Bella just to hear her.
"I remember slowly opening the door and looking inside. There was more than one girl in that bed. Three to be exact. I screamed at him, telling him we were over. Then running out of the house in tears. Looking back I realize he had scrambled out of bed and ran after me, yelling at me to stop, to let him explain. There was nothing to explain. He had cheated on me, then got caught." Bella was trembling by the time she finished. Alice gave me one more look before stepping forward to hug Bella. I followed her leave, and rapped my arms around her shoulders, just above Alice's arms which were hugging her waist. I had never heard her talk about him so much before. When I had asked her she had just told me Tim cheated on her and she had caught him. Never had I imagined he had cheated with three girls at once. Those sluts.
JPOV
Edward had the weirdest look on his face when They left to get Bella to stop crying. It was mixed between anger jealousy sorrow revulsion and confusion. Emmett had noticed too but his emotions were more complex. I'm not saying I can actually tell and feel what there emotions are. That would be really weird. I can read their emotions from the subtle signs they give off. Like how Edwards head is slightly cocked but his fists are clenched, also his eyes are narrowed. Emmett always gets the creeps when I ask why he is angry about something. Edward will just laugh…he can read a person like me but more what there thinking more than feeling. He almost always guesses right too. Bella…wow. I had a really strong urge to cry and scream when she started sobbing. The amount of anger and hurt in her almost had me on the ground next to her. Rosalie was giving off this big sister protectiveness…along with a powerful surge of anger. Almost enough to send my fist flying into Emmett, who happened to be the closest person near me. I rubbed my temples, a sign they were giving off a lot of emotion. Edward nodded at me, telling me it was ok to get some fresh air. I headed towards the nearest exit, which was just past the girls bathroom. As soon I stepped in front of the bathroom door I was assaulted by sorrow sheer panic and an emptiness, an emptiness so earth shattering I feel onto my knee's. it was like an out of body experience, I could tell it was Bella that much was known. I couldn't tell when my body started to tremble…heck I couldn't even tell when Emmett and Edward came over to check on me. I could barely even tell if it was the floor in front of me, or if it was the ceiling. Abruptly as it started the weird out of body experience was over, and I could tell that it was the floor I was staring at. Shakily I stood up, I realized Emmett and Edward were holding me up at the same time I realized my legs felt like jelly.
"What happened Jasper? You were walking past the girls bathroom and you just collapsed!" Emmett was frantic. I was still shaky as they led me over to the dolly.
"It was um. I could tell it was Bella…that much I knew. It was like I wasn't in my body, I was there yet not. I think she was reliving something…maybe a traumatizing experience I don't know." at that exact moment a shaking Bella being practically carried by Rosalie followed by a panicked Alice came out of the girls bathroom. Rosalie set Bella down on the dolly next to us. Edward immediately became protective. Wow, he must be in deep.
"What happened?" he asked frantically.
BPOV
That was…frightening seemed a good word. I barely noticed when Rose had wrapped her arm around my waist and hauled me from the bathroom. She set me down next to Edward, he frantically asked what had happened. I was still shaking so I couldn't speak.
"Bella had an emotional break down of sorts." Rose muttered.
I heard Jasper mutter "So that's what is was." I doubt anyone was supposed to hear him. I opened my eyes, I hadn't even known they were closed. Every one was looking at me. I did the one thing I despised doing. I blushed. Alice and Rose laughed, my blush turned from light pink to cherry red.
"I love it when you do that Bella!" Alice squealed while laughing. Rose nodded, tears streaming down her face. I absolutely hated it when I blushed. When I was younger I blushed constantly, as I got older I could control when I blushed, but sometimes-like now- it would escape. Alice started coughing to cover her laugh, while Rose just laughed harder, which set Alice off again.
"Mary, Rosie, I would like it if you stopped laughing before something…slips." I hissed. That shut them up. I smirked. They hated it when I called them what Alice's mother called them.
"Bellie! Why don't we call it a truce?" I had stiffened when they called me Bellie, god how I hate when they call me that. I sighed and nodded. Alice started hopping around again, Rose and I watched her with twin smirks on our faces. At the same time we each jumped up and grabbed her upper arms, suspending her in midair.
"Not fair guys!" she whined. Rose and I started laughing. I turned my head around to look at the guys. I noticed Edward checking me out. I laughed and looked at Rose.
"looks like they are kind of busy at the moment." I sang while shaking my butt at Edward. We all laughed and set Alice back on her feet. Alice skipped straight back to Jasper.
"You want to grab a bite to eat with us after we get the stuff in Rose's car?" after Alice said 'in Rose's car' Rose exploded.
"MARY ALICE BRANDON! YOU ARE NOT PUTTING YOUR "MALL" IN MY CAR!" she yelled. I patted her back and wiped away a fake tear.
"You get it all out Rose." I said while still wiping away fake tears. She swatted my hand away, but my attempt to make her soften up worked. She started laughing. Alice gave me a "thank you, thank you, thank you" look. I smiled at her. Jasper looked quite amused.
"Why don't we put the stuff in Emmett's jeep? Plenty of room in there." Alice smiled up at him. I raised my eyebrow in an impish way. Rose immediately noticed.
"Alice! Stop flirting with Jazz over there or we are all going to gag!" she yelled at her. Alice blushed. O.M.G. Alice blushed! I looked at Rose startled, she was staring at her incredulously. Alice blinked a couple times before turning back to Jasper.
"That would be great, thanks." I walked up to the dolly, and grabbed the handle of it.
"Well I'm starving. Lets get this stuff in the car." I felt some one come up behind me and place their hands next to mine. Looking up I saw Edward, he was looking down at me.
"Well, you were swearing pushing this before. Thought I might help you." he teased. I rolled my eyes, but I was smiling. Weird.
Second AN: so yeah, next chapter is a little...kinky. Edward and Bella have a war of sorts. it invloves a french fries though -bursts into "M rated stuff" giggles-
