Author's Note: Jason will be called Jakeson unless being mentioned before his death or in abstract.

(Another note at the bottom for after you read the chapter)

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As Sam came out of the interrogation room; she came face to face with Sonny who had a knowing look in his eyes. Instantly Sam went to her long time friend allowing him to wrap his arms around her. She knew that Carly had sent him to be with her for moral support. Pulling herself together Sam let go of Sonny; just as Jakeson walked into the PCPD with worried on his face.

"Sam, did you see Elizabeth," Jakeson asked Sam as he walked up to her.

"Yeah, I saw her alright," Sam replied slightly sharp with her words.

"What's wrong," Jakeson asked confused by the anger in Sam's eyes.

"Your little girlfriend took something that didn't belong to her. That's what is wrong," Sonny snapped as he eyed the man before him.

"Sonny, it's not his fault. He'll know what he's involved with soon enough," Sam cut Sonny off; not wanting a fight over her.

Silence fell between them as they just stood there waiting to find out what would happen. When Elizabeth came out of the room she saw Jakeson standing with Sam and Sonny.

"They're lying about me! Don't believe them! Sam has my son," Elizabeth pleaded with him.

"I was just with," Jakeson started to say.

"No, she has my son' little Jake who I thought was dead. Don't let her take my son from me," Elizabeth interjected wild eyed.

"We have proof that Elizabeth isn't the mother of the child," Nathan told Jakeson without expanding on what they had.

"I carried him! I gave birth to him. Jake is my son," Elizabeth fought against Nathan pulling her towards the lockup.

"That is a mess of crazy, and I don't wish that on anyone. Not even you," Sonny shook his head a little.

"I need to get out of here," Sam stammered as it all became too much for her.

Backing away from both of her friends Sam needed to just get out of the PCPD. Once outside the PCPD Sam climbed into the first cab she could catch, and gave the cabbie the address of where she wanted to go. She knew that Patrick needed to know what was going on with her because he cared about her since they were dating. Still Sam needed time to digest what was going on alone without him. A part of her wasn't ready for sharing big things with him right away. For a long time she had to get use to not having someone to lean on like that. Gently laying her head against the window Sam closed her eyes just trying to calm the bubbling and swirling within her. Suddenly Sam felt the cab stop making her open her eyes, and she got out of the cab paying her fare quickly. There she was at the Queen of Angels graveyard, so Sam made her way through the rows of graves. It wasn't long before Sam found what she was looking for...

"Hi, Lila," Sam whispered as she sat down in front of her daughter's grave.

Her daughter was one place she felt like there was no expectation for her. She didn't needed to be strong for anyone, or live up to something either. This had been both Sam and Jason's safe place before he had died because no matter what was going they had Lila in this place. Letting everything go Sam gave way to the tears, and let the walls she had been trying to build to fall. Suddenly feeling two arms wrap around her gently Sam look up expecting to see Jason, but instead it was only her friend Jakeson knelt there next to her trying to be there for her.

"How did?" Sam stammered as she looked up at Jakeson.

"I followed you on my bike. You looked like you needed a friend," Jakeson told her as he gently pulled her close.

"I just needed to tell my daughter Lila Grace Morgan about her brother," Sam got to her feet dusting herself off.

"Maybe I should go," Jakeson offered as he stood up as well.

"You're just a really good friend," Sam shook her head a little.

"I bet she had Jason wrapped around her finger," Jakeson mused as he looked to Sam.

"If she had lived I believe she would of, but she died the day she was born," Sam replied softly.

"I'm sorry," Jakeson apologized feeling like an idiot.

"You're fine. Jason was the only one who got to hold her. I'm thankful that he was there to hold our little girl," Sam teared up as she spoke.

"I've upset you," Jakeson replied eyeing her.

"There is a lot upsetting me, and you're not the cause of it. It's like I'm this fractured window, and it all is too much for me," Sam admitted to her friend.

Closing the distance between them Jakeson wrapped his arms around her again.

"Just let it out... I'm here for you," Jakeson told her just wanting to help.

"I don't know," Sam said unsure of herself.

"Come on, let it all go. It's just me and Lila watching. We're good with it," Jakeson stated more than questioned her.

"Then you need to back up a little," Sam warned him.

"Alright," Jakeson agreed stepping back.

"That homewrecking kidnapper use my son to manipulate Jason and myself to get what she wanted. Helena Cassidine took my son to punish Luke Spencer because she believe that Elizabeth and Lucky were his parents. My beautiful baby boy went through cancer with out me. I missed eight years of his life because of that thing. Elizabeth came over to my home with Jason after my son's supposed death because we believe that she was grieving the lose of her son with Jason. I was kind to her and went out of my way for her. All that she already stole from me wasn't good enough was it?! She then years later lied about my other son to try to steal Jason again from me," Sam ranted with fire in her eyes; as hot tears ran down her face.

Slowly moving forward Jakeson wrapped his arms around Sam again, and this time she broke down into hysterical crying as her walls were down.

