People think being a "ghost"is all scaring people and floating around. When I look at myself I see me like I was before I died. I look exactly like I always did. But when I look at Roman he looks more of a ghost than I do. its been a little over 7 months since my death. Figures I'd still be here because I wasn't ready to go, Also I can't bear to leave Roman I wonder if I was standing right in front of him, if he would be able to see me. I have kept my distance so I don't mess with his head anymore. He was first upset about my passing he than became angry. Now? He is just floating through days no emotion, Sleeping with girl after girl. This isn't the Roman I knew or loved.
He seemed to have made a friend you could maybe call him. His names Peter I'm just happy to see him with someone other than his mother or himself. Sometimes I wish I could touch him again tell him I love him even talk to him, his mom didn't try to make him forget. I think it may of been better if she did, now all he can do is remember and suffer.
He was sitting on the bench smoking a cigarette watching people walking around the park. I was right behind him I wanted to touch his hair, his face. I couldn't help it I touched his neck up through his hair. He whipped around and looked right at me, I thought he saw me but he didn't seem too. He turned around again. I was walking away when I heard him whisper "Callie.." So he couldn't see me but he could feel me and he knew it was me. I couldn't help it I turned back around and hugged him from behind "I'm here Roman, I'll always be here". This time when he turned around he could see me I saw something I hadn't seen in a long time from him emotion. "Callie!" He jumped up and hugged me. "You can see me?" I asked him he than realized the shock too. "Yeah I can, I don't care why.." I than seeing I could talk to him hit him in his arm. "Ow what the hell!?" "Where do you get off with sleeping with girl after girl not calling any of them back!" "You weren't this pretencious jerk before!" He smirked "typical callie.. No I was always this way just never to you."
It hadn't occured to me that maybe he was like this, Every girl wants to be that "special one" and I was that special girl to Roman. I hugged him again "I've missed you so much" He looked in my eyes, me too.. I still am planning on avenging your death. "No there's no need to do that Roman" His face suddenly became angry "What do you mean! Look what she did to you, to us to our love!" I touched his face, "Roman I loved you because you weren't like your mother you were different than her.. better than her!" "Besides I have a much better idea my love.