[For this chapter please know I am no doctor or have any medical background. And if you have read this far a huge thank you from me! Reviews are also welcome ]

All the guys waited outside in the waiting room while Kiera was in surgery. You could cut the tension in the room with one of the many knives the boys had on them. Each of those boys waited to hear the news about their girl. Tara came out in her scrubs, "she's going to be fine. She made it out of surgery now we wait until she stabilizes. It could be touchy for a few hours but we are watching her closely. You can go wait for her to wake up." They rushed past her saying their thanks. Tara grabbed Jax before he could join them. With Gemma still out on the run Jax was Kiera's point of contact with medical issues. She tried to gently fill him in on what they found in surgery.

"Do you know who's it could have been?" Jax asked, running a hand through his hair.

"No, sorry. She doesn't exactly confide in me. I'll ask her when she wakes up and fill her in on everything. She might give me some answers." She gently kissed him. "Don't jump to any conclusions or kill anyone." He nodded before going into the room to see his cousin.

It must have been the middle of the night when she finally woke up. She couldn't get her bearings at first until she felt the pain in her stomach. The night before quickly rushed back to her. A salt and pepper head was asleep on the bed next to her. She gently ran her hands through his hair glad to have Chibs by her side. She looked around and saw Juice, Opie and Bobby all asleep in chairs around the room. A smile touched her chapped lips. Tara peeked her head in to check on Kiera. She waved to the doctor and pushed a finger to her lips so she didn't wake the guys. "This is probably the first rest they've gotten in days." She tried to keep her voice low.

"I need to talk to you, alone." The seriousness in her voice was enough to put Kiera on alert.

She nodded and felt Chibs stir next to her. "Baby girl," he said softly before placing a soft kiss to her lips.

The others woke and all gathered around her to give their love. "I'm fine boys. Doc took good care of me." She nodded to Tara. "You all should go get some sleep. In something better than a chair." Chibs smiled, "aye, then scoot over." She gave a genuine laugh and would have loved to have him next to her, but she knew Tara wasn't going to say anything in front of the guys. "No ya don't. To your own bed. I'll be fine."

"I'm on duty all night." Tara said. "I'll keep an eye on her and call if there's anything." They all nodded sleepily, said their goodbyes and left.

Kiera tried to prepare herself for the news Tara had. "It's bad, huh?" Honestly, she hadn't even expected to live through this. The life she grew up in didn't exactly have a very long retirement plan.

"You're going to be fine." She sat on the bed before continuing. "Kiera the bullet went into your lower abdomen and bounced around. It tore up part of your small intestine, which we repaired. But it ruptured your uterus. We had to completely remove it, there was no way to repair it."

The meaning of what the doctor was saying quickly laid heavily on her chest. "I can't have kids now?" Tara nodded, "I'm so sorry. But there's more." She kept out of reach so Kiera didn't hit her. "Jesus what more could there be? Please tell me I can still have sex."

"You can still have sex. Did you know you were pregnant?" Her stomach dropped and she fought not to throw up. "No, I didn't." Tara shook her head a little before continuing. "I didn't think so. You were only a few weeks along. It's hard to tell, maybe three at the most."

"I take my birth control regularly. But with everything happening maybe I missed a day." She was trying to wrap her head around everything that was being told to her. She was still loopy from the surgery and pain medication. Secretly she was praying this was a drug-induced dream. "It had to be from the week at my old house. Chibs," she said his name softly. "Guess I should tell him?"

Tara tried to reach for her hand. "That's completely up to you. But I think you should. Secrets don't do well for this club. And if you want something more with him?" She trailed off a little, knowing she needed to tread lightly.

A bitter laugh broke through her lips. "I'm damaged now Tara. There's no 'more' options for me anymore. If you can't give them babies you aren't worth much but a good lay. Hell I don't even know if I wanted to be an old lady. But I guess that option is taken away from me now. Tara they have to find Abel. He's the Teller heir. That or you best be getting knocked up soon." A terrifying thought went through her head. "What does Jax know? Did you tell him about the baby?"

"We'll find Abel." She assured her and stood up. She knew as well as anyone that a pissed off Kiera was a force to be reckoned with. "And I'm sorry but I had to tell him. He's your ICE contact with Gemma out. I didn't know who you had been with, I told him not to jump to any conclusions. We don't need him accusing anyone."

