A Life I'm Glad I Had

Summary: Ray takes a look into his past to see the horrible events that lead to the life he now leads. Betrayal, dishonor, rape, heartbreak, love, marriage, and babies?

Don't Own Beyblade (Nor the names Gohan, Trunks, Darien, and Amy.)

Which I took from different shows that I don't own.

Mirai, Aki, Maki, Skye, Isis and Kasha are my names that I made up.

Pairings are K/R, T/M, K/H, and Z/D.

Chapter 4: The Mating

Previous Time:

I extend my hand to take the glass container from Amy, I open it up. I swallow all of its contents, not liking the taste of the potion at all. I give back the container, already feeling much better than I did before I had the nasty tasting potion. I sit up, looking around the room; I smile as I climb out of bed. I stand slowly, and then I walk slowly away from the bed, happy that I had no pain what so ever. It is great, this means tonight, if I can get the doctor to release me. Kai and I can finally mate with each other.

Now onto what is happening next:

I look up at Kai and smiling, tonight I may get to make love with him, and I can't wait for it to finally happen. Ok, I am finally happy for once in my life. I crawl back into bed, just as Professor Anderson comes back into the room, after having left to give us some privacy. I smile at her, as I remember she had left to get painkillers as well. She walks up to me with the pills in her hand; I shake my head no. If I take any now I'll be drugged, so no thank you.

"Ray, you wanted these, so take them" states Professor Anderson.

"I don't need them anymore. I'm feeling great see" I say as get back out of bed, walking around.

"I'll run some tests to make sure before I let the doctor release you" states Professor Anderson.

She pulls out a needle, putting it into my arm, drawing some blood again. She walks out of the room, as a nurse comes in with food to put into the machine, letting it get mixed together before turning it on. She leaves the room after the food is all gone; damn I hate that damn thing. I can't wait to get this thing out, and I watch as the Royal Knights get ready to leave.

"We'll be back soon, but at the Hotel you guys are staying at for now" states Isis.

"We'll start your training then" growls Skye walking away.

Doctor Pulsifer comes in with Professor Anderson by his side. They walk up to the heart monitor, checking it and my other vitals as well. He checks to make sure the tube is in place, I swallow waiting for the doctor to get done. He closes the curtains around the bed, lifting up my damn gown, to get the catheter that had been put in.

"Has he gone to the bathroom yet?" asks Doctor Pulsifer.

"Nor that I know sir, check his catheter to see" answers Professor Anderson.

"Well, it doesn't look like he did so, Ray you'll have to keep this in for a little while longer. This means no sex what so ever, before you even ask. It is that I want to see if your urinary track has not been affected by what happened to you" states Doctor Pulsifer.

"Yes sir" I sigh.

"Now, how about the NG Tube?" asks Doctor Pulsifer.

"I don't really trust him to eat on his own. Sometimes when he thinks too much or is upset he doesn't eat. So I really don't want to risk him starving himself while he is pregnant. Since he doesn't have anyone responsible enough to make him eat" answers Professor Anderson.

"Stop talking about me as if I am not even here, and Kai you will make sure I eat" I growl out at everyone.

"Yes, well Kai is not the father of the child, I want to call the father but I need your permission. He can make sure you eat properly" states Professor Anderson.

"Yes, yes, but what about the baby?" asks Doctor Pulsifer.

"Well, since he has a soulmate, the father will not be able to marry Ray, as in the laws of the neko-jins. So Ray's soulmate has the baby's life in his hands" answers Professor Anderson.

"Shut up and finish already" I huff out, wanting to get out of here and for them to stop ignoring me.

The doctor finishes what he is doing, opening the curtain back up so everyone can see me again. I hear some noises outside as Tyson yells something. The door opens and in steps a boy with blond spiky hair, and green eyes. It's Zee, I can't believe he had the guts to show up here. He pulls the doctor over, so he can talk to him privately, but I don't care because I can still hear what they are talking about. Professor Anderson walks away, as I listen to what they are talking about.

"Doctor Pulsifer, how is he?" asks Zee.

