Again greetings to you all!!!!... I said I'll update soon….so sorry if I'm not going to change the font now…but I'll change it next time okay!!...so before you read this chapter…..

Always remember and never ever forget that …….

I don't own Gundam seed…neither destiny

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Last chapter……

Athrun rushed down with excitement for he expected that person based on what Dearka said was her , the one he wants to see for this past two years. He felt his blood rush up and butterflies began to be felt on her stomach. His heart was beating fast now and despite being a coordinator , his brain stopped thinking for a moment……

But then……

"its nice to see you again, Ca-", Athrun said before appearing due to his excitement

"ME……meyrin???"

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Athrun couldn't believe his eyes. The person in front of him wasn't blond with eyes of fury but a shy red head lady, Meyrin Hawke his FIANCE'. Along with her, came Kira, Lacus , Shinn and the flirty , overprotective sister , lunamaria.

" Meyrin, what are you doing here?" Athrun asked her as if he doesn't even want to see her at all. His tone for inquiring was a bit of a shock for everyone. Athrun wasn't like when asking isn't he?. He is a kind and loving person but then for the first time he talked like a delinquent and to whom specifically? To his fiancé.

Silence rendered on the manor because of the green –eyed man's intriguing action lately but then thanks to Dearka……

"hey! Don't be like that we were just late" , Dearka tried to cover him up as he out his arm on Athrun's shoulder and putting on a smile to his companions. " oh! Your maybe tired of all the work , were sorry if we disturbed you….", Lacus added. " no , actually I'm grateful" , Athrun replied after he saw Meyrin disappointed face." It's not like I don't miss her…I'm sorry" , Athrun continued.

As soon as those words reached Meyrin's ears she quickly made a run for it to reach Athrun and hug him tight. Her hug was full of happiness and possessiveness that caused Athrun to step backwards because of the sudden pressure brought by the embrace. " oh! Athrun I missed you a lot" Meyrin said while hugging. Now, Athrun was having the mixed feeling of pity and disgust, he knows that from the start asking her to marry him was the biggest mistake of his life. He never wanted it to be that way but since she was the only one who cared for him when he went back to PLANTS , he couldn't take the risk of losing another after the other just like what happened to him and you know who……

But now , that things have went there ways , he knows he has to accept the responsibility due to his actions even though the perfect line to describe it is " suffering the consequences".

Meyrin's hug was now taking too long so Kira took the responsibility of doing a coughing gesture just for her to take notice of what she is doing , and it worked!. Upon hearing it meyrin quickly went back to her senses and released Athrun. She was disgusted to herself at first but when she looked and saw Athrun smiling at her , all of her feelings went down to the drain leaving only happiness and satisfaction brought by the thought that Athrun and her are romantically involved.

" Athrun" kira , his friend that also decided to live in PLANTS, greeted him. "hi Athrun , its been a long time" luna interrupted. "yeah I haven't seen you for so long" Athrun replied. "hmmmm…actually I'm quite jealous of my sister , being able to see Athrun all the time" luna said pouting her lips causing shinn to be shocked "LUNA!!". Lunamaria laughed at Shinn , she meant for that as a joke but Shinn took it seriously. "oh shinn you know its's just a joke and perhaps , I ONLY LIKE YOU" after luna said those words they looked at each other with sweeteness not noticing the people looking at them until……

"okay why don't we go upstairs and have coffee shall we , I think Athrun won't mind!" Dearka interrupted and shocked the couple. "ye..yeah let's have coffee" Shinn said with a blushing face. And as soon as Athrun agreed they all went to the living room upstairs to continue their talks.

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Zala Manor living room

The guests were all talking and having fun with their conversation, kira, lacus, shinn , lunamaria , meyrin…….and Dearka but not Athrun , He started to feel that the words and the whole conversation were not even sinking down on him until someone…"Athrun?" meyrin muttered "are you alright?" she asked with a heart full of concern. Of course with that kind type of gesture he can't just say the truth, he can't just say that he's still thinking of Cagalli and the meeting with her , so instead he released a heartfelt smile towards her and said , "yeah! I just need to go to the bathroom". "o..okay, just come back quickly okay!" after Lacus' words came from her lips , Athrun stood up to get out of the crowd not noticing that Dearka followed him from behind.