"Or killing anyone." She finished the other woman's thought. "With Jax knowing I have to tell Chibs. Jax can read me like a book. He'll know by my face. Let me tell Jax, but I need to talk to Chibs first. Can you help with that?"

"I'll do the best I can. I'm going to say this and I know how it's going to be taken. You should speak with someone about your options for the future. I know having kids is important but there are so many other options out there."

Kiera smiled, knowing she would never talk to some shrink about this. "Thank you Tara." Tara smiled, "get some rest. I'll try to get Chibs here before Jax wakes up. If you need anything I'm outside."

Light was barely breaking across the sky when Chibs walked through her door. She watched the light play in his salt and pepper hair with a smile. "You look like shit. Told ya to get some sleep."

"Missed ya too doll. I value my balls enough not to say how yer lookin'."

She bit back some tears, knowing there was a large chance of losing him. "Sit." She patted the bed next to her. He gingerly sat as if she would break. "I need to tell you what's going on from the surgery." She sighed and filled him in on the ruptured uterus. "Ye can't have kids?" He ran his hands through his hair, a nervous tick they both shared. She looked away, not able to meet his eyes. "There's a bit more. Turns out there was a little one starting to cook in there. I'm always good about taking my pill but something happened. Tara said I was just a few weeks along."

The bed moved telling her he got up. "Mine?" His voice was soft but there was a cold undertone. She knew he was hurt by her words. "You are the only one I've been with for a while." The opportunity had been there to sleep with others but she just couldn't bring herself to do it. "Jesus." His voice came out hoarse as he was holding back his emotions.

"I'm so sorry. Tara had to tell Jax that I was pregnant. He doesn't know who. I can't keep things from him. I'm going to have to tell him." She finally looked to his dark eyes. "I won't let him kill you for this, you know that. I'm not sixteen anymore. He needs to come to terms with that." There was so much pain in his eyes, it broke her heart. "I'm sorry Filip."

"I'm sorry I didn't protect ye and the little one better." He looked to the door, wanting an escape to think. "Just go," she begged even as could see how torn he was. "Please just let me just process this alone." She was fighting her hardest not to cry in front of him. Without another word he walked out the door. He lowered his sunglasses to hide his teary eyes and didn't see Jax at the nurses station talking to Tara. But Jax saw him.

Jax ran into Kiera's room to see her crying into her hands. Her head shot up and locked eyes with his. Everything clicked, Chibs had slept with his cousin. "That sonofabitch." He turned around ready to kill his brother. The "hands off" rule applied to everyone and he broke it. Not to mention their age difference.

"Jax no!" Forgetting her stitches, machines and pain she darted out of bed. "Jax!" She screamed from the doorway. Jax was almost to Chibs when he turned back to Kiera. She had never looked more fragile to him. The gown was almost sheer as the sun rose just outside her room windows. Then he saw the blood starting to stain the white gown. His face went almost as pale as hers as he heard Tara running towards her. Kiera dropped to the ground and passed out from the pain before anyone reached her. A stretcher was quickly brought out and the girl was loaded on. She had to see a doctor immediately to stitch her back up.

Tara stepped in between Chibs and Jax before they could start accusing each other. She couldn't have a fight break out at her job. "You both need to settle this outside of the hospital." Jax glared at Chibs. "Go back to the clubhouse. I'm staying until she wakes up again." The Scot merely nodded before walking away. With how he felt he would probably let Jax kill him. He was blaming himself for so much of the bad happening to that girl.

When Kiera awoke from her drug-induced sleep again it was a blond head next to her. "Jax." She whispered, her trembling hand reaching out to him.

He sat straight up from his short nap. The fear in her eyes forces him to stop and think before he spoke. "Are you okay?" Her usual smirk appeared on her lips. "That's a loaded question cuz." The frustration from earlier came rushing back to him. "Christ Kiera. What am I supposed to do here? As if I don't have enough to worry about." She was immediately on the defensive. She had done everything in her power to prove she was just as strong as the guys. "Then don't worry about me. You focus on everything else."

"I'm all you have left! Who else is going to protect you?" He pulled her hands into his even though she glared at him. "I don't need protecting. Not from men. I'm not a kid anymore, Jackson. You can't beat up any boy who breaks my heart." She brought his hand to her lips. "I love you cuz. Just let me handle this. Chibs knows, that's why he walked out of here. I just don't exactly know how to process this. I didn't know I was pregnant and I didn't try to get knocked up."

