Warning, there is mature content in this chapter. I'll put it in italics so you can skip it if you wish.


It was cold as I walked into the water. I shivered and rubbed my arms.
"Cold?" someone asked.
I turned and saw Paul. I smiled and nodded.
"The water is pretty cold."
"Yeah, I guess," he replied.
There was an awkward silence so I decided to speak my mind.
"So why'd you leave the other night?" I asked.
He hesitated.
"It's hard to explain but I had to go do something," he explained.
I nodded.
"Not because of me?" I asked.
"No," he replied with a grin, "You were fine, very fine."
I chuckled at his innuendo and nudged him.
"Sure," I said teasingly.
"Seriously, I regretted leaving but I had to," he said seriously.
"Well, there could always be another chance," I said shyly.
Was I really propositioning him? I guess I really was a slut. Oh well, that's what being fucked with can do to you I guess.
"What about now?" he asked.
"Now?" I replied incredulously.
"Sure, we've got the woods," he said with a smirk, "Unless you're afraid."
I returned the smirk and headed out of the water.
"I'm gonna go for a walk," I called to the group.
Paul followed me.
"It's dangerous to go alone, I'll come with," he said.
I nodded, as if it wasn't planned, and let him take lead.
"Be careful," Bella called.
I gave her a thumbs up and focused on the narrow path in front of me. We walked around for a while until we came to a large tree. He stopped and reached out for me. I took his hand nervously and let him pull me over. Gently I was pushed against the tree and his lips attacked mine. I kissed back softly and allowed his tongue access. I heard and zipping noise and to my surprise he picked me up onto his waist. Instantly I felt something hard pushing against my groin.
"Not much for foreplay are you?" I teased.
"We don't have much time," he said.
I nodded in agreement.
"You owe me next time," I said, "I want the full experience."
"Are you a virgin?" he asked.
I shrugged.
"I've never willingly had sex," I said ominously.
His face hardened.
"What?"
I shushed him and reached down, grabbing his erection tightly.
"Ignore what I just said, we don't have much time remember," I said.
Honestly I was slightly afraid of his size. Nicholas was medium size at best and Paul, well, he was very large. He said nothing but his face slowly melted into a look of pleasure as I rubbed him gently.
"Ready?" he asked.
I nodded and he reached down. He pressed his fingers into me and it was obvious I was already wet from just touching him.
"Wow," he murmured.
"What?" I asked.
"I'm not used to women who get turned on so easy," he said.
I chuckled but it was washed away by a moan as he pushed his fingers in farther. His face became serious as he thrust his fingers in and out, rubbing a very sensitive spot inside of me. I groaned and let my head fall back slightly.
"You're so tight," he said quietly.
I blushed and let out a moan as he found my clit with his thumb. He knew what he was doing as he played me like a piano. It didn't take long for me to become close. I felt a warm sensation spreading over me, and a need to move my hips. It all felt amazing. I moved my hips and it felt like an explosion went off inside of me. I whimpered and clung to him, moans pouring from my mouth. He removed his fingers and I whined, just to be shut up as he thrust inside of me. I gasped as pain zinged through me. It was a dull ache as he started moving. He cupped my face and kissed me deeply.
"It'll stop hurting soon," he said.
"I know, it's just that you're so big," I said honestly.
I blushed a little as he chuckled.
"I get that a lot," he said.
I wanted to slap the ego out of his head but as I debated, he thrust rather hard. I winced as he stretched through me. It felt good but still hurt slightly. Once we got a motion going, pleasure began to build up. He leaned closer to me and nipped at my ear. I stifled a moan as his tongue traced up the shell of my ear.
"Paul," I whispered.
He groaned and held me tighter. I hiked my legs up higher and focused on his dick. It spread feelings all over my body from my head to my toes and I wanted more of it.
"Harder," I begged.
He smirked and slammed into me. A squeak wretched it way from my mouth. I could hear him laughing as he slowed his movements.
"You're too cute," he said quietly.
I blushed partially from embarrassment and partially from being so close. Every thrust brought me closer and closer to the edge. My nails bit into his shoulders as I felt it coming. I rocked my hips and felt him brushing that sweet spot inside of me.
"Oh Paul," I moaned.
As he thrust faster, he started shaking. I could tell his end was near and urged my own orgasm on. Suddenly he reached between us, holding me with just one arm.
"Jesus, how can you do that?" I asked.