Holding a fast asleep Sam in his arms Jakeson rung the door bell for her home; he could hear a tv going inside the penthouse be turned off. When the door open to reveal just Carly standing there Jakeson was more than a little relieve that Sonny wasn't there. With a motion from Carly to follow Jakeson went upstairs behind her, and into what Jakeson assumed was Sam's bed room putting her down on the bed. Gently Carly pulled the covers over her friend; before going back downstairs with Jakeson.

"What happened?" Carly asked worried.

"I think it was a bit soon for her to confront Elizabeth, and the encounter left her emotionally raw afterward. When she left the PCPD I followed after her; just not feeling right about her being on her own. Sam went to her and Jason's daughter's grave," Jakeson explained some of it.

"Lila is Sam and Jason's safe place when everything else is out of whack. I found Jason there a few times when things weren't great between him and Sam. Those two are so hard headed some times. I've always loved Jason for ever, and I learned to really love Sam after he died," Carly rambled as she looked at Jakeson.

"You not liking someone," Jakeson acted shocked.

"I know! My personality makes me want to be the only one in Jason life telling him what to do. Jason would say all it took was me dying for you two to get along," Carly joke a bit as she thought of her best friend.

"You got two boys to sleep by eight," Jakeson noticed that it was quiet other than them.

"I dosed them... Kidding, just kidding! We had a full day of painting JJ room, so both are sound asleep in Danny's room. They are camped out on the floor," Carly told Jakeson with a shake of the head at the end.

"If Sam needs anything, or something for the boys," Jakeson said as he looked to Carly.

"I'll let you know, and I'm here for you too," Carly promised her friend as she gave him a hug.

"I'm thinking about going to check on Cameron and Aiden in the morning, but I don't know if it would be awkward for their dad after everything going on," Jakeson mused aloud to Carly.

"Lucky is a really good guy, and I'm not just saying that either. He'll be fine with you caring," Carly encouraged Jakeson.

"Time for me to go, so I'll see you really soon hopefully," Jakeson smiled at Carly as she let go.

"We'll do lunch. I'll call you, or you'll call me," Carly promised as she walked Jakeson to the door.

"Night, Carly," Jakeson almost whispered as Carly opened the door.

"Night," Carly replied as she watched him walk out the door towards the elevator.

Just standing there Carly waited for the elevator doors to open before finally closing the door on her friend. Slowly Carly reached out flipping the light switch off; then she went to the couch laying down to go to sleep.

Sunlight slowly trickled into her room causing Sam to sit up finding herself in her bed alone. The last thing she remembered was crying into Jakeson's shoulder at Lila's grave the day before. Climbing out of bed Sam went picking out a denim shirt dress and her bright yellow heels for the day. Then headed to her bath room placing her stuff on the counter, and then striped down before jumping into the shower. With two boys about to wake soon Sam took the quickest shower ever; then got out of the shower drying off before slipping into her clothes. As she left Sam grabbed her heels knowing her history with those stairs and heels, so she headed downstairs to find Carly up again to her surprise.

"I love you, but you can go home," Sam said as she got to the bottom step.

"I'll leave when I'm ready," Carly shrugged a little.

"You mean when I'm not about to breakdown," Sam questioned as she went to Carly over by the table.

"No, I'm not worried about that cause I'm sure you got most of that out of your system. You were out cold last night when Jakeson brought you home. Although my breakdown was for a different reason; I know what it looks like when you let those walls down. I'm so glad that he could be there for you when Jason couldn't cause I know you were wanting Jason in that moment. When you told me about everything I wanted to run to Jason because he was my safe place when everything was crazy. That was my fault a lot of the times I know that, but I needed him to make me see when I finally was touching bottom. When you're free falling with nothing to hold onto; it's hard to know where the bottom is," Carly teared up as she talked about her very best friend.

"Since the moment Lucky walked in the other night I've felt like that, and I'm hoping that I've finally gotten my feet on solid ground again. For me... For my boys," Sam sighed as Carly reached out taking her by the hand.

"Hold on to me cause I'm here whatever you need," Carly promised her.

"I need a few hours with my kids just us, and you can come back around lunch time with food. Won't even say a word if you stay the night again," Sam bargained with Carly.

"Alright, I ordered food that should be here soon, so you just have to sign for it. There are a few things I need to do I guess," Carly relented as she pulled Sam into a hug.

"We'll be fine for the morning. You will find all is well when you get back," Sam told her friend as they walked to the door.

"Call me if you need backup cause let's face it I know boys. I meant I have two sons," Carly rambled as Sam opened the door.

"Your number is in my phone, but I think we'll be fine for a few hours," Sam laughed a little at Carly as she walked to the elevator.

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I think they should of put Sam's daughter's name on the headstone, and personally I don't believe that even a grieving Jason would have forgotten the name. Also I know Sonny was her bio father, but I gave her the last name of her dad Jason. In my mind Jason earned his place as dad because he was always thinking of Lila first when Sam was pregnant.