"You love him?"

"I love all of you." She smirked purposefully avoiding the question she wasn't sure she knew the answer to.

The sigh that escaped his lips reminded her of when he tried to be pissed that she stole his bicycle. When he found out she stole it to get flowers for a club member who had been shot, well he couldn't be too angry. "Are you in love with him?" Kiera was looking into his eyes, tears starting to well up. "I think I've always been in love with him. I'm no good as any old lady anymore, Jacky." Jax stood and kissed her forehead. "You're too good to be an old lady, sweetheart. But any man would be lucky to have you." She didn't see him press her morphine button but quickly felt the soothing affects and her eyelids got heavy. "Love you cuz." With another kiss he walked out with his final decision not to kill Chibs.

Opie came into her room a few days later. Her big brother, just not by blood, brought her favorite chocolates with him. He always knew how to cheer her up. "Hey kiddo," he bent down to kiss her cheek. "How you feelin'?" Unwrapping a chocolate she moaned softly at the taste. "Better now that I've seen your ugly mug. How's Gemma?" He grinned and plopped down next to her. "Her heart hasn't killed her yet. She's too mean. Stahl is coming to pick her up soon." Kiera clenched her fist, digging her nails into her palms. "Fuck that crazy bitch. Get me out of this bed and I'll kill her myself." She started to pull herself out of the bed. Stahl had been a pain in the clubs side for too long. She would kill her with her bare hands if Clay said the word.

A large hand pushed her shoulder down. Opie was ready to tie her down if needed. He had held her back in school from multiple fights, not always girl fights either. "Easy killer. You pop those stiches again Tara will have my head. Why did you get out of bed the last time anyway?"

"Don't worry about it, Ope. Just making sure Jax heard me. How's your pornstar girlfriend?" His smirk grew. "Lot better than you, princess. No extra holes in her body. Just the right ones." Her middle finger was inches from his face. There was barely any black nail polish left. "Fuck you too asshole."

A knock on the door ended their conversation and caused Opie to stand from her bed. Chibs poked his head in. "I was just gonna check on her." His stance in the doorway caused Kiera's heart to beat faster. Damn him for being so sexy all she wanted was to rip his cut off.

Kiera forced her eyes back and gave a small smile to Opie. "Take care of Jax for me?" With another quick kiss he said, "always babe." Neither of them saw Chibs clench his fist as a bit of jealousy went through him.

Kiera didn't look up to Chibs, she could feel the tension closing in. She was at a loss of what more to say to him after he walked out.

"I don' know wha' to do here, darlin'." He sat down on the chair and pulled it up to her bed. "I don't know how long we'll be around 'ere. We're lookin' for more leads on Abel. We might find ourselves in Belfast." She finally looked to his eyes. The boys in Belfast could end very bad for even those they left back in the states. "You, none of you, can go to Belfast. Jesus you're all out on bail. Who's left in Charming? Me, Tara and the goddamn crow eaters? And I'm in a fucking hospital bed. I can't protect them in here. Tara said it might be awhile before I can walk for long periods of time." He took her hand to stop her babbling. He knew she only talked like that when she was worried for someone else's safety. "Ye know we won't leave ye unprotected. I won't let anyone, not one goddamn person hurt ye. Including me." He took a deep breath looking into her eyes. "Can ye ever forgive me, angel?"

"You know it's not fair when you call me angel with that fucking accent." She smiled through her tears. "I'm so sorry Chibs. About the baby, I would have never tried to get knocked up."

"Aye, I know. I shouln' have walked out like that. I just didn' know what to do." Moving onto the bed, he placed his forehead against hers and took a deep breath. "I love ya. I always 'ave an will." He kissed her long and hard. Everything between them was placed into that one kiss. She felt his tears on her cheeks as she kissed him back. "I love you too."

Finally, Kiera was out of the hospital. Jax insisted she stay at the clubhouse, that way there was always someone to look out for her. For the time being she needed to walk with a cane. The boys were packing up getting ready to head to Belfast. She was going to run the office with the help of Chucky and Piney. They had help from a few prospects but Kiera wasn't too sure about them. Of course Kosik was around but she didn't trust him if Tig didn't.