"Right now, he can go home, but he'll be on strict bed rest for at least a couple of days. We might be calling the father of the baby in to make sure he eats the whole nine months but other than that nothing seems to stick out" answers Doctor Pulsifer.

"Hell NO Doc., no way am I having the man who raped me living in my home" I shout as I get up out of the bed.

"Ray, don't be stupid, as if I would live with you, all I want is for the child to live," growls out Zee coming closer to me.

"Why in the world would I hurt my own child, even if the father is you" I growl back.

At that moment Kai stepped back into the room, his famous glare directed at Zee, who at the moment is hated by a lot of people. He walks up to me, and he looks me up and down, taking in my expression. He turns around sighing, looking at Zee again, I can tell he wants to punch Zee in the face for all that he has done to me. Zee just looks at Kai not moving or talking as he waits for Kai to be the one to start talking.

"Leave now" growls out Kai moving to stand in front of me.

"I don't want my child harmed" states Zee crossing his arms.

"Too damn bad Zee, it has to die. You see it will be born evil and kill Ray. I won't let Ray die" grounds out Kai as he takes a step back, making me step back as well.

"You can't do that" exclaims Zee taking a step forward.

"Can't I, I am after all his soulmate, so my decision is final. Ray, the doctors, and you have no say in his life anymore. I am not letting him die, just so your child can live" spits out Kai.

Zee growls but doesn't say anything else, for Kai is right about whatever he decides is law to me. We neko-jins take what our soulmates ay seriously, I like being a neko-jin, because Kai can take great care of me. All my friends come in just as Zee walks out of the room, finally I can relax as he is gone. I move my wrist slightly and groan out as the pain goes right up my arm.

I hear the doctor come into the room; the good old doctor is holding the release forms that I asked for, so I can go home. I sign the papers, and then I go into the bathroom so I can change into my normal clothes. I am planning on going to China soon, Lee would be happy to see me. Kai takes me to the hotel we are staying at for the time being, I know I will disobey the doctor's orders tonight.

Once at home, I sit down on the bed, lifting up my hips to let Kai take off my pants and boxers. My guess is to take out the catheter, because tonight we are mating, and we can't do that with a catheter inside me. He takes the straps off from my thigh, deflating the balloon inside of me; he slowly pulls it out, so not to cause me pain. I smile, letting my body slide off the bed, right into his waiting arms.

Kai looks up to my face with a smile playing across his face, he warps his arms around y body. He picks me up and carefully laying me on the bed, he pulls my shirt off running his hands up and down my body for the first time. I shiver as his eyes roam all over my body like his hands; I start to run my hands over his body, taking off clothes along the way. I enjoy the feel of his skin against my skin. He leans down to kiss me; I open my mouth letting his tongue slip into my mouth.

Our tongues battle for dominance in a long time dance that would last for eternity; I let him win as he pulls away so we can breathe. He slowly kisses his way to my ear, nibbling on it before he blows on it to make me gasp out loud. He slowly makes his way down to my throat, proceeding to such lightly on my collarbone, before moving onto my right nipple. He takes it into his mouth, sucking on it lightly, before hr bites down hard, making it even more erect than before.

I can feel Kai smile as I moan out at the pleasure that is slowly coursing through my body, Kai moves over to the left nipple, doing the same exact things with his mouth, making me arch my body up into his body. He moves slowly down my body, sucking and licking his way to my belly button, flicking his tongue into my belly button. He then moves onto my lower region, kissing down one side of my thigh, completely avoiding the area that I want the attention to be at.

Kai comes licking and sucking up the other side of my thigh; I moan and arch into the touch, wanting more of it. One of his hands grasps my balls, rolling them around in his hand, squeezing and rubbing, while his other hand gentle rubs up and down my aching member. I can't help moaning louder as the pleasure coursing through my veins increase, my penis becoming harder.

He licks the tip, slowly licking his way down my shaft and back up again, and moving back up to the tip. He sucks on the tip before taking the tip into his mouth, he deep throats me a couple of times, sucking and licking and nipping. I moan out, whispering "Oh god Kai," as I lean up into his touch, craving his touch more.

