[Ouran Group Chat]

Me: Hey, InfiniteSnow here, looks like Kaoru became a pervert. *smirks*

Kaoru: How? *glares*

Me: You started using blood tablets.

Hikaru: And this is relevant in what terms…?

Me: His Thirst is becoming stronger… and his lust for her is becoming powerful…*smiles*

Kaoru: …

Hikaru: …

Haruhi: ehhh? What are you talking about, InfiniteSnow?

Kaoru: *blushes*

Hikaru: *facepalms*

Me: *smiles* Just irrelevant things, Haru-chan. I think we should get started with the story, don't you think?

Haruhi: I think we should.

Me: Can you say the roll for me?

Haruhi: Sure. InfiniteSnow doesn't own Ouran High School Host Club and its characters. She does, however, own the new characters (OC characters), and the plotline of the fanfic. Please r&r, and no flames please!

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[Kaoru's POV]

The days seemed to drag on.

It felt heavy.

I can't stand it that how, how, how did she manage to make me fall so hard for her.

I sat up in bed.

I ruffled my amber hair, not caring if the hair was in its usual style or not.

She made me fall for her, enough for me to not care anymore about life…

What is going on with me.

I dressed and went downstairs with the rest of the family.

Mizumi was serving us our breakfast, and continually never lifted her eyes off the table as she served us our meals.

"Mizumi, more raspberry jam, please," mother ordered.

"Yes, mistress," she flatly replied.

She took the empty jar to the kitchen doors, and a moment later, that girl came out with a trolley and sealed compartments in it.

"Haruhi, make sure you eat breakfast!" Mizumi called after her, as she came as