When he knocked on her door, she was cleaning her stitches in nothing but shorts and a bra. "Come in," she called, honestly not caring who was coming in. Most of them had seen her walking around in a bikini plenty of times before. "You jus' let anyone come in while you're lookin' like that?" She could hear his voice drop from the sight of her. "Figured it was you, Chibs. Glad it was." He walked over and took the gauze from her. He was more trained with medical care than she was and she was looking down at a weird angle. "We're leavin' soon. I wanted to make sure I saw ye before we did." She could feel his breath against her stomach before he kissed his way up. "You can see all you want." His eyes locked with hers as he knelt in front of her. "I don't wanna hurt ye." Placing a hand under his chin, she pulled him up to her. "Then be gentle." She removed his cut convincing him to give in.

She woke up afterward to his beard tickling the back of her neck. "Angel," he whispered. "I don' have much time left."

"Chibs about Belfast..." She trailed off, unsure about how to bring up his wife. He may be in this bed with her now but Fionna was still very much apart of his life. With that woman he was a puddle. And he would do anything for Keriann. "I'm going to get them away from Jimmy. Get them to safety. I'll die before they get hurt because of me again." He turned her around and cupped her face. "You, me, this? I will return to this. Every minute you're outta my arms will be a small death fer me." She nodded and swallowed the lump in her throat. "Take care of them. And take care of yourself. I love you." She kissed him hard. "I love ye too Kiera."

Kiera ditched the cane after a few days. The only use she saw for it was smacking the prospects with it. She loved when they actually learned to fear her. The bigger boy tried to offer his arm to help her walk once. After her cane almost knocked his balls inside him, he stopped treating her like some fragile girl. Kiera walked into the clubhouse with the Tig and Piney in the middle of a heated conversation. "What?" She asked placing her hand on her hip.

Piney started to push her outside. "Doesn't involve you doll."

Tig stopped him saying, "we could use her." Tig knew how great she was with club issues. He looked to her, "Tara has been taken by Salazar. To get her back we need to kill Alvarez and get money out of his safe."

"We can't kill Alvarez without starting a blood bath. We need to talk to Alvarez." Kozik chimed in. Kiera gave him a quick glare to shut him up, she wasn't asking him.

"Take me." She pushed herself in front of Tig to see Piney. "Trust me. Let me talk to him. I'll help get Tara back."

Piney let out a loud grunt. "She's a girl. She could get hurt." He looked down where her scar was still fresh. "Again."

"Listen here, I am just as capable as Opie and you know it." She fought to keep her temper in check. Tig trusted Kiera as he would any other member. "I think she's our best shot if we arrive at his house."

Kiera rode with Piney to the Mayan Presidents house. It wasn't anything fancy to draw attention to himself. "Stay behind me." She was ready to have a word with him. After what happened to her, she deserved a favor from him. He walked out with a baby in one hand and a gun in the other. "What the hell are you doing here?! At my house!" Kiera held up her hands but heard the guys behind her draw their guns. No one pointed a gun at her. She knew they would start firing if things got out of hand. "No. Alvarez, I'm not armed." She turned and lifted her shirt to show she didn't have a gun on her back. "But they are." His old lady came out with a gun as well. Kiera rolled her eyes dramatically. "Jesus, he's holding a baby. Everyone put your damn guns away a zip up. Tired of this pissing contest." She tried to talk everyone down. "We need to talk. I'm sorry we had to come here but we didn't have many options." She nodded to the guys to lower their weapons.

Alvarez lowered his and handed the baby to his girl. "Fine, then you better talk quick, girl." She scowled at being called "girl" but knew Tara wax more important than her ego right now. She would do what she needed to for Jax. "Salazar has Tara. He wants them to kill you and take the quarter million you have in your safe." He scowled at her. "All I have in that safe is some baby teeth and papers."

She ran her hands through her hair. They needed his help but things between the clubs were tense at best. "Look, we're here because we don't want to kill you and start a war. Jax is across the damn ocean trying to find his baby boy. He doesn't need to come back to find his old lady dead."

"We just need you dead for a day." Tig chimed in.

