March 24th, 2016

The next morning, everything was a blur in Seth's head. He still couldn't believe that Dean kissed him. He wanted this since the first time he laid his eyes on him, but now that it was done, he felt like shit. He felt extremely bad for Cynthia. She was his fiancee for Christ's sake, what the fuck was his problem? Seth couldn't stand cheaters and what happened with Dean hurt him more than anything. He wanted him, but not like this. He didn't want to be the lover. He thought that playing the flirt game with Dean couldn't hurt anyone, but now that his crush had taken it to a whole other level, things were bad.

"Are you OK?" Paige asked as she sat in his bed. "You've been looking at that ceiling for over an hour now, what's up?"

"Don't want to talk about it." Seth simply said.

He was ashamed of himself and he didn't want anybody to know. He didn't need his best friend judgment. All he wanted was to lie in bed all day and never get out of there until Dean's vacation would be over.

"It's Dean isn't it?"

"I said I don't w-"

"Come on Seth!" Paige shouted. "Since when you let a guy bring you down like that?"

"He's not bringing me down."

"Then why are you still in bed, looking like it's the end of the world?"

Seth looked at Paige's eyes and saw the concern in her face. She wasn't here to mock him about his crush. She was genuinely concerned about him and she had every right to be. He never kept anything from her and she knew him better than he knew himself, so why wouldn't he tell her what was really going on.

"Dean…" Seth started, with a broken voice. "He kissed me yesterday…"

"What?" Paige asked, surprised. "When?"

"He came to see me for a massage after you left. I told him I couldn't do it and that he needed to schedule an appointment but he insisted, so I agreed. After I was done with him, he wanted to pay me but I refused. Then, out of nowhere, he started kissing me."

"You kissed him back?"

"Of course I did!" Seth let out, frustrated. "What was I supposed to do? Tell him that he can't because he has a girlfriend? I wanted this. I wanted it to go further Paige. What the fuck is wrong with me?"

"You like him Seth, there's no shame in that."

"He has a fucking fiancee."

"I know. But he's the one who kissed you." Paige said as she rubbed Seth's shoulder to comfort him. "Don't blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong."

"Then why do I feel like shit? Why do I feel like a part of me has been ripped off? Why did he kiss me?"

"Nobody can resist that pretty face of yours."

Seth let out a sharp laugh. He knew Paige was doing everything she could to reassure him, but it wasn't working. Never in his life, he'd feel that way about someone. Especially someone that he didn't even know. He met the guy a few days ago, but the moment he laid his eyes on him, he knew he was different and it wasn't only something physical. There was something in the other man's eyes, a spark that he never saw in anyone else's and he wanted to know more about him.

"Did he say something after he kissed you?"

"He thanked me and he left without saying anything else." Seth let out in a sigh. "And now I can't get him out of my head. It was so freaking good Paige, you have no idea. I didn't want it to stop. For a moment, I forgot that he already had someone in his life. It was just him, me and nothing else."

"I'm sorry Seth." Paige said as she lowered her eyes. "I wish I could say the right thing to make you feel better."

"I can't see him anymore and it hurts like hell. I could never get past the fact of what he did and how I feel about it. I'm afraid of what could happen if we see each other again."

"Don't worry, I'll protect you from the big bad wolf."

Seth laughed and hugged his best friend. He was so blessed to have her in his life. Paige told him to get out of bed and get it together because they had another big day ahead of them. Seth would've liked to stay in bed all day, but when duty call, he had to toss his personal problems in the trash.


Seth was sitting by the thermal bath and was waiting for Paige to be done with her client before they could go home and get ready for the night. His friend convinced him to spend the night at the bar with Becky and Sami. At first he didn't want to go, too scared he might bump into Dean but Paige insisted that he couldn't hide in his room forever. She was absolutely right but a part of him still wanted to spend his night in his bed, trying to forget about that man. After hours of debate with his best friend, they came to the agreement that Seth would go, but would leave if he sees Dean.

"Are you ready?" Paige asked as she opened the door to come outside.

"Yeah." Seth mumbled as he stood back up. "What took you so long?"

"I bumped into the janitor on my way out. He had a lot of things to get off his chest."

The two of them headed outside and made their way to the hotel that wasn't so far away.

"Tell me you two didn't fight again…"

Paige and the janitor were constantly bitching at each other. They never got along since day one and Seth had always felt bad about this because he was the one that referred his friend for the job. The first day Paige was in the place, she had an argument with him and Seth had to break them apart and apologize to the janitor about her behavior.

"He's an asshole." Paige simply said.

"He's not, he's doing his job."

"He's making my life a living hell and he loves it."

Seth let out a sharp laugh. There was no point in arguing with Paige, he could never win with her anyway. They stepped into the hotel lobby and the two-toned man heaved a sigh of relief. He wasn't so far home now and he couldn't wait to get into his room.

"Have you seen him after…" Paige started.

"No." Seth mumbled. "I don't want to see him."

