I'm not crazy.

I just don't remember who I am.

Or where I am.

My whole life is blurry, like a drawing with water spilled on it.

"Amnesia," They say. "Maybe an abusive dad? Look at the scars on his back..."

They ask me questions I can't answer.

What is your name, how old are you, do you remember anything?

I simply shake my head and smile like I can't understand them when they ask me.

I don't want to speak.

I have nothing to say.

"Traumatic shock," They say. "He's in a state of shock."

Am I shocked, or traumatized?

I don't know.

The only things I'm certain of is that I did have an abusive stepdad. He killed my mom and hit me.

But I don't want to share that with them