Dear diary

Dear diary,

That was by far the craziest week of my whole life. With all the things that actually happened I didn't get the chance to write down my thoughts. Yeah, so where was I…oh…after I got away from that psycho, Tenjoh I found Mutsuki asleep moaning the name of his brother that had died-actually admitted killing him-,or so he told me. Then so far we have a psycho, a murderer and an artificial human, what is next, Kaede revealing to us his biggest secret…that he is a ninja or that he has served with captain Spock?I prefer the former…yah I started wondering about my own mental health too. Is that what they call falling with the wrong friends? Hehe…just kidding, but what was I talking about…oh yeah…and then a freaking monster or demon or whatever that thing was, attacked us. I tried to do my best and he kind of saved my ass at a point and I wanted to call all of the knights to help us out but nooo…stupid Tenjoh took all of my freaking cards. I wanted to kick his sorry butt so hard that my own foot would hurt…Aaanyway…after the awakening M.-shall I write him this way? It's faster-remembered everything (M. VS. Alzheimer: 1-0) and told us his story when we had dinner-Tenjoh's idea-Well I am confident that I had a good grasp of it…I mean most of the words he used were not unknown to me…meh…I said most…
Here is the part I want you to pay attention dear diary…I did an awesome, crazily dramatic exit and guess what…it was ruined. I mean who is able to run in higheels without spraining their ankle, you know, apart from Sara Jessica Parker we are talking about people with normal performance at running with monster heels. And I had to call Kaede help me, no I couldn't call any one else because I was ashamed to do so, and the poor guy had to give me a piggyride cause I am so stupid and I forgot that he doesn't fly or that he doesn't own a ten-meter limo. But I won't write about it because that would mean I am writing about him and I don't want to focus on that right now…I mean who cares if he said to me the sweetest thing I have ever heard…Alright, alright it went something like this:

She was sitting on a corner rubbing her ankle. 'Damn, I can't walk now…Guess I have to call one of them…Mutsuki, no too embarrassed to call him, Tenjoh-senpai is a no, no, Seiran…I am ashamed too…same applies for Kaede but if I really have to go with it…' she kissed the red card for him to appear in less than five seconds.

'Anis…you okay?' his voice concerned and his eyes gazed her as she was curled against the wall.

'Yeah, it's just that I am not used running in this kind of shoes and I sprained my ankle…I was too embarrassed to call anyone but you.' She looked away, blushing a bit. His eyes softened at this.

'Geez if I have to…' he said a teasing smile on his lips. He got closer picking her up and taking her to climb on his back.

'W-what are you doing?' she blushed.

'How else am I supposed to take you home, I cannot fly or something?'

'I really should have called someone else then.'

'No…I am still your knight after all.' He smiled.

'I guess so…you always come for me when I call you…' she blushed and put her face against his shoulder. He moved his head a bit back so as to touch hers…if someone was to ask she would have denied it but she did snuggle closer to him. People were staring at them and that didn't help her state, her face becoming even redder at every single comment she heard. She was so relieved to get home, finally. He carried her up the stairs too, not putting her down even when they were out of her apartment. To be precise he put her down for a few seconds stabilizing her with an arm around her waist to open the door and then carried her, bridal style, to the bed. He laid her down gently, hovering above her a little bit more than needed, and his cheek brushed all too accidentally with hers. He stood there for a while looking at her before he could brake the awkward silence.

'Uhm…I guess I have to go now.' he smiled to her, rubbing the back of his head.

'Well…I-I'll see you tomorrow.' She nodded

He turned to leave. Maybe he could stay…I mean he brought me home and he must be tired and…no bad girl, bad girl Anis! she mentally scowled at herself.

'Kaede…' he turned to look at her.

'Yes?' he said with a soft voice.

'Thank you…' it was only a whisper.

'Sleep well.' He smiled and glanced at her with those eyes again. She could never specify what it was she saw in them, something akin to care, tenderness and…defeat? She didn't understand.

'I want to hug you to death'…

'What?' he raised a brow.

I can't believe that I said this out loud… 'I-I said I want a bag for my depth...yah that's what I said exactly…' what am I saying *mental forehead slap*…couldn't I find something better?

'That doesn't make any sense…' he grimaced.

'And what now, are you trying to interrogate me or something, I wanted to say it and I did alright? Do you have any problem with that?' she was yelling…slightly. Yeah she reacts terrible under pressure.

'Okay…okay' he chuckled raising his hands in defeat. '…Good night princess…' he got out of the appartment and then poked his head behind the door. 'Oh…I meant priestess.' And quickly left.

'That doesn't make any sense…' she grinned to herself.

Well something like that. Somebody must be messing with the flashbacks…I mean come on would I ever say something like that? Okay, okay that's what happened…dammit…anyway. Yeah and if it was anyone else but me she would have melted at that cheesy line, you know 'I am still your knight' stuff. Not me sir, no! The thing is that it was merely the statement of a fact: yes he is my rhode knight. That simple…But as I said before, I do not swallow that kind of bulls** I think the fact that he always comes for me is overrated, come one he has no other choice...What I want to say is, he goes all knightly on me and what does he do after that, huh? He goes kissin' Mikage. Yah, aaall the way .
I was only minding my business when I saw them together talking. He was so serious and I thought something was wrong and then… boom it happened. Oh, I wanted to bang his head on something or throw anything sharp within my reach towards him…No I was not mad at Mikage and definitely I was not jealous.

Exactly, and after that because of him poor Seiran-kun got in trouble. He got mad and left to go get one Arcana card. I tried to act properly as a dominion and brought him with me to follow our friend because it was his entire fault. Then the pigheaded- yah I am still a bit mad at him…just a bit- and I fought about how a girl's and how a boy's mind works though I doubt he really possesses one…But then he got to help a toddler find his mother, and I was like awww…well that didn't last for long cause Seiran got in worse trouble and I was injured and the guys did some of their mambo jumbo to save me…oh boy my hand hurts from writing…anyway and then I had a deep and truthful conversation with Seiran-kun that actually provoked his awakening.

I don't know what each knight needs to be awakened…well he is the only one left now…pffft…And tomorrow I have to attend this dance…yah I could be exited but something in the back of my head doesn't allow me to…
Oh my God Sensei was right writing down incidents and my thoughts on them does help, I feel so much lighter…Woohoo when we'll be done with all o'dis imma write a book out of my adventure and sell the rights for a fortune*evil laugh*…Okay just kiddin…Hope the next time I'll write my brain is not going to have undergone severe damage…that's it…

Omigosh guys I am sososososo sorrrryyyy for being so late but my computer crashed and I lost all of my files for a while and I had to get it fixed…Plus school started again so maybe I won't be able to update every week but rather every fifteen days…^^That's it for now. What do you think? Let me know, reviews are more than appreciated and they make people feel special (c'mon you know you like it when you get some).See ya next chaptaO.O

Love,

Q.V.O.O