"I can't do that. Business issues could arise." Kiera sighed and lifted her shirt, it was time to play dirty. The red scar from her surgery was still very prominent. "See this? That drive by that was inanition at a fucking funeral, a bullet went in my stomach. I was pregnant. That bullet took out the baby and took any chance I will ever have of having kids in the future." She walked closer to the Mexican. She was within grabbing distance but didn't care. "You owe me. Do this for Tara." Her voice was dangerously low. Alvarez looked to the men standing behind her for confirmation and then turned back to the fiery woman in front of him. "You have 24 hours. That's how long I'll be dead. I'll put the word out." She nodded to him and started to turn back. "Chicka, sorry about how that went down." He at least had the audacity to look apologetic. "You do this, for Jax and Tara, and we're square." He nodded as they walked away from him. "You'd make a great biker." She climbed on Piney's bike saying, "I know."

Kiera woke up sweating about three am like she did most nights. The shooting still ringing through her head. Knowing she wasn't going to get back to sleep anytime soon, she made her way into the clubhouse to get some cleaning done. The door to their church was open so she made her way in. She knew she wasn't supposed to be in there but the smell was so comforting to her. It smelled of wood, cigarette smoke and a mixture of their colognes. Chibs' chair was worn in perfectly, she sank in with a sigh. His scent went all around her and she missed him that much more.

Tig found her sitting in Chibs' chair, smoking a cigarette and holding a picture. "Key." He said softly. "I know, I know. I was doing some cleaning, figured the ash trays needed emptied. Found this." She held the picture to him. He sat next to her and look at the picture. "Wow. You, Jax and Thomas all in one shot. Actually smiling."

"I think that was the last one taken with uncle John and my dad too. Not too long after John went to Belfast and Tommy died." She looked at the picture again before setting it on the table. "You should be sleepin', doll." He pulled a joint from his shirt and lit it. "I haven't been sleeping much. Too much shit." She took a large draw of the offered joint. "Babe, I gotta ask." His eyes lowered to her stomach in a silent question. "You wanna know who's it was." It wasn't even a question. Reading Tig always came easy to her. "Tiggy, Jax already knows. That's what's important, I guess." She gave a soft laugh.

"And he didn't kill him?" She gave him a playful scowl. "Y'all can't go around killing anyone I sleep with. I made my own decision. Somehow my pill didn't work. I don't know why. I was only three weeks along. I didn't even know I was pregnant." She ran a hand through her hair. "Sometimes I wish Tara hadn't even told me about the pregnancy." She was torn with that still. "Three weeks? You were at your moms house up til about two weeks ago." The look on his face let her know he had figured it out. "Chibs?" She nodded. "Jesus Christ girl, he's almost twice your age. He shouldn't have let that happen."

She couldn't help the laugh that broke through her lips. The memory of that week went racing through her mind. "Come on Tig, there's only so much a man can turn down. We both know I wouldn't even have to ask you twice." Teasing him, she placed her legs on his lap. She only had on sleep shorts and a t-shirt that belonged to Chibs. "Yes but I'm a dirty old man." He laughed and took the joint from her fingers. Lazily, he rubbed her leg with his free hand. He had teased her since she turned sixteen it seemed like. "So you and Chibs? You his old lady now?"

"I don't know. He's in Ireland with his wife and daughter. If they come back to Charming I'm out of the picture. I wouldn't even want to get in the middle of that. We all know he's putty in her hands. I wouldn't stand in the way of a family getting back together. Even if he promised to return to me." She was a little afraid of Fi but loved her daughter and if they could be a family again after everything, they deserved to be happy. She would never stand in the way of someone's happiness. "You love him?" There was that damn question again. "I think I've always loved him." She sighed but gave a soft smile. "Even before I understood what love was. He was always around, this older guy with a sexy accent. What girl could wouldn't have fallen for him?"

"Hey, I could have an accent." He tried to say in the worst Irish accent she had ever heard. "We want you happy. You know that, right?" She gently slugged him on the arm. "Don't get mushy on me. I'm just in a limbo here. And finding Tara is more important." She kissed Tig on the cheek before standing. "I should try and get some sleep before opening the shop tomorrow." He stood and pulled her tightly into his arms. "You are amazing, Key. Any of us fucks would be lucky to have you."

They still hadn't gotten Tara back when the van pulled up. Kiera stood off to the side as everyone rushed forward to see everyone safely home. Her stomach was in her feet since she didn't know if Chibs brought back his family. He locked eyes with her and practically ran over, dropping his bag and lifting her into the air. "God I missed ye girl." His smile was so big his dimples showed.

