Wasteland

A Big Time Rush Faction

Disclaimer: I Don't Own BTR.

James gets up off the floor. Anger in his eyes and soul. I can feel it. He walks up to my bedroom door. Smash. He punches it. I get up staring at him with fear. He puts one hand to the door and the other to his side, pressuring it. I walk up to him. I put my hands around his waist and lay my head on his right shoulder. He winces.

I speak up, "You know James. Why would you keep such a secret from me?" I take a deep breathe after giving him a few moments to answer." Is that why you always left me, Kendall, Logan, Camille, Carlos, Stephanie, and Jett whenever we hung out late on a full moon or whenever you were angry?"

His voice croaking, he starts to tear. "Katie, I'm a fucking monster!"

I start to tear up as well. My feelings are all jumbled up in, feeling sorrowful towards him. " Listen. Katie, I can't do this. I can't risk you getting your ass hurt because of me. I can't be with you."

I open my eyes in confusion. I suddenly get angry. I start crying.

" How fucking dare you!" I yell. " No! We will get through this shit! We've been dating since I was 15 and you were 18! that was almost a year ago! I'm 16 now and you're 19! Our year anniversary is in a month! Do you not remember all the times we sneaked away from my brother, mother, and our friends and shit to just be alone!?"

I finish my small rant and let go of his waist. He turns around. Tears on his cheeks and more falling out of his eyes. Seeing him cry just makes me melt.

I rest my head on his chest. he puts his arms around me. I say calmly between stutters," James I-I feel safe as no other around you. E-Even now. A-And I forever will. But, N-No. We will G-Get through this."

He starts moving and takes his hands from around me. I then rest my head up in a questioning matter. He then puts his hand on my jaw playing around with it. He then tilts my head up more and draws my lips towards his.

He starts kissing me with his eyes closed. I don't wait a single millisecond before I do the same and kiss back. I start feeling passion and lust. He pulls away. The Hell James!? I was into that kiss.

He smiles. I even smile back and laugh a little. " Katie..." He gets serious.

"Are you sure about Us?" He questions me, adding much emphasis to the 'Us'. "Even as a freaking beast?"

"Yes, even if you were fucking Godzilla and that doesn't change anyway I feel about you. I'm still going to treat you like the human that I knew you as." I smile wider at him, he follows in my lead.

He suddenly looks into my eyes. Staring deep into them. I stare back into his beautiful hazel eyes. Trying to make him feel the Lust and Passion that i'm feeling. I can feel something coming on right about now. He holds my face with cupped hands. He closes his eyes and draws his face closer to mine. He pulls my face to his. I help him out and force my lips onto his. He follows and starts digging deeper into the kiss.

I then slide my tongue into his mouth and I start playing around with his. I put my hands around his neck making a 'V'. He grabs my waist and pulls my body forcefully closer to his body.

Ours lips haven't parted yet. My legs suddenly start to feel weak. I start walking backward. James following in my steps.

Lips attached. Bodies close. Sexual tension high.

I back up onto something. Pain in my back and head. Yet all i focus on are his lips. I feel around with my good hand and leave my bad hand hanging around his shoulder. I suddenly feel make up all over the surface . My vanity. I take that same hand and swipe most of my make up on the floor, yet our tongues have yet to part.

I try to sit on the vanity, But before I can even lay my other butt cheek on it, James grabs my thigh with his hand. I wince a little at the pain but try to not concentrate on it, but to concentrate on the warmth of his nose breathing heavily on my face and the softness of his lips.

James then lifts me up onto him. I wrap my leg around his waist and he holds me up with his hands on my ass.

We keep on kissing. Not a care in the world. Not even fucking Donkey Kong could of stopped us at this moment. Suddenly I start to loose my breathe, and I can feel James loosing his as well. OK, on the count of three I will pull loose.

I really don't wanna though. OK, 1...2...3.

To my shock, James pulls away at the same time. Our breathe heavy as ever.

He moves his hands from my ass. I then quickly remove my legs from his waist and my arms from around his neck. A smile grows slowly upon his face after a while of breathless breathing. I do the same. He then wraps his arms around me into a soft hug. I then tuck my hands in around my chest area and we just stand there.

"Katie, that was amazing," Says James feeling jovial.

"I know." I conclude with a little quick breathe at the end, feeling happy and proud as ever.

"Does that prove anything?" I question with a raised eyebrow.

"Yes... It does." He adds with a huge grin on his face.

We stand there for a while until he says slowly" Katie, Babe. I Love You," as the words echo out of his mouth, I open my eyes in shock.

I can't believe it! He Loves me? What do I do!? Do I say it back!? Fuck.

I wait a couple of seconds after my paranoia and that one idiotic thing just flows out of my mouth.

