Envy:a deadly sin
It's a nice a hopeful breeze blowing through my hair,everything seems so peaceful,why can't my life be like this too?I didn't ask for any of this…Curse the day papa-if he can be called this way,I mean what kind of a father is he…making me go through all of this?-gave me that effin choker…On the other hand…
'Good morning oh Lady Anis, my beloved rose princcess!'
'Seriously now? Tenjoh it's still seven in da mornin' and you've already grossed da crap outta me'…
'My,my I ve been rejected, but it feels SOOO GOOD' Here he goes again…
'Ániiis-sama' Seiran waved a hand
'Hi Seiran'she smiled as he came closer running'
Did everything work out for you yesterday?'
*sweat drop* 'Don't really know what are you talking about Seiran-kun…hehe…stop with this nonsense'
'No I mean about you and…'
'Another word and every one's about to learn about your pj's' she whispered threateningly to him.I am so lame…and desperate,to think that I had to threat Seiran-kun .I'll apologise later. he gulped and closed his mouth till he got to class.
Anis was walking towards her own when her eye got Kaede talking to Mikage. Eeeeep…what are they doing? It seems personal…kyaaaa is she confessing to him? Hmph…who cares, its none of my business right? He can go all he wants with her and I do not ,i repeat, I do NOT care. It takes her some time though, come on be done with it already…what a crappy confession…Kaede looked in her diretion Damn he saw me ,he saw me. What is he going to think now? That I'm a stalker or worse that I like him or something…Oh boy here he comes…
'Don't jump on stupid conclusions I just thought the conversation seemed important and I didn't want to interrupt you…yeah that's all' he didn't look mad
'I didn't ask anything…wait…you j-e-l-a-s?'he crooked his head giving her a smirk.
'Who? Me jealous…more like…surprised that someone fell for you.' Bingo! Play it cool girl that was a hot line..hells yeah…he moved closer so he could look straight in her eyes.
'Why, am I so hard to like?' And why is my heart racing now?it's not like he asked something that i can't answer anyway…
'Weeell,i didn't …err..you know ,mean to…and I..uhm..'
riiiiing
'Bye'she dashed torwards her classroom hiding her face from him.
'We're in the same class.' and with that he followed her
'I know but better be fast.'
'Why you gonna tell the teacher about your grammar problems?' 'Ka-idiot!'
At last, lunch time! That was a close call back then.I wander why I…
'Anis,mind if i talk to you for a while?'a girl with glasses asked
'Mikage-san,of course ,sit with me'.
'Well you and Kaede seem pretty close,and you like him right?'
She almost dropped her lunch upon hearing that.'Whaaat?No no no i mean Kaede is just Kaede,what is there to like about him…pffft…h-his honest eyes o...or his super soft hair and his genuine smile…meh…no'…'in other words there is nothing going on between us, we are just…'Rhode knight and dominion 'we are just…' there's nothing more to us, we're Rhode knight and dominion … right? .. .'Just friends.'the other girl smiled.
'Oh good then because i was talking to him about the other day when we were on that amusement park,you know,if he had fun…and he left when he saw you so i thought…but it doesn't matter, I'd really appreciate it if you gave me some advice…i mean what he likes and stuff.'…
'Ehhh? and how should i know?'why is it so hard on me to talk about this with her…and how do you explain this hole in my chest…W-wait did she say amusement park?Could he…no way…
'Just be yourself Mikage-san' she said as she stood, ready to leave giving her a last smile 'I have to do something very important, Im sorry for leaving so soon. That's it, that's why he was so ticked of the whole time…that jerk…
'Kae-baka,come out, come out wherever you are…'
'Now what?' he raised an eyebrow.
'Just thought you tell me about that thing we were talking about yesterday.' she said
'Yeah, didn't I tell you that you should find it on your own?' unleash the beast of anger…again…
'Maybe it was your birthday and i forgot…'she said taking the «I'm randomly guessing»look.
'My birthday's on July…' he was as stoic as ever
I am going to make you tell me yourself though I already know the reason 'Or maybe you wanted a ride with the hammer but your date refused sooo…'
'Stop! Darn it i can't stand this any more, can you be more blind?'he took her hand in his pulling her closer .*gasp* '…ultimately you'll have to chose one of us.'-that was it she gouldn't hold back- 'So what,what if i did Tenjoh's awakening? It's none of your business whether I'll be with him…'heck no '…or any one else?'
' I see, so it's that way…' he let her hand fall '…you, stop messing with my feelings! You go and say crap on how i m the only one you can call when in need and stuff and what do you do after that? It just devours me,all of this-I am sick of all of this!'
'Now you are yelling at me, some knight indeed!'
'Ha! You're the one to talk.'
'Said the guy with anger management issues'
'SHUT UP!' he shouted banging his fist in the tree behind her '…don't call for me any more if it's not a matter of life or death-ever again!' Then he turned to leave.
'So much for always being there for me.' She thought she saw him stop walking for moment before he continued, pretending not to have heard what she said. She slid slowly to the ground supporting her back on the tree, her feet for the first time not strong enough, she hugged her knees and allowed herself to cry.
When he got out of sight he stopped walking, leaning against the wall and pressed his temple with his fingers making little circles to ease the tension. Dammit Anis!Why are you doing this to me every time I try to tell you…I didn't mean to hurt her, but she doesn't seem to care whether she hurts me or not.
'Your fault, this is your fault for letting her in unconditionally. Did you make your point loud and clear,did you tell her the words you can't bring yourself to say to no one…that you love her?'
'What who's there?'
'Fool, i m in your head no one else can hear me but you, nor can i be seen…hahahaha…she will never love you the way you do!'
'Stop it!'
'Nooo…or else?...hahaha…'
'Gaaghg' he placed a hand on his chest where his heart was…an excruciating pain…he fell on his knees panting erratically… What is going on, my heart…it's like it's ripped of my chest, I can hardly breathe…
'Are you doing this?'
'No silly this is the consequence of hurting your dominion, you're not supposed to treat her that way…hahaha…LEARN YOUR POSITION KNIGHT!Or go to someone else that can appreciate your love… come to me…hahahaha…' the laughter fade away as he was starting to breathe normally…
'What in the world was that?'
# Explanation: hammer I wasn't sure how this amusement thingy is called in English, but that's the English equivalent of how we call it… ^^''
Well, now that was lame i had 1 review and guess what…it was my older cousin…from my computer…and now it looks like i reviewed my self…goshhh {i wasn't there to stop her! She wanted to cheer me up…} =(…Sooo…will you please review so i can improve? tell me what you didn't like or what you liked(if such a thing is possible…)That's about it. Hope you enjoyed, see ya next chaptaO.O
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