Authors Notes: Well I got a reasonable good response for my tiny chapter I wrote a few days ago. I Just wanna say thanks to Blood Drenched Scorpion and XxSeRaSxaLuCaRdxX Who reviewed, thanks you rock! (Thanks so much for reading it I appreciate it tones)

I Started writing a Death Note fiction so my chapter updated may be a little slower then before, I apologize for the delay for this chapter. Although check that out pleeze. Well heres my next chapter :D

SASORI POV

I sat in the corner of me and Deidara's bedroom. My head tilted up against the wall as I watched the ceiling fan slowly spin round. It was weird; 2 days ago when Yahiko…died it felt as if the whole world had stopped in its tracks although I now realized it never had, people still lived there lives like nothing had ever happened while I curled up into the corner wishing I would just wake up.

My eyes slid over towards my bed, I refused to lie down in it. It made me feel helpless. I had come back from the hospital yesterday although I still didn't understand.

I didn't understand why Akita and Kentaro and Naomi and Kagemi and everyone at the hospital insisted that I stayed under what felt like house arrest for three more days. It may as well have been 3 years because that's what if felt like to me.

They wouldn't even let me go to my own friends funeral.

I raked my fingers though my knotted red hair that I hadn't brushed in days and gripped onto clumps of my fringe. I shut my eyes so tight as another tear squeezed its way free and dribbled down the side of my face then dropping onto my still burning arms.

What the bloody hell was wrong with me!

I hadn't cried since I was seven and now ever since I came to live with Deidara I had turned into some kind of teary baby.

I hated him for that.

But yet again I owed Deidara the world at this moment for doing me the biggest favor of my life.

DEIDARA POV

The Violent wind blew back my long hair as I stood in the Amegakure graveyard. Next to me was Akita and she held her hand up to her face failing to hold back tears for one of her students.

The funeral was for Sasori's friend Yahiko. Apparently Sasori had been in pretty bad shape and now wasn't allowed to leave the house for a few days which worked out well because he was too depressed to even leave our bedroom.

Although this morning, the one day he actually wanted to leave to go to the funeral he couldn't go. This let me tell you did not go down easily with him. Although that was the main reason I was standing here. Sasori had asked me to go for him, I guess I agreed because I felt guilty for being so selfish the other day in the hospital, I guess I owed it to him. Or maybe it was because I was actually starting to like him as a close friend.

People began to approach the grave as the coffin was lowered down. The leaned over and dropped flowers and other objects down in memory. At this point I realized that there weren't many people, a few people from the orphanage, his foster family and a couple of friends that he had.

My eyes grew watery.

What the Hell! I didn't even know this guy yet I was crying? How stupid was that? I guess the last funeral I had been to was the one for my mother, maybe it was just the memory.

Akita had split from my side and was now off talking to some people from her work that I didn't recognize just as I sensed someone walking closer to me.

"Are you Akita's step son Deidara?" The person said

I looked down. There before me stood a small blue haired girl with a intricate origami flower placed in her hair and a small silver stud underneath her lip. Regardless of where she was right now she still managed to smile at me. Wait a second, I remembered her, this was that girl that was always trying to call Sasori when I had his phone.

"Yea" I replied not really knowing how to respond.

"I'm Konan, one of Sasori's friends" she paused "by the way you wouldn't know where he is would you? It's unlike him to miss something like this" she said a twinge of sadness in her voice.

"He couldn't make it although he wanted me to go instead un" I answered

Her dark amber eyes grew heavier with sadness "how is he?" she mumbled

"Well the people at the hospital told him not to leave the house for a few days to get some rest although-" I began before I was cut off by her warm hand fastening tightly around my wrist

"Come with me" she said pulling me away from the small funeral till we got out of earshot of the crowd.

She turned back around to face me "Listen, I know you know about Sasori's…problem" she said choosing her words carefully although at the same time all the politeness that was present in her voice a few moments ago was gone.

"When did you find out?" I asked curiously, Sasori strikes me as the person that would keep secrets like that from even his closest friends so I was genuinely curious

"I caught him one day on accident" Konan said shaking her head "not even Nagato or" she paused "Yahiko knows…or knew"

Silver tears dripped heavily out of her eyes but they still looked up at me for an answer to her previous question.

"He kind of just stays in our bedroom and only ever talks to me, and even when he does it's not a whole lot" I said pausing "he doesn't eat and barely sleeps and when he isn't in our bedroom he is locked in the bathroom doing god knows what" Hearing my own voice made me realize just how worried I actually was for him.

"I blame myself for Yahiko's death and so does Nagato" she mumbled sadly "but if Sasori every found out the real reason he died, he would never forgive himself and I don't know what he would do"

She turned around and began to walk over towards her friend's grave the wind blowing back her short hair.

"No!" I yelled "wait a second!"

She turned around slowly and smiled at me

"What really happened?" I asked running a little to stand next to her. I knew it wasn't my place to ask and if she didn't want to tell me I would completely understand although I had to try.

Konan looked up at me with her sad looking eyes "If I tell you" she said slowly and carefully "you have to promise me not to tell a soul"

Authors Notes: dammnn I never realized how long I actually left this chapter sozz 4 the delay but I went on KYCK a Christian youth camp in the blue mountains. Twazz funn, ennywhoo thanks again Im sorry this chapter may be a tad uninteresting but I finished it in a day cuz I felt guilty bout leaving it this long.

Hope u like it and pleeze review I will love u forever if u do.

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