Disclaimer: Supernatural owns me, not the other way around.
Warnings: WINCEST - lovin' it!
Summary: Their love was an inevitable and oh-so-beautiful kind of mess [wincest drabbles
My fave of the Installment: tied between 'murmers' and 'panic' - short'n'sweet for me today.
THIS CHAPPY IS ALL FOR YOU - DARKMOONRISINGCCR - (sorry for the wait - I lost my damn notepad)
A Beautiful Kind Of Mess
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Deciet
It was about three years of lies and deciet and pretending for Sammy.
Lying to himself, decieving his dad and pretending to his brother that he was as normal as could be, given the lifestyle.
But for Dean, it felt like a lifetime of unsure torture before they'de both come to realise thay were just about as twisted and decietful as each other, and gave up denying what they both so clearly needed from each other.
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Sly
The sly grin of Dean's face wasn't to comforting, but it did have a shy shiver racing up Sam's spine and causing his heart to race on ahead.
The last time Dean had a smirk like that...
A furious blush spread over the younger brothers cheeks, remembering how long his backside ached afterwards.
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Dizzy
When they were kids, Sammy remembered they used to spin and spin in circles, racing to see who could stay upright the longest.
And even back then, Dean used to forget how dizzy he was in favour of leaping forward and catching his kid brother before he could fall.
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Intoxicating
Sammy kissed like he was made for it, throwing himself into the guesture, heart and soul. When he kissed, Dean felt like he was on fire and his heart soared until any inhibitions he had where blown away by the whirlwind of heat and lust brought on by the intoxicating moment.
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Forgiven
"You shouldn't have let me go," Sammy whispered.
Dean hugged his brother closer, still tingling with the residue need from their long denied kiss.
"I'm sorry," he swore, though-
If this 'love' was punishment, Dean wasn't sure he could take being forgiven.
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Wish
Every birthday cake you got me, when Dad was out hunting was my favorite, so I blew out every candle for almost ten years of my life just wishing we'd always be together.
Dad wasn't totally wrong when he said that wishes and dreams were completely pointless, in the end you always picked him over me.
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Stubborn
Dean was more stubborn then anyone Sam had ever met - more stubborn even then their father.
For instancem the amount of time Sam had to spend just trying to convince his big brother their lust wasn't onesided or as damning as the boy imagined, Sam couldn't stop himself concidering just what else they could have spent the time doing.
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Hollow
Dean followed his father into battle daily, constantly putting his life on the line.
Risking his neck every chance that he got,
'Cause life without Sammy... it was pretty damn hollow anyway.
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Birthday
Dean wasn't sure if Sammy had forgotten his birthday or not.
Finding his brother naked in their bed was a mighty fine present, but-
it wasn't really a surprise when that was how Dean had left him after exhasting his poor sibling out.
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Panic
If Sammy wakes up top take a leak - Dean wakes up in a panic because he's gone.
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Strength
Dean was always the stronger one, the faster one, the 'better' one.Sammy was always second best in races and fights and in daddy-dearest's eyes.
But Sam stopped caring completely the day Dean confessed that he was his big brothers greatest strength.
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Caught
It hurt Jess when she woke up most nights to catch Sam whispering 'Dean' into his dreams as though mourning his missing lover.
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Murmers
Nothing made Dean's day more then the little whispers Sammy snuck him right in front of everybody else.
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