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Bathroom ……

Athrun splashed water on his face. He thought these could cool his senses from all his burdens and especially from Cagalli. Facing the mirror, he saw himself and quickly felt anger in his heart for the man he saw in the mirror was incomplete and unsatisfied. He knew very well what he wanted most but still , he also knew that he wouldn't be able to get it , not in this circumstances that he's in right now. Looking at himself, he released a deep sigh and said "c'mon Athrun pull yourself together, would you!".

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PLANT's hotel

Cagalli is sweating all over , her body is trembling , her hands were crouching every where on the sheets of the bed and the hardest part was…she wasn't awake, she was having a night mare , a nightmare brought by the most painful moment of her life……

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Cagalli's dream

"Lord Uzumi, please stop!!" a Mirna said, trying to stop Cagalli's father

"Don't stop me, how dare she direct herself against my rules"…lord Uzumi said rushing through Cagalli's room.

And as soon as lord Uzumi opened the door..

Cagalli noticed it and tried to greet him but…

"father-" Cagalli was shocked

"how dare you see that man , I told you not to see him didn't I?" Lord Uzumi said enraged after he slapped his daughter directly on the face

" Cagalli" the maid felt sorry for her for she was still shocked from what happened

" but father I-" Cagalli was again cut of by a slap on the other side of her cheek

"Lord Uzumi!!!" Mirna panicked

"how dare you see that man , after I told to forget about him!!!" Cagalli's father said with a trembling body due to anger

"fa..aaath…e..eerr" Cagalli called as she felt Uzumi hand crouching on her neck

The walls continued to show the shadow of Cagalli being battered by her own father

The maid tried to stop him but ended up being pushed aside

" I won't and I will never accept your child" lord Uzumi said as he continues slap her , punched and stop her breathing by crouching on his hand on her neck

"I'…m so..rry", Cagalli said while deep in tears as she felt blood rush down to her thighs down to her feet

Lord Uzumi's face changed from enraged to sadness after realizing what he was doing to his own daughter as he saw her body's bruises which were caused by him.

But Cagalli's body couldn't bear the pain anymore especially the pain of losing her own…infant. Her senses stopped working as she felt the world stop before her and before she knew it……

"Cagalli!!!!!!" Myrna shouted as she saw Cagalli's body lie on the floor

"Somebody call the doctor , the princess fainted!!!!" she continued to shout for help

"Cagalli!!!!" Lord Uzumi tried to wake her up

"CAGALLI"

"CAGALLI"

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Back to reality

"CAGALLI" kisaka was tried to wake Cagalli up

"!!!" Cagalli quickly rised up trembling , chasing her breath. This worried kisaka so much and asked her, "are you okay?. But this remained unanswered as Cagalli asked kisaka the time. " it's only seven thirty , you said you wanted to have a nap due to your jetlag but you overslept" kisaka answered. Kisaka was still worried so he stood and tried to ask help to Erika but…. " I'm okay now , no need to get worried.." Cagalli gave him a sweet smile and thanked him. "I think I was just anxious about the meeting , …I'm sorry if a startled you" Cagalli continued saying her lies , for she perfectly knew that the meeting is a stepping stone for all her "plans". Her lies always works on anyone , these were the ones that made her reach the fulfillment of her plans from the very beginning until now. Of course it worked on kisaka , as Cagalli watched him go out and close the door.

Once again Cagalli was alone, she lousily laid back on the bed and put her left wrist on her eyes to cover the tears that was now running down to her cheeks. But it was an insane act for she is laughing while in tears. She laughed , laughed and laughed sarcastically disgusted to herself , as her eyes continue to show her true emotions by releasing tears from her amber orbs. She gently touched her stomach using her right hand and then she said to herself………

"Lies, what a perfect way to compliment everyone" as she continued to laugh sarcastically.

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So here's my update hope you like it!!...thank you also for the reviews…it sure motivated me a lot ……pls. continue to RR (read and review) okay……and if you like it..i'll update soon again just tell what you think about my fic…..thanks a lot guyzzzzz…..