He just smirked and held me tighter. His finger finally brushed my small bundle of nerves and I gasped. After my previous orgasm, I was incredibly sensitive. He strummed my clit softly and brought me to my thrashing end. I cried his name and leaned my head against him. He let out a soft growl as he thrust one last time. I could feel his fluids pouring into me which kind of turned me on again. I lifted my head and met his eyes. What had I just done? I let a soft groan out as I realized I had thought with my hormones and not my emotions.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, just not sure I made the best choice," I mumbled.
"Why?"
"I know you want nothing more than sex and I don't want to get attached to you," I explained, "But sadly I do have something of feelings for you."
His eyes lightened up in realization.
"Well, as long as you know where I stand it's okay, you wouldn't be the first girl to fall for me," he said.
I nodded.
"Thank you though, it was nice to have sex and actually want it," I said.
I don't know why but I felt like I could talk to him.
"What's with that? What happened?" he asked.
I could see anger in his features and I poured out my story. By the time I finished he was shaking.
"You okay?" I asked.
He nodded and cleared his throat, calming himself down.
"I can't believe someone could do that," he said.
"Yeah, worse things could have happened though, at least I'm alive," I whispered.
He sighed and pulled me close.
"Don't tell anyone," I asked.
"I won't, don't tell anyone I'm hugging you either," he said with a chuckle.
I smiled and nodded.
"Got it," I replied.
He patted my shoulder and stood.
"I guess we should get back," he said.
"Yeah, it is getting dark," I agreed.
He gave me one last kiss before we started walking.
"Just a quick question," I said softly.
He turned, eyebrow rose, and waited.
"How was I?" I whispered.
"You were great, why?" he asked.
"He always told me I was like a dead fish," I replied.
I stared down at my hands, which were wringing themselves. He touched my chin and tipped my head up, staring in my eyes.
"Don't listen to him, if I had the chance, I'd do it all over again," he said.
I thanked him and smiled softly. He really could be sweet given the opportunity.
"No telling anyone I'm kind of nice okay?" he asked.
"Gotcha," I replied with a laugh.
We started down the path and by the time we got to the group it was dark.
"Dude, Jake's pissed," Embry said as he ran up.
"Why?" I asked.
Embry gave me a look.
"We could hear you two," he said.
"Shit," I groaned, "Wait, why is he mad about that?"
He gave Paul a nervous look and Paul cleared his throat.
"No reason, probably just offended," he said, "He's pretty uptight about that stuff."
"Ah, okay," I said.
Something was wrong. I couldn't put my finger on it but they were keeping a secret.
"Where is he now?" I asked.
He pointed to the houses and I nodded.
"I'm gonna go talk to him," I decided out loud.
As I saw Bella, I felt instant dread.
"Did Bella hear?" I whispered.
Embry shook his head. Relief flooded my veins.
"Thank God," I groaned.
"I'm not sure it's the best idea to talk to Jake right now," Embry said.
"Yeah he can get pretty mad," Paul said.
"Says the guy with the infamous anger," I retorted, "I'll be fine."
Paul sighed but motioned towards the houses.
"Be my guest," he said roughly.
I thanked him and walked straight past Bella, who gave me a confused look.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
"To talk to Jacob," I said.
"Why?" she asked.
"I think I made him mad the other day and I want to talk about it," I lied.
"Well he said he was going home for the night, so we should just go home," she said.
Suddenly all the boys gathered around us.
"Actually I think it'd be best if you stayed," Paul said.
He looked incredibly angry and I questioned this, until I heard foot steps coming closer. Out of the woods walked someone I didn't want to see for the rest of my life.
"Nicholas," I whispered.
"Nicholas?" Paul snarled.
I nodded and he smirked.
"Good, I can maim him," he said.
"Don't!" I cried, pulling him back.
He glared at me and yanked away. Damn his anger.
"You're in the wrong place leech, get off our reservation," Paul said, stalking forward.
"Where's Jake when you need him?" Seth whispered.
"Leech?" I asked Bella.
She gave me a nervous look but said nothing. I sighed. What the hell kind of secret were they keeping?
"There's the slut, how was your romp in the woods sweetheart?" Nicholas said.
I winced and Bella gave me a pointed look but didn't say anything.
"Shut the hell up," Paul snarled.
He stopped inches from Nicholas.
"You're outnumbered here," Paul said.
"I'm not here to fight kid, just give me Nai and I'll be gone," he said simply, as if it made all the sense in the world.
"Over my dead body," someone said from the woods.