She knew he was hers. Maybe not forever, but that point in time he was hers. She would keep him to herself as long as possible. "Not nearly as much as I missed you." Not caring whether or not the entire club was watching she kissed him long and hard. The cheers and whistles behind her let her know that they were indeed watching. Damn her Irish side, her cheeks turned bright red as she flipped them all off.

"Fuck off!" He called and threw Kiera over his shoulder pretending to carry her inside. She squealed when he slapped her ass. "Chibs," Clay warned. "Save that for later. And for god sakes don't make it so obvious you're screwin' my niece." He was trying to be serious but the smile on his face gave it away.

When he finally set her down she kissed him again. "Go get Tara back." She hoped he wouldn't hear about the little standoff with Alvarez. "I'll be back to finish this." He promised and started to head back to the guys. Tara would come before anyone got reunions.

Kiera went running to her little cousin and gave him a big kiss. "Abel, I missed you so much." He cooed in her arms, sending a stab of pain in her heart. She was going to spoil this kid rotten and any others Jax had since she couldn't have her own.

Gemma and Kiera went back to the house to get everyone cleaned up. She didn't know what the future held but she knew it might be limited for her aunt. She helped cooking the very large breakfast for when Tara was back to the club. Chibs and her family were back home, she felt as if she could finally breathe. Gemma brought her out of her thoughts, "so it was Chibs, huh?" She knew it wouldn't be long before Gemma had to ask. "Yes, it was Chibs. Jax already knows about it. He's not going to kill him." She hoped at least. "Yeah, I figured that. Lucky for you Fionna and Keriann didn't want to come to the states." She was never good at sugar coating anything. "Lucky me," she sighed and looked to Gemma. "I would have walked away from him, Gem. If his family was here, I would have stepped away. I'm not that girl."

She smiled and pulled her into a hug. "You are so much better for him than that woman. You make him happy baby, anyone can see that. Fi makes him weak. You, you make him strong. He good with you not makin' babies?" Gemmas feelings about Fi were not hidden from anyone. "We haven't really talked about all of that. But it seems so." She shrugged, knowing that talk with Chibs was coming. But now, all she wanted was some time alone with him and not for talking. She needed them both very naked and doing everything but sleeping.

Tara was found by the club, a little banged up but safe. It seemed, if only for a few hours, everything was right with the world. Chibs knocked on her door before coming into her clubhouse apartment. She was wearing one of his t-shirts and nothing else. "Prove to me how much you missed me." That was all he needed. He would happily prove how much he missed her all night.

The next morning was a celebration breakfast at the clubhouse. Jax and Tara were beaming with pride with Abel home and she was carrying her second Teller baby. Opie announced his engagement to Layla and shots were passed around. Kiera watched it all with a full heart. She was never going to have kids of her own and most of the people in her family were dead. But looking around she knew she had the best family she could ask for. Chibs pulled her onto his lap and whispered words of his love. She couldn't have asked for more.

Something was going down and Kiera wasn't privy to the information. When Tara pulled into TM she saw the tension on her face. Chibs wasn't back from his run and she was worried. Jax pulled in later, followed by ATF and Stahl. Stahl called Jax out on being a rat and Kiera thought she would die right there. She stood against the wall as the brothers started freaking out at Jax. Tears were streaming down her face as they were loaded away. Her cousin was as good as dead. Rats never lived very long, especially ones that rat out their club. She fell against the wall and slid down as the van pulled away. She needed Chibs and he was nowhere to be found.

She went with Gemma to her house, not able to stay in the clubhouse. She had no idea where Chibs was or if he was even alive. They were laying in Gemma's large bed, wordless but finding comfort in each other. The two prospects came in with Layla and handed them each a letter.

They both read in silence, hearing Jax's voice in their heads.

Dear Kiera,

Thank you for everything you have done for this club and our family. If you're reading this Stahl and Jimmy are dead. Chibs killed Jimmy himself. He did it for you, kid. He will be back in a day or so, once things cool down. I didn't turn rat, this was all a club decision. I'm sorry we couldn't tell you. I would never turn on my family. We are going away for a short time. I'm counting on you to keep an eye on everything. I heard how you handled Alvarez, I'm so proud of you. We joke all the time about how we should just patch you in. You are so strong, I need you to be strong to mom and Tara. And take care of Chibs. You are good for him. We all know that. I love you cuz. I'll be back soon.

-J.