I'm not crazy.
I just don't remember who I am.
Or where I am.
My whole life is blurry, like a drawing with water spilled on it.
"Amnesia," They say. "Maybe an abusive dad? Look at the scars on his back..."
They ask me questions I can't answer.
What is your name, how old are you, do you remember anything?
I simply shake my head and smile like I can't understand them when they ask me.
I don't want to speak.
I have nothing to say.
"Traumatic shock," They say. "He's in a state of shock."
Am I shocked, or traumatized?
I don't know.
The only things I'm certain of is that I did have an abusive stepdad. He killed my mom and hit me.
But I don't want to share that with them
