Authors Notes: I'm really sorry for the retarded writing for the 2nd and 3rd pov last chapter, I got no clue what happened there. They also wiped out my spacing which made the last POV lose emotion…. ANYWAY. I wanna thank Piffsheep, Simsen and Dark-Zeblock for reviewing my chapter and all the people who subscribed and faved! I know in some chapters they seem like fillers although if u like that intensity of the last chapter then there is WAY more of that planned. I wish I could tell u but It would majorly ruin the ending (and the ending I gt planned is intense plus a lot of the stuff on tha way there) So pleez if there is a slower chapter still review to help me get out the next one :D ILY

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Sasori POV

My eyes peeled open slowly as I found myself staring at an open white abyss lying on my back. What was happening? Had I really died this time?

I shot up into a sitting position and instantly wished that I hadn't. Sharp surges of pain shot through my stomach and surged though my whole body. I my right hand wrapped around my stomach wile I shoved my left index finger into my mouth and bit down hard, it was my way of dealing with pain and automatically happened when I was in pain, just out of habit.

I felt something warm dribble out of the corner of my mouth and dropped onto the white sheets that I lay under. Blood. Stupid Hidan, he got a few lucky shots to my stomach and he now has me coughing up blood every time I move.

I was so confused, where was I? Was I dead? Another drop of blood splashed onto the sheets as I kept my head held down.

I lifted my head and wiped the blood from my mouth on the back of my arm. It was just then that I realized that someone had taken off my shirt to bandage up my dislocated shoulder, the only thing I was wearing where my black jeans. I looked at the large purple bruises on my stomach. I really hated Hidan.

I shoved my arms under the covers and looked around the pale room, the walls where white along with everything else. The only patch of color was coming from the person who was pacing the floor anxiously while talking on the phone. Akita.

"Aright, Alright" she argued "I will be back at work in about half an hour…..okay bye" She said hanging up the phone and placing her hand on her forehead. She looked up and noticed me staring back at her. "Oh Sasori your awake" she said walking over towards the side of the bed.

"What happened?" I said in a croaky voice.

Akita sighed and wiped up the blood on my chin that I had probably missed. "Deidara brought you to the principal and she called the ambulance and brought you here" Akita said smiling.

"Hm" I answered lowering my head.

"I know about the fight" She said in one breath "I know what happened"

"It would surprise me if you didn't" I muttered in response.

"Why are you and Hidan always fighting like that" She said a little angrier, she knew all about me and Hidan and was often the one breaking up out fights "and this time you get hospitalized"

I didn't answer her. I had known Akita for a few years, She wasn't going to give up, not on this topic and not on me. That was something I liked and greatly despised about her.

She sat down on the chair that was next to the hospital bed as a look of stress and discomfort crossed over her features "Sasori" she said in a wary tone, this was making me nervous "There is something else I want to talk to you about" she muttered into her lap.

My body froze inside as a deep knot of stress and panic twisted itself together in my stomach. She Knows I thought to myself in distress Shit, She found out, that has to be it. (1) I thought to myself trying to keep a calm expression on the outside.

I turned my head lightly to the left, not making eye contact with my teacher "I have no clue what you're talking about" I grunted, I hope that I sounded convincing enough.

She let out another heavy breath. She didn't want to push the topic further, it was uncomfortable for both of us, this is how I knew she had found out my secret that I tried too hard to cover up at every foster family I go to, I'm pretty sure not even my social worker knows.

Suddenly a nurse walked into the room breaking the tension. Thank goodness! I though as she walked over to us.

She smiled that fake smile all nurses have to smile "well now that he is finally up I think it's safe for him to go home" she said to Akita "we have the medication ready for you to stop him coughing up blood and should be given twice a day." The nurse turned back to me "alright Sasori san you're good to go now, just take it easy for a while" she said happily "and don't forget to take your medication, if you start to cough up more blood come back for a checkup"

I really hated how nurses knew your name and acted as if you had told them. I nodded looking down at the blood stains already made on the white sheets. With that the nurse left and not long after Akita followed her to the door.

"I will let you get dressed" she said walking out the door.

I let out a half sigh of panic, what would I do if she now knew my secret.


TIME SKIPPP: Later that day :D

I opened my eyes as I lay on the couch. Akita had just dropped me off at home before she had to rush back to work. I looked down at my watch. 6:30. Uhh I felt like a wreck…well more than I did at the beginning of the day. My stomach, shoulder and arms where all wrapped up in bandages plus the medicine they gave me made me tired and left a bad taste in my mouth.

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tik tok on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

I could tell Kioni was home, I could hear and feel her music pounding though the house making everything slightly vibrate. Today was Thursday and, as she had informed me, she didn't have dancing on so she was at home. Deidara was probably home as well, he probably got sent home straight after Tsunade had found that wound on his shoulder.

Something caught my attention though. Something playing faintly in the background of Kioni's bad music (2) something familiar.

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

I knew that tune…wait of course I knew it, I set it as my ringtone, man this medicine was taking the crap out of me. I hauled my aching body off the couch and walked across the lounge room and up the stairs. The song continued to play as I followed the sound into Deidara's room. I hadn't been able to find my phone this morning so maybe this would give me a hint.

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

I dug around though my things but my phone wasn't there. I scratched the back of my head and looked underneath my bed where I kept all my puppets neatly hung up. It wasn't there either. This was starting to piss me off, I never let my ringtone ring for this long, I just hated making people wait for me to pick up.

I began tearing the room apart, ignoring my shredded body's limitations. I ripped through all the cupboards and under my blankets and underneath Deidara's bed AND though his desk. But nothing. My ringtone continued to play although the song was nearing the end.

