A/N: Ok, I am beyond sorry for the wait, I got caught up in stuff coming back to school and work. And I know this is short, but I am having a really hard time getting past my writer's block. Oh, and always, I own nothing but my dvd's :(
Dear Temperance,
I know that there's no use trying to convince you to stay. I know that once you make up your mind about something there's no changing it, no matter what anyone says. I will say that I wish you would stay here...with me. Part of you leaving is probably my fault. I would hope that if you knew the way I truly felt you wouldn't leave. But then again it likely would scare you into running anyway. So since you're leaving anyway, I guess I can tell you know, I've got nothing to lose.
I am sorry that I didn't tell you earlier. I was a coward, and you know how hard that is for me to admit. I was afraid of what you did to me, the power you had. You didn't know it, you've held my heart in your hands since I unknowingly handed you over to a murder and had to save you. You know that I will never forgive myself for that, but since that day you've owned me, heart and soul.
There have been so many times that I could have told you how I feel, but I've always backed down before I let myself tell you the truth. I should have told you when I gave you 'Jasper', or when we were in Vegas, or especially when we found you and Hodgins alive when you were kidnapped. I have no excuse but my own cowardice. And for that I am sorry. You should have been told every day how much you mean to me, that you are my world. Now I don't really know what I am going to do with myself. I will have to get a transfer into a different department. I couldn't handle working with the squints or going into 'your' lab without you there and stay sane.
Temperance Brennan, I love you with all my heart.
I should have found a way to tell you before this, but theres nothing I can do about it now. I will make sure that one day will be together again and things will be different. So this is not goodbye, just a see you later.
Yours always,
Booth
A/N: This is probably OOC for Booth, sorry, I tried.
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