"You can't avoid him forever."

"Maybe not forever but until the end of the week."

Paige sighed and tried to convince him that he needed to talk to him about what happened but Seth didn't want to hear about it. His decision was made. He didn't want to see or talk to him ever again. As much as it hurt him, he needed to stay away from Dean.

"Well, I bet you'll need to take the stairs." Paige said as they were waiting for the elevator.

"Why?" Seth asked, confused.

"Dean's coming our way."

Seth looked behind him and his heart hurt when he caught his amazing blue eyes and his famous smirk. His blond curls were wet and flat on his head and Seth wanted to run a hand in his hair to slick it back.

"I'm going to take to stairs." He mumbled as he left.

He heard Dean call for him, but he didn't turn around. Paige told him he had something to do but the blond man didn't buy it. After Seth had passed the big door leading to the stairs, he stopped hearing his crush and his best friend voices and it made him feel so much better. Scared that Dean might try to catch him, he ran upstairs and disappeared into his room.


Seth and Paige made their way downstairs and headed to the bar. Instead of going for their usual table, they choose to sit at the bar to be closer to Becky and Sami. Their friends greeted them with a big smile when they took place on a stool. Seth scanned the area and heave a sigh of relief when he realized Dean wasn't here.

"Are you listening man?" He heard Sami say.

"What?" Seth asked, confused. "What did you say?"

"I asked how are you doing?"

"I'm fine."

"Are you sure? You look tense…" Becky said.

"I said I'm fine." He said with anger in his voice.

He signed and apologized to his friends for being such a dick. He was in a bad mood because of Dean and he knew he shouldn't take it all on them.

"What's up man?" Sami said as he pat Seth's shoulder.

"Dean kissed him." Paige let out.

"WHAT?" Becky and her boyfriend shouted at the same time.

"Thanks Paige." Seth mumbled as he passed his hand in his face.

"How?" Becky asked. "When?"

"Was it nice?" Sami asked at the same time.

"Sorry…" Paige said with a small smile.

Seth thought about Sami's question. Of course it was nice. It was probably the best kiss he ever had and God knew how many guys he kissed in his life. He smiled at Sami and his friend knew. He didn't have to say anything.

"Hey guys!" They heard behind them.

Seth would've recognized that high-pitched voice anywhere. Cynthia was behind them and she was smiling and beautiful as hell in her red dress. He heaved a sigh of relief when he realized that Dean wasn't with her.

"Have you seen my boyfriend?" She asked. "He was supposed to meet me here but I can't find him."

"We haven't seen him." Paige said when she saw that Seth wasn't going to answer.

"I guess I'm going to wait for him then…" Cynthia said as she sat on the stool next to Paige. "How are you doing?"

She made conversation with them as if they were old pals catching up and it pissed Seth off. He felt so bad about what happened with Dean and being in his girlfriend's presence made it worst. She was being so nice and naïve. How could he cheat on her? He started getting dizzy and he knew it had nothing to do with alcohol. He hadn't even drink a beer yet.

"I need some air." He let out as he stood up.

"Are you OK?" Cynthia asked him as she put a hand on his shoulder.

Seth escaped her grasp and said he was fine, that he just needed some fresh air. Paige and Becky gave him a concerned look and he tried his best to reassure them. He just needed to get out of there before Dean showed up. He told his friends he'll catch up later and he got out of the bar.


Seth was sitting in the sand on the beach. There wasn't anybody at this time of the day and he appreciated the silence more than ever. He had this knot in his stomach that he couldn't get rid of. He couldn't stop thinking about the way Dean looked at him when he saw him earlier, by the elevator. There was something in his eyes that scared the shit out of him. He groaned as he buried his face in his knees.

"Hey…" he heard, making him jump.

He hadn't realized he wasn't alone anymore. He lifted his head up and his heart hurt when his eyes laid on the man that was driving him crazy.

"Can I sit here?" Dean asked.

"It's a free world, you can do whatever you want…"

"I don't know, I thought you might run away again." Dean said as he handed him a beer. "Here, I brought you this."

"We aren't supposed to bring bottles on the beach…"

"Does it look like I care?" He said with a smirk.

"Your fiancee was looking for you…"

It pained him to say this, but he thought it might convince Dean to go back inside and leave him alone. The blond man didn't say anything and he just sat next to him, looking at the horizon.

"What's going on Seth?" Dean asked all of a sudden. "Why do I feel like you're avoiding me?"

"You've got to be kidding me…" Seth said as he let out a sharp laugh. "You can't possibly ask me what's going on…"

"Yeah, that's what I'm doing."

"You have a fucking girlfriend Dean! You can't just do that!" Seth shouted as he got back to his feet.

Dean stayed on the ground and lifted his head to look into the two-toned man eyes.

"Do what?"

Did Seth dream about the kiss? Did it really happen? Why did Dean seemed to be unaware of what was going on?

"You mean the kiss?" His crush finally said.

