My life as a dirty mistress Chapter 5: Before he cheats
Well I have been catching a lot of trouble from some reviewers. I know I made a mistake in the last chapter but I am going to fix it in this chapter. I am not a doctor and I think I can safely say that most of you aren't either or you probably wouldn't have time for this. But I know you are probably thinking, "Well It doesn't take a rocket scientist to know an STD can't set in over night." BUT I am a freshman in high school. You can't seriously expect these things to pop into my head right away. So I am not the most educated on STD's but I try and that's all that matters. So enjoy the next chapter while I try to fix this.
"Meredith, think about this for a second." Mark said trying to tell her that he couldn't have been the one that gave her chlamydia.
"What Mark?"
"I cant have been the one that gave you an STD. I had sex with you for the first time last night."
"Your right." She said sighing. She didn't have to be mad at Mark. She was beginning to like Mark. She smiled as he hugged her.
Later that day Meredith was thinking over the possible person that would have given her chlamydia. She thought and the only possible was Derek. But he didn't have chlamydia, because they were a couple, and he wouldn't have cheated on her…would he? Derek walked in with a very angry expression.
"So I heard you finally got what was coming to you for sleeping around." He said scoffing but Meredith hadn't heard him. Her eyes were blurred and glazed over with tears.
"It was you. You're the only one who could have given me an STD. But then the fact that you would have had to be cheating on me came up. But then again there are other ways of getting STD's so please tell me you weren't cheating, please Derek." She said pleading. She was still not over him and thinking about Derek cheating on her was a horrible thought, although the look in his eye proved otherwise.
"Derek please?"
"I did once. You were on call and I had a rough day at work. I needed you and I couldn't bare all the meaningless sex. I knew I couldn't ask for you." He said feeling completely horrible. He didn't want to have to tell her that but he couldn't stand to lie to her.
"Who with?" She said furious and upset at the same time.
Derek sighed, he didn't want to tell her but he had to. "Rose. Meredith I am so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you." He said and she gave a small laugh.
"Didn't mean to? Didn't mean to lie to me about your secret wife? Didn't mean to flirt with my sister? Didn't mean to cheat on me with a nurse. No wonder I got an STD!" She huffed.
"Meredith I am sorry."
"Oh
your sorry. Wow I feel so much better!" she said sarcastically.
"Just leave Derek." She said and he turned to walk out. Leaving
the sobbing woman behind. Mark walked in to comfort her.
"Why would he do that to me?"
"He wasn't thinking strait Meredith." He said rubbing her back.
"So
your standing up for him now?"
"No Meredith I understand these kinds of things. You are the kind of woman that needs love, attention, and commitment. But Derek wanted, needed attention. And you were in no shape to give it to him. So he went looking elsewhere."
"I think I understand. Mark?" she said snuggling closer to him.
"What sweetheart?"
"If
you were Derek would you have left me for Rose?"
"Of course not, you are the sweetest woman I know. I would never leave you. I have changed."
"I
think I can make this work, Mark."
"I think I can make
it work too, Meredith." And they both meant it….so much for DMC…
The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much. – Meredith Grey
Well I hope you liked it and that it cleared some stuff up, Please R&R!!!!
