L sat in the floor next to me after I had pressed the button for the first floor. He was extremely close to me. "What song were you just singing?" He asked. My mind went blank, "Uh, I'm not sure," I heard myself say. I looked over at him and he was staring at me. His face was extremely close to mine. "Oh" he said and looked away. Soon the door opened and I felt him look at me, then reach up and press the button for his floor. I could still feel him staring at me, so I stared back into his dark eyes.
He was the first to break the stare. I looked down at the floor and began twirling a strand of my auburn hair between my fingers. There was a long silence between us until the door opened on his floor. Neither one of us got up to press the button, we just sat there for a moment. "You want some coffee or tea or something?" L asked, finally breaking the silence. In response, I just nodded.
I followed him to his room where he had Mr. Wammy make us some tea. His room was identical to mine, only ten times more messy. "You really need to learn organization" I heard myself say, as I pushed stuff into the floor so I could sit on the couch. He looked around as if he just noticed everything was a mess, "Oh, well. I'm busy a lot of the time and don't really think much of cleaning" He replied and sat next to me on the couch.
Mr. Wammy set two cups of tea on the coffee table with some sugar cubes, then left us alone. Right away L started adding as much sugar to his tea as he could. After what seemed like minutes, I grabbed his hand, "No, bad L. That's not good for you." I told him then took his tea. He had a saddened look on his face, "But that's mine!" he pleaded. I just smiled and shook my head, "Not anymore" I said and took a drink but immediately regretted it. "Yeah that's definatley not good for you" I coughed. I heard him laughing next to me. "Oh so you think that's funny?" I said in a playful tone. "Kinda" he said smiling. Suddenly I had an idea, "Well," I said, discretely putting my finger tips into the tea, "I don't!" I shouted flicking tea into his face, "Ha! That showed you!" I said.
L looked puzzled for a moment, "Well that wasn't very nice" He said with a smirk. Suddenly I was being pelted in the face with sugar cubes. I jumped up and ran out the door. He followed, still pelting me with sugar. "I surrender!" I shouted, running up a random flight of stairs. "There are no surrenders!" He shouted back, close behind me. I came to a big metal door and pushed it open as hard as I could, then slammed it just before L got there. The stairs apparently lead to the roof. It was raining, but I liked the rain.
The scenery was so beautiful. It was like a dream, an actual dream. Looking up at the sky, I began walking to the edge of the roof. All the sound around me disappeared. Something inside of me made my legs continue forward. "The night goes on as I'm fading away," I began to sing as I closed my eyes, "I'm sick of this life, I just wanna-" Just as I reached the edge I felt myself being pulled back. I fell on the concrete into L's arms. Sound rushed backing into my hearing. "What the hell is wrong with you?!" He shouted over the sound of the rain. All of a sudden I came back to my senses and realized what was about to happen. I looked into his eyes and immediately burst into tears. "I'm so sorry." I weeped as I burried my face in his chest.