"Yeah. That." Seth let out, frustrated. "You can't just do that. You're engaged to Cynthia, what the fuck is your problem."

"That's why you're avoiding me?" Dean asked as he raised an eyebrow. "Because you're concerned about my girlfriend's feelings? Damn I knew you were cute as fuck, but now that I know you're sensitive too, I like you even more."

Seth let out a sharp laugh and walked away but the blond man jumped on his feet to stop him.

"Hold on." He said as he grabbed his arm. "I didn't mean to sound like an asshole, I'm sorry. If you're worried about the kiss and Cyn', but let me just say that it's not a big deal OK?"

"Not a big deal?" Seth asked, surprised. "Then why do I feel like shit since it happened."

"Not nice for my ego…" Dean said with a big smile. "I thought I was a better kisser…"

"I'm not t-"

"I know. Listen…she knows about the kiss OK. It's actually the point of our vacation here."

Seth frowned his eyebrows as he stared back into Dean's eyes. They were standing on the beach, face to face.. Dean still had his hand on his arm and it was so warm that it made him feel better, even though he couldn't understand a word of what he was saying.

"Cynthia wanted to try new things. She had always talked to me about being with another girl. She wanted to go on vacation so that she could find the perfect one she could have her experiences with. That's why she wanted Paige to be the one that gives her the massage. She spotted her and she liked her."

The pressure he had on his shoulder was slowly getting away and he started to breathe a little bit better.

"I thought I could use this time to try things too and Cyn' was OK with it. So I spotted you at the spa and I knew I wanted it to be with you."

"Why me?" Seth asked, blushing. "There's a bunch of sexy local guys that are…"

"That are what? Dean asked. "Hot? Maybe, but none of them can match your amazing and unique hair and that cute ass of yours."

Seth was thankful that it was dark outside so that Dean couldn't see how red his face was. They were so close to each other that he could feel his breath on his skin.

"I can't stop thinking about the kiss." Dean admitted. "I couldn't stop thinking about doing it and now that it's done, I just can't stop thinking about how good it felt. I'd kill to have another taste of your lips."

Those words sent shivers down to his pants and he could feel the hardness growing in his shorts. Dean's eyes were full of lust and it took his breath away. Seth closed the distance between them and slowly brushed his lips on his to tease him. Dean licked his own lips, his tongue touching Seth's just enough to make him moan a bit. He ran his hand in his blond curl as Dean gently grabbed his ass to bring him closer to him. Their hardness were growing together and the friction between them wasn't helping. Seth deepened the kiss and once again, allowed himself to get lost in Dean's arm. The air was filled with the sound of the waves crashing onto the rocks and the moans that both men were letting out into each other's mouths.

"Never thought another man could make me feel like this." Dean let out as he kissed Seth's jaw. "You're so fucking hot. You're driving me crazy."

His hand slowly went down and stopped on Dean's length. He smiled when he realized the man was as hard as him, if not more. He slowly stroke it through the fabric, earning a groan from his lover.

"You really do have magic hands…"

"Yeah, I do." Seth said with a smirk. "My mouth is also pretty magic too."

"Oh fuck… really?" Dean asked, gasping for air.

"You want to see for yourself?"

"Can I?"

Seth sensually kissed his neck before he sunk down to his knees, making Dean moan in anticipation. He slowly unbuttoned his shorts and slide them down, letting his length sprung free in front of him. As if Dean couldn't get any hotter. What Seth had in front of him was so delectable that he had to contain himself not to jump on it. He wanted to take his time, to make him feel like he made the right choice when he decided Seth was going to be the one. He started by slowly licking the head, tasting the pre-cum that was already coming out of him. The more he licked the more Dean groaned. When he finally took him all, the blond man swore.

"Fuck, it feels so good." Dean let out as he passed his hand into his blond streak.

The aching in Seth's pants was unbearable and he had to fight the urge to touch himself. The sounds that were coming out of Dean's mouth made him so hot and he moaned around Dean, sending vibration and making him throw his head back in pleasure.

"S-Seth… S-Stop…" Dean stuttered. "I-I'm gonna…"

Seth fastened his pace, flicking his tongue on his hardness when Dean suddenly released his warmth into his mouth. He was holding on to the two-toned man's hair as his whole body was shaking with excitement.

"F-Fuck…"

After Seth had swallowed and licked the other man clean, he stood back up and buried his face in Dean's neck. The blond man wrapped his arm around him and gave him a very tight hug. Both of them were trying to catch their breath while Dean was drawing small circles in Seth's back, sending shivers down the two-toned man's spine.

"Never saw that one coming." Dean said, talking about what just happened.

"I thought you were here to try new things." Seth said with a smirk.

He kissed his neck before Dean moved away from him. The blond man cupped his face and stared at him for a moment, in silence. He smiled and crashed his lips onto his, not minding what he had just done with his mouth. He needed to kiss Seth and Seth needed to be kissed by Dean.