"Mhm." Is all I say. I look up at him in his eyes and all I see is sorrow. I do feel the same way, DEFINITELY. It's just that. I'm too young to be thinking like this.

Suddenly an old idea pops up in my head. I get excited and I just slip out of his arms. He looks at me with a 'What In The World?' face.

" James!?" I yell.

" Yeah, What?" He says goofy with a fake smile trying to hide his depressed feeling.

" Remember, how when we first started dating that we used to go over to your house when your dad wasn't-"

A tear runs down his eye. Fuck. I Mentioned his father. His dead father. Katelyn Alexa Knight, why do you always screw things up so much?

" Jamie. Don't cry, can I just finish and I promise that you will feel better." I say while rubbing my hand on James' arm. He sucks up his tears and sniffles a little then shook himself off. He then flipped his hair and flashed that beautiful smile of his.

"Attaboy!" I say messing up his hair, we both start to laugh.

"Ok." I say after our playing around.

"Like I was saying, Remember, We would go to your house when we first started dating and we made up this thing were we would make a bet to scram around your house and the person who would come back to your room-"

He cuts me off, excitement in his eyes," And the person with the most snacks and junk food would get to choose the movie that we would both watch from Netflix or Any movie source!?"

"Exactly!" I say. I jump up and down and James does the same. I stop jumping as soon as I feel a huge ass pain in my back again.

"Katie are you okay?" He questions getting serious.

"Of Course." I say shrugging it off.

" Ok, well... My mom just went shopping a week ago and brought a bunch of snacks that she hid from me, cause you know i'm a Chocoholic."

"Yeah," he adds

"Well! Wanna play?" I ask.

"Duh! Especially cause there is Junk involved!" He says.

" Ok, you set your Blackberry stopwatch to 5 minutes and I'll set my IPhone to the same." I say. He nods.

I walk across the room and pick up my IPhone. As I pick it up an alarm called; Katie, Take your Aspirin and Other Medication, Love Mommy! :).

" James what alarm is this?" I question. I turn around and all I see is James taking off his flannel shirt revealing a fit white Crew-Neck t-shirt. Through The shirt you can see his 6-pack just gasping to be shown. I start biting my lip. I'm starting to get really wet.

" Take a picture, It'll last longer." I jump hearing James' stupid comment. I get back to reality. I blush a little and stop biting my lip.

" Do you even notice that your phone is still ringing, and eww change that ringtone alarm. Since when did you like One Direction?"

"Ugh, Shut Up." I say in a cute way. I click 'Dismiss' and look back up at James. His T-shirt off fully this time. Oh Shit. Why Must I have such A sexy ass boyfriend God? I Want him... No. Katie, Stop It, your too young.

I switch back to reality and realize that drool was all over my cheek and jaw and I see a sexy James laughing his ass off.

"Ha Ha Ha, So funny." I say sarcastically. He stops laughing and wipes fake tears away from his eyes.

"Ass Hole. Now, Where are my pills?" I question seriously.

"Hey! I'm not an Ass!" says James Defensively, "And they're in your nightstand."

I turn around and walk to my nightstand and take out 3 bottles of pills I've never seen before.

"I'm guessing these are them?" I question showing the bottles to James.

"Yeah." He says.

" OK, One question." I say opening the Bayer Aspirin bottle and stuffing one into my mouth.

" AGH! EW! Shit I shouldn't have took it without water!" I yell in disgust of the taste of it," Anyways, Why'd you take your shirt off? To taunt me?'' I question, closing the bottle and taking the 2nd bottle of Pills. DAMN. THAT'S A HUGE ASS PILL!

" Yes and Because It is really hot in here for it being fucking January!" He said laughing.

I stuff the pill in my mouth and gag as my throat aches. I Close the bottle and take the next bottle of yummy, chew-able, Flinestones Vitamin C Gummy's.

I put all bottles in my nightstand and close it. I pick up my IPhone and set the timer to 5 minutes. I then stuff it in my Pajama pants pocket.

I walk over to my pile of things that I threw on the floor from off of my vanity and search for a scrunchie. I finally find one and put my hair up into a messy bun. I then walk over to James who seems very excited with his Blackberry in his hand ready to click 'Start' to activate his Timer.

I suddenly start to feel really week and numb. A random migraine suddenly pops up and I feel horrible, as if i'm going to faint.

I try to ignore it and grab my IPhone out of my pocket.

I Unlock it and go back to Timer.

I put my thumb hovering over the 'Start' button.

"Okay James." I say very woozy.

"Yea, he says

"Okay."

"Alright."

"1." I say.

"2." He adds.

"3!" We both yell at the same time and press 'Start' on our timers. Before I can even think James dashes before my eyes out of the room. I start feeling sick and I take a seat on my bed.

"Agh. Fuck It. I'm feeling too shitty to be acting so active. Like What The Fuck? I just got out of a coma." I slump down and rest my phone on my nightstand.

