My name is Lilith Celtz. I am twenty-five years old... And just moments ago, I got asked by Lexi to meet him by the bathrooms after the festival. I was lucky enough to score a spot really up close to the stage, close enough where i could really watch Alexi in all his glory. Children of Bodom were my favorite band, like ever, so in all honesty I only attended this festival for their performance. The show was fucking amazing, but as usual I didn't know how to react at metal shows, every other chick was throwing their horns up, and I just stood there awkwardly. I was always like this though, extremely inward and shy. I guess you could say I was that girl that took a certain type of person to get her to open up and let her guard down. I couldn't stop thinking and wondering. Why me? Why would Lexi want to see me after the show? Part of me wondered if he was into me, but I tried not to flatter myself. I just stood and watched him kill his guitar with those sexy fingers of his. The music went right through me, it felt so electrifying. The area felt like it vibrated with the sound, as people went nuts all around me. Janne Wirman the keyboardist was doing his thing towards the back, also looking fine as hell. I kinda had a thing for him too. The show went on for what felt like hours, though COB's set was really just an hour and a half. i was just so anxious for what came after, and a little nervous too. Ugh. My palms started to sweat a little, and my heart raced with excitement. When Bodom finished their set and people started clearing out of the venue, I started to panic even more. I headed over to the bathrooms with my head down, and tried to act cool. All of my questions were about to get answered as to why I was about to meet the man who was sex on two legs. Part of me wondered if it was even really going to happen, or was he just fucking with me. Guess time would tell.
I was there. I leaned against the wall outside of the bathrooms, took a deep breath, and waited. The seconds turned into minutes, which turned into twenty. I was starting to get my hopes up, and get slightly pissed off. But right as I was about to walk away, I heard a noise. Someone coming near. I swallowed hard, and wondered if i even looked acceptable. I looked up and tried to keep my jaw from dropping at the sight of Lexi approaching me. He looked so fuckable, with his black pants with the big wallet chain, t-shirt, arm bangles, and black pumas. His tatts looked so delicious up close, I just wanted to trail my tongue over each one. He leaned against the wall slightly and smiled, his long blonde hair framing his face so perfectly. "Hey little lady, did you enjoy the show? come inside." he went into the vacant men's bathroom. I was glad it was empty. I didn't know what to say, this man was so beautiful it was majorly distracting.
"Uh, yes! it was amazing, you always put on such a great performance, and I love your music. I'm just surprised you wanted to meet privately...can I ask why?" I found my eyes scanning his body up and down shamefully, and redirected my focus back to his face. "Well I know you had to see the way I looked at you at the table right? " he moved his perfectly tattood hand across my cheek to move a stray hair out of my face. I thought I was going to melt.
"Come on, I know you fucking felt it" He got closer to me, his face grazing mine, his body touching mine slightly. He was so close i could smell the whiskey on his breath, and see the beads of sweat still remaining on his forehead from the show. I froze. I didn't know what was the appropriate thing to say at this point, and if I were to say what I was feeling, it would come out like "Take me Lexi" "fuck my soul Lexi" "I want you to destroy every inch of me Lexi".
Instead, I naturally chose a different approach. "I, uh, well..yes, I..." "shut up"...
He shoved me against the wall with force, outstretching his arms on either side of me on the wall, and shoved his tongue in my mouth, moving it all around mine. His kiss partnered with his sweat - drenched hair surrounding my face, I was smothered. By Lexi. I thought I was going to fucking die. Right fucking there. I returned his kiss , tasting his mouth and slightly whimpering as I felt my body hungry for Lexi. My panties were soaking wet, my body was hot with desire. I wanted him to fuck the life out of me... and with just a forceful kiss.
Lexi kissed me for what felt like year , but had to be only a couple minutes. He tasted so good, as i had always fantasized about in my hopeless fangirl state of mind. When he pulled away, i found myself still slightly coming at his lips for more, but he smiled and pulled away even more. "I bet you've been wanting to fucking do that didn't you. I could smell your slutty desires at the table, and i can feel them now. why don't you come with me to the bus. the band and i are about to take off from here. thing is, we aren't coming back for ...eh lets say awhile, meaning the next booked event in this location. this means i am offering you the opportunity to be on the fucking tour with COB, i ill assume if your'e a true fangirl you won't be hesitant and fucking jump on it. I'm sure I can ...make excellent use of you" he ran his hand through his hair as he looked me from head to toe. "Soooo what do ya say? you wanna fuckin do it?"
I couldn't believe I was about to do this, but hell fucking yes I would do this! Fuck my boring life here in Maryland. This is the opportunity of a lifetime, and I didn't care what happened to me after this point. Lexi could make me scrub his tour bus with a toothbrush and it would still be an upgrade from the life I currently lived. I could still keep in contact with friends if needed, not that they would miss me. "Yes! I want to. Uh where's the bus?"
Lexi smirked and took me by the arm. "There you go. I'm glad you agreed to this. I know a true dedicated fan when I see one... come on"
And I followed. I think I would follow this man into oblivion and back.