Jacob walked out and started forward. Nicholas just laughed.
"What are a bunch of reservation boys going to do to me, you're probably not one fourth of my age," Nicholas said.
What the hell was he talking about? He was only twenty-five.
"You still haven't figured it out yet?" Jacob asked.
"Figured what out?" I asked.
"I'm sorry to tell you like this Nai, but he's a cold one, a vampire," Seth said softly.
I stared at him momentarily before bursting into laughter.
"Oh you got me good," I laughed.
"Seriously," Seth said.
The look on his face made the smile slide off of mine.
"That can't be possible," I whispered.
"Well it is," Paul snapped.
I sent him a glare and looked back at Nicholas.
"Is that why he's so strong?"
Seth nodded.
"There's something else you need to-"
I let out a soft groan and cut him off.
"You're shape shifters aren't you? Werewolves?" I asked.
He nodded again.
"You're all mutts?" Nicholas asked.
Fear was finally on his face.
"That's right, and if you don't leave now, we have full rights to kill you," Paul said, "Which would be a delight after what you did to Nai."
I winced as the boys gave me questioning looks.
"The slut got what she deserved," Nicholas said, "But alas, I am outnumbered, don't worry Nai, I will be back for you."
"Not with us around," Jacob said.
"You'll slip up, they always do," Nicholas said with a smirk, before running off faster than I've ever seen anyone run.
"Okay, so the tribal stories are true?" I asked Bella.
She nodded.
"That's why we brought you, so when you found out, it wouldn't be such a shock," she said.
"I told you, only the vampires freak me out," I said.
"Speaking of that," she said nervously.
I watched her fingers twitch as she took a deep breath.


"WHAT?!" I screamed.
I threw a pillow at Edward and he caught it with ease.
"Stay out of my head you mind raping perv!"
Jacob chuckled behind me and Edward gave me a disapproving look.
"I can sort through what I hear so I'm not always listening in," he said.
"Good, because my thoughts are very scattered and no one needs to hear them," I said.
"Probably all static," Jacob teased.
I slapped him full force and winced as my hand throbbed.
"Don't do that, you'll just hurt yourself," he said, taking my hand.
I blushed slightly as he inspected my hand and looked away. Bella gave me a confused look but I ignored her. I couldn't tell her I was falling for Jacob, because whether or not she admitted it, she cared for him, even just a little.
"You should be fine," he said.
"Thanks," I said quietly.
He met my eyes with a kind smile on his face.
"Don't do it anymore, I don't want you getting hurt."
"Aye aye captain," I said with a mock salute.
He grinned wider and ruffled my hair.
"So you're not mad anymore?"
His face darkened.
"I forgot about that due to the circumstances," he said.
"About what?" Bella asked.
"Nothing," Jacob and I said suddenly.
Apparently he understood that Bella didn't need to know about Paul and I having sex. Suddenly Edward coughed awkwardly, looking at me pointedly.
"Damn it Edward!" I yelled.
"I won't say a word, that's your business," he promised.
"What happened?" Bella demanded.
She briskly walked over to me and grabbed my shoulders.
"Tell me, now," she commanded me.
I tore free and shook my head.
"There are things sisters don't need to know about each other," I replied.
She stared at me for a good long while before shaking her head.
"Fine," she said roughly, "But whatever it is, it's obviously bad so it better not happened again."
I shrugged and Jacob looked rather angry.
"She's right, it shouldn't happen again," Jacob said.
"Whatever, I'm going to bed," I said, "I'm tired of the third degree."
As I went upstairs I heard footsteps following me.
"Bella I-"
"I was serious," Jacob said, pushing me against the wall.
"Listen Jacob, it's my life, if I feel like having a fling, I will, not like it's going to harm anyone," I said.
"It will when you fall for him, and when he breaks your heart," he said.
"I won't fall for him, it's just sex, I know that," I said.
He shook his head.
"You shouldn't give that out to just anyone," he said harshly.
"It was taken from me at fourteen, why not just give it out now? Not like I have anything special to give!" I shouted.
"You are incredibly special and what you have to give is the most precious thing in the world Nai, wise up!" he snarled.
Then to my surprise, I was pulled into his arms. Warm lips pushed to my forehead as his arms encircled me.
"You need to realize how incredible you are," he whispered.
"Not incredible enough to get the person I want," I murmured, pulling away, "Thanks though."
I shut my door and laid down in bed, staring at the ceiling.