Hey guys! I was going to wait to update next week but I'm going to be busy for the next two weeks or so, but hopefully I will have time to update after that.

I just also wanted to add no money is being made from this etc. etc. etc. Hence the title of this website fan fiction.

Okay so for those of you who think that Kai's death was the climax of the story well mwahaha its not! Initially this book was suppose to be a spin off or prologue to the next few books I was going to write. theirs still more chapters to go! But if I have like 4000 views and only 25 reviews, I doubt I will keep wasting my time to type these up.

Well Enjoy!


Ch8

Qui Gon said he'd be back he had to conferenze or something like that with the scary Jedi from the council he said he'd be a little while but he hasn't come back'n I'm lonely'n Kai's dead. I'm not crying now, not at all. N'It's not cold here, not at all. I miss him. He was my first bestest friend who wasn't my age'n he died. He didn't look at me like a little brat. Why! Why didn't Qui Gon do anything? He's a Jedi right? N'I'm not remembering Kai's words, the ones about not being able to save everyone. If I was Jedi and had a light saber I could've saved him! N'I want my mom. I hate everyone here except for Padme. They look at me like I'm little like I don't get anything. But I get a lot. I know what death is you don't have to whisper about it around me. Mom said when someone you truly care for dies it's like a million candles lighting up inside and burning your heart. They all go out slowly'n fade over time. But a few stay lit'n sometimes when it's really dark you see em and they give you a heartburn all over again. Like I'm having now, it hurts like poodoo'n I don't like'n it's like I can't breath'n something snapped a vase I think. Now I'm scared that something's wrong with me and and-

There was a knock on the door'n now I'm scared what if they heard me'n I'll get in trouble cause I can't pay for the vase'n Watto would beat me if I broke something expensieve'n-

The door opened. "May I come in?"

"Kai!" It wasn't him. It was a guy in a uniform he looked like one of soldier that went with Padme to free the palace'n stuff. "S..sorry" I tried to sound like I wasn't crying cause I wasn't really not even a little.

"I heard you," the man smiled, "You okay."

"Fine." I hiccupped my cheeks went red from shame.

He looked around the room "That's dangerous!" He frowned seeing the shards of the vase strewn all over the floor. His blue eyes studied me carefully. "Did you do it?"

"I'm so sorry!" I felt hot'n I just started to cry'n I must look like a piece of poodoo now. "Hey it's okay," he handed me a cloth'n I blew my nose, not to loud though cause it would be bad manners. "You really mean it, you won't tell?" I looked up at him. Really he wasn't gonna rat me out?

He ran a hand through his hair making it all floppy but only a little cause it wasn't that long and it was the most wizard color I've ever seen cause it was like black hair'n brown hair together. He laughed a warm deep laugh "Never seen dyed hair before?" Wizard, how'd he read my mind? Wait! Was he?

He laughed "No I'm not a Jedi. I was going to be a Jedi but I never made it."

"Why what happened uh sir guard? Were you expe-ll-ed for not being good enough?"

"Well for starters my name is Lieutenant Kenobi but you can just call me Obi Wan, my very curious associate."

"Now let me get a fire started and then we can talk." He poked at the logs. Wizard I didn't know they had things like this in real life.

"Most palace's don't, however the hearth is the Naboo symbol for warmth and love so it's used for decoration except when the generators are malfunctioning." He pulled out a small fusion array and brought it close to the logs.

"So what's your name?"

"Anakin" I folded the cloth nice and neat to give it back.

"Just dump it he shrugged or keep it."

Oh wow, this was like recyclable or something? "That's so wizard! Where I lived on Tatooine we didn't have this stuff."

He laughed again, it made me feel all warm inside like I had to laugh too. "You always talk that fast?"

Oh wait did I say something wrong again? "Um…not always Lieutenant sir" It felt weird calling Obi Wan by his first name I don't get why but I got this weird feeling not too so I can't. N'his eyes are staring at me like they can see right through me'n-"

"Whoa, relax, here," Obi Wan pulled out a bag with these two round things, "never had Naboo pastries?"

"No I've never had those," I blinked mom baked cake sometimes but we usually didn't have enough money to buy all the things that go inside to make a the cake so mom would just substitute em for cheaper stuff and the cake would come up brown'n lumpy.

He plopped on the bed and patted a space next to him. Whoa! That's so Wizard! He doesn't treat me like I'm little! N'maybe we could be awesome friends like me an Kai were except he's dead and-"

"Take it easy," he said and then patted my head and messing it up so it was all over the place. N' I felt all warm'n stuff like when Mom was around. N'the fire was burning'n the whole room was like glowing. N'then I don't know why but I hugged him all tight'n stuff. N'he grunted like he was hurt'n I hugged him too hard.

"S..Sorry! Your hurt! Are you okay?" Oh no was he gonna die'n leave me like Kie'n it was gonna because I was'nt a Jedi yet'n-"

"Here" he gave me one of the bun things. "I'm not planning to die, not anytime soon anyway. I've used bakta and it's nothing serious so relax eat there good." He bit into one, it looked good so I took one.

Wizard! It like melted in my mouth'n it was so good.

Someone knocked. It was Qui Gon! Wizard! He came back for me!

"I've brought you something to eat." Then he froze and stared at Obi wan. "Kenobi?"


Mwaahaha to be continued! As a post note Anakin's feeling are all over the place because he is a child and so much has happened to him that it's like having too many things to process at once. Also even if he is gifted he's still very gullible because he used to be a slave so anyone who treats him like an equal will automatically gain his trust. Which is shown in the third movie in which even though he is an adult he likes Palpatine because Palpatine treats him like an equal. Also for anyone wondering how Obi Wan can just read Anakin's mind so easily: At this point Anakin is all over the place so much has happened that he's just flashing his thoughts to any force user who's around. So if any of them tune in they can tell what he's thinking. But for Jedi who are still young and even the older ones something like this will give them a head ache because they are used to serenity and peace so they would try to tune out.