Kai smiles as he keeps up his work, I can't help moaning every few seconds, as Kai keeps working on me. I arch up as I scream my release into his mouth; Kai drinks every last ounce, moving up my body to kiss me on the lips. He lets me taste myself; I warp my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me for another heated kiss.

I push my hips up into his causing friction between us, I sigh contently as he reaches over to the night stand to grab some lubricant. He holds up three of his fingers to my mouth, I open my mouth and I take them in, sucking on the three fingers, wanting them to be as wet as I can get the fingers to be.

Kai pulls the fingers out of my mouth; I spread my legs as he moves his hands down toward my lower region. He teases the outside ring, before slipping a finger inside, I relax so it won't hurt or sting while he moves his finger in and out before adding a second one. He starts to stretch my insides, I wince once as the pain first starts but soon it goes away.

He pulls the two fingers out and adds a third finger; he starts to stretch my insides, thrusting his fingers in and out. I thrust up to meet him every time he thrusts inside me, I almost scream in pure pleasure as he hits my prostate. He pulls the fingers out after hitting my prostate a couple more times, moving up my body, so he can position himself.

I whimper at the loss of his fingers inside of me, I arch into him, wanting him to finally seal the bond, and let us two become one.

"This will hurt love, but not for long" whispers Kai.

"I know Kai, I'm ready for you?" I smile.

Kai leans down, he pulls me up into a kiss as he slips into me, I moan in pain as the entry was smooth and fast. He doesn't move, as I try to adjust to his size, it feels so good with him inside of me. I shift a little, before nodding my head to let him know that I am ready for him to move.

He bends down to capture my lips once again as he starts to thrusts slowly into me, I thrust up to meet him. Soon we establish a rhythm, speeding up, I hear moans coming from us both, and I'm glad that he loves this just as much as I am. I moan out "fast," as we speed up, he shifts himself slightly, and this time I do scream out in pleasure as he strokes my prostate.

Kai places one hand on one side of my head, to keep himself from falling on me; I can feel his other hand grasp my penis. I let my hands entangle into his hair, pulling him closer to my heated body, kissing him passionately. He thrust speed up as I feel my second climax is coming closer, we scream out at the same time, shouting each other's names.

"KAI."

"RAY."

My essences coats our stomachs as his essences coats my inside, he slowly pulls out of me, rolling to the side so he doesn't hurt me. He warps his arms around my waist as I snuggle into his chest, trying to get as close to his body as I can. I lay my head down into the crook of his neck, closing my eyes knowing that I have to tell him about how I'm going to China.

I feel this soft sensation, smiling I know that I am pregnant with Kai's child; I lift my head to kiss Kai on the lips. Now I defiantly need to go to China to talk to whatever one thinks is my Uncle Mirai, to help me with my pregnancies.

"Kai what would you say if I went to China for a little while" I say as I pull away.

"I don't mind as long as I go with you" states Kai.

"Don't worry, I wasn't planning on going without you" I smile laying my head back on his chest.

"Good" smiles Kai closing his eyes.

"I got one more piece of good news to tell you. I'm pregnant with your child" I sigh, now that I told him this, even though I will bleed for two weeks because of the dead child coming out through the bleeding.

"So, in nine months, I'll be a father" smiles Kai kissing my forehead.

I snuggle even closer to his warmth as he runs his hands through my tangle mass of hair, I start to purr as I remember that tomorrow night I will transform into my neko form. This will happen thanks to the full moon, which will make me all nice and good, thanks to Kia, my left hand wonders up to his neck on the right side.

I ghost my hand over that part of the neck, not feeling the bite mark that should be there from now on. I bolt up, waking Kai up from his sleep. I lean over him, to examine his neck, great I forgot to bite him. I didn't mark Kai as mine, which means I don't have his mark on my neck either.

T.B.C. Well for now I'll stop here and call this a chapter. Next chapter will be up depending on how fast I can type.

Dark Angel From Mercury.