"Secret Choco Stash, here I come." I say getting up all sick-like and walk to my closet. I dig for a little bit and take out my old Jansport 8th grade school bag. I grab it by one handle and walk back over to my bed. It was filled at least two-fourths the way of Twix, Snickers, Kit-Kat's, and whatever other candy or chocolate I could of gotten over the past 3 or 4 months.

I unzip the main bag pouch half-way. I suddenly feel weak. The bag falls out of the reach of my hands and. It falls to the ground at the foot of my bed. I fall to my knees on my bed. Everything feels horrible and I could barely move. Everything is a blur. I squint towards my bedroom door. Suddenly A random man walks into my room. It sure isn't James. Who could it be? I didn't hear the doorbell ring.

He's wearing A black leather jacket, black jeans, A grey crew-neck under the leather jacket, and A simple pair of black/ white Converses.

I start panicking but I can't move. I stare up and try to notice the face. His sleek blondish-brownish faux hawk hair. His chiseled features. His stunning blue eyes.

His hands starts moving towards me. His tan skin coming closer and closer to me. Suddenly his nails get longer, Claw like.

That's when I start screaming, but I can only scream in my head. Words just won't come out.

I can hear him murmur. His hands and claws finally reach my face. He starts moving them around my cheek.

"You will be mine." He says. Voice harsh.

Suddenly my timer rings. I can hear James' ringing as well and I can hear him coming upstairs. As his footsteps start echoing down the hallway, the stranger turns around feared. Suddenly at the blink of my eye, He's gone. The Fuck?

A few seconds later, James comes walking into my room. He seems jolly as ever finding as much Junk that he can. All stuffed in his arms and hands.

"Look at all this Junk I found all over your house." He says staring directly at his Candy and What-Not.

"I think it's safe to say, that I won-" He looks up from his stash and to me. He opens his eyes in fear. He drops all of his things and come running to me. He kneels at my sight. Touching my face and my hair.

"What The Hell!?" He yells in fear. He rubs his face in an apologetic way.

"Crap, Katie, If your can hear me. I'm really- VERY sorry!... You know that huge pill that you took?"

Mhm.

"Well one of the Side effects was a temporary paralyzing if you don't drink or eat anything with it."

Good Eye Mate.

FUCK THAT, I'm scared. I'm paralyzed and I'm shook by that creepy ass dude. What the hell should I do? Should I tell James? Should I keep my mouth shut? Shit.

So much has happened in the past hour I've been awake.

I fall asleep eventually. Scared. Shook. I could barely think.

By the time I wake up, I am no longer paralyzed. It takes me a while to move a little bit. I move bit by bit until I am used to moving my hands and legs again. My legs and arms are cramping. Pain.

I sit up on my bed slowly. I look at my phone time. 1;34. It's afternoon. I woke up from my coma about 11. I'm surprised that no one in my household has called to check up or even came home.

"James-" I go to tell him about the previous situation with the stranger, but it's better to keep my mouth shut. He's already worrying too much about me right now.

"Katie, I'm really sorry." He says. I can tell that he feels bad about me being paralyzed.

"James, It's alright. Can we just watch the movie and eat? I just have too much on my mind right now." I say.

"Katie..." He goes to say something. I can tell it's about the situation. He was going to apologize again.

Fuck James. Would you just leave everything alone!? The situation is over with!

"James!" I yell. He opens his eyes wide in a confused and apologetic way. I calm down, "Would you just please... Just please, forget about everything. I have too much to worry about, I just wanna cuddle with you and watch movies and shit because I am feeling really sore right now." I say softer than before.

I lift my feet on the bed and lie down on my pillow. James gets up and goes to get all the candy that he dropped. He picks it all up and rest' most of it on my nightstand. The rest of it, he just puts in his North Face coat pocket. He comes back to my night stand and grabs a Snickers bar. I don't think he noticed my bag full of chocolate and candy. I open my mouth to say something about it, but I soon close it. Let him just have this moment. He won either way. I sort of cheated at the fact that I have a stash.

"Here." He says, giving the remote willingly to me in my hand.

"What..?" I question.

"You choose the movie. So much has happened since you've woken up." You wouldn't believe.

"Ok. I know what movie we can watch." I say with a small grin as he climbs over me and cuddles his warm body up against mine.

Hey. Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Ya know' Crap has been going on like crazy in my life. Sorry for any errors or anything. Review and Favorite! Anyways, Thanks for reading.

P.S And hell yeah! If you've noticed, I've gotten myself a new Username/PenName!

P.P.S Does anyone know how to change a reading font back to Black once you've changed the FanFic your reading to Night mode? If you know what I mean!? Because I accidentally clicked Night mode and whenever I try to go back to Day mode The font is white...? PM me or Whatever!