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

I looked over around the room once more, destroyed form my frantic search, and spotted something…abnormal.

The pants Deidara where wearing today seemed to be glowing and moving at the same time, I was strange. I walked over to the pile of clothes sitting in the corner of the room and reached into his pocket and pulling out the cause of the flashing and vibrating. My black flip phone.

What the hell was my phone doing in Deidara's pocket? I questioned as I ran my fingers over the sleek surface of the phone that continued to vibrate in my palm.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Realizing that the song was coming to an end, I quickly flipped open my phone, not bothering to check who was calling.

"Hello" I said into the phone

"Sasori?" someone asks "Ohh my goshh Sasori! Why the hell did you hang up on me and then you never answered my calls or Yahiko's we were all worried something had happened!" the person scolded in a sharp voice

Konan…Obviously

"Because Akita's step son bloody stole it" I hissed back at Konan

"Is he cute?" Konan asked throwing me off guard with her question

"What!"

"You heard me, is he cute?" she repeated

"Aren't you already dating Nagato though?" I asked in desperation

"Not for me you dolt" she answered

My cheeks burned red "what the hell are you talking about?!NO!" I shook my head wanting to change the topic "Why the hell didn't you tell me Hidan was coming to my school" I hissed

Konan let out a frustrated breath "That's what I tried to tell you but you hung up on me!"

I opened my mouth to yell 'that was probably Deidara!' but I didn't want to risk that topic being discussed again so I didn't answer her question.

"Are you alright?" Konan said "I mean did Hidan…" she knew all too well of Hidan and I's hatred of each other.

I let out a sigh "Considering his true goal I would say so"

"What do you mean?" she said in a cautious tone

"Meaning that his true goal was to kill me and he only got to hospitalize me" I grunted

"OMGGG you're in hospital!!!!"

"I was"

"So what now?"

"I got 2 weeks detention and he is suspended after he pulled a knife on me" I said with a smile playing on my lips

Konan sighed "what happened, you normally win"

I hissed between clenched teeth, Konan was almost as bad as Deidara sometimes but she knew just what to say to piss me off, while Deidara just did it naturally.

I was just about to respond I here'd a door open in the background on Konan's side of the phone.

"Oh sorry I have to go but I will catch up with you this weekend if you're up to it" she said

"Hmm" I answered and hung up the phone.

I walked over unsteadily to my bed and lay down shoving the phone underneath my pillow. I was still exhausted and I could use a rest. I let my heavy eyelids drop shut and fell into a shallow sleep


Deidara Pov

I looked in the long fogged up mirror in the main bathroom. My long hair hung past my shoulders in long wet strips. Maybe it was time to cut my hair for the first time in years; it was getting too hard to manage lately. I sighed and lifted the hair that hung over my left shoulder observing the long cut carved into my skin. Courtesy of Hidan.

It still hurt a little bit although I could move around. Hidan hadn't purposely tried to cut me, which is probably why the cut got shallower as it came up my shoulder. I let my hair fall back into place, covering up the wound. Maybe I wouldn't cut my hair; it did such a good job of hiding scars on my body.

I pulled away from the mirror and got dressed in a white t shirt and a new pair of blue jeans then gathered my things and moved out of the bathroom. I walked down the hall. I could hear the TV playing sport downstairs and I could smell Akita's cooking; everything was going on as it should have been.

I opened the door to my room and lay down on my bed. What a day today had been. I rolled over to see Sasori fast asleep on his bed. He was still a wreck, his face was pale, his hair was a mess, and a small stream of blood trickled out of the corner of his mouth as his body trembled from coughing in his sleep. Akita had told me to tell her if I saw that happening.

I rolled myself off my bed and walked over to his bed. I reached down and shook his shoulder lightly. His eyes closed tighter and his teeth bit into his bottom lip. My hand dropped to my side again as his eyes opened slowly. He looked up at me half asleep again. His eyes, instead of their original chocolate brown, had turned to the color of murky brown river water. He looked really venerable; this was a side I had never seen.

"What?" he said not in a harsh tone, his voice croaky from sleeping.

"Your coughing up blood again, you need to tell Akita un" I said not really know what to say.

He sat up slightly and wiped away the blood, missing half of it completely, with his fingers and then looked back up at me "don't tell Akita" he said, his tone throwing me off guard, it seemed as if her was begging me not to tell, it was different.

"Sasori kun you got…"

"Please don't tell anyone" he begged

No I was mistaken, this is what threw me off the most, he was probably choking on all the pride he had to swallow down to say that one word.

"Fine I won't tell but you better take your medication un" I said as a look of disgust crossed his face

"Fine" he muttered

I turned around, he was stubborn but for once I had actually gotten though to him, and walked back over to my bed.

"Deidara kun" he said again softly.

I turned around to look at him again "Un?"

"Th-Thanks" he mumbled before looking away "for what happened today"

Please, Thanks what was up with him today. But I had to admit, he looked pretty cute when he was all beat up like that….Wait what!!! No way I hadn't just thought that…gosh today had really screwed with my head…yea that was it I wasn't thinking straight.

"Its fine" I say giving a smile and then dropping down exhausted onto my bed. Yea that's right I just wasn't thinking straight.


Authors Notes: Aww Sasori and Deidara are staring to like each other more! Well I had a pupil free day today so I finished up this chapter. Sorri it's a lil slow but next chapter is going to be just a short funny intermission type...that shall come out soon. Anywayy thanks you guys for reviewing...pleez keep it up. The next chapter won't come out until at least one person reviews…so yeaa.


(1): Yes Sasori has a secret…that shall be revealed later on in the story in the next few chapters

(2): Song: Tik Tok by Kesha… I don't hate Kesha, she's just kinda random…I actually got this on my iPod but yea im

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