So this chapter explains who Carrie is and what she was to Sherlock. Sorry for the short chapter suffering from some writers block.
Sherlock walked the streets with pain in his eyes. How could John do this to him. He found a semi-nice backstreet to promptly freak out. He fell against the wall and slid down the side. Then he put his head in his hands to realize he was hyperventilating. He spent years trying to " Delete" his past, but there was so many things. He couldn't delete them all. He hated her. She was the last person Sherlock had ever dated. She was the only woman that had the power to break his heart. Was he insane? Is that why he was freaking out? Compose yourself, Sherlock.
" Your not mad, Sherlock. If that's what you thinking." a voice told him.
" Of course I'm not mad. How's the diet, Mycroft?" Sherlock asked and smiled to see his brother purse his lips.
" You need to go back to the flat." Mycroft said flatly.
" Oh I will. In an hour or two," Sherlock secretly though piss off. This is not your business.
" Look I know you have had an off week, but everyone has to face there demons at some point. So John and I thought we should ask you, then we thought otherwise. I mean what are the odds you would say yes. Hmm?" no answer." Well then we tracked her down. After finding the woman we invited her over. She of course said yes. If we new you'd be so dramatic I would have suggested sedating you. I mean please Sherlock your a mess. Now stop acting like a fool and get up."
" Why should I? There's no point." Sherlock stubbornly looked away.
" Sherlock get up!"
" What for?"
"Your right you can handle a girl from your past yet you can handle thousands of dead bodies. You can solve murders every other day yet when you see something from your past, you run like a child. Face it ,Sherlock, Your pathetic."
" I am not pathetic!" Sherlock yelled as he got to his feet.
" Then prove it. Face your demons. Or else you a coward. And before you say I don't understand, I do. When you were in college you were a big shot. You dated almost every girl for at least a month, but nothing serous. Then Carrie comes around and you fall for her. You try hard to impress her for a year before she starts to like you too. You get drunk, do something's and a week later she says she's leaving. I've done my research. Now let's go."
" I'm not a coward, Mycroft. I will not show off for you. But I do have to go to the flat anyway. I forgot to do something." Sherlock started to walk when a jet black car pulled up. "I'm perfectly capable of walking home."
Capable yes, willing no. Get in" Mycroft said putting ice into his words. Making shure there was no way Sherlock could say no.
Sherlock silently got into the car hating the feeling of defeat. Looks like Mycroft knows your tricks, and he's got some of his own.
So I am thinking about some anger from John. and romance between Carrie and Sherlock. Maybe even some Johnlock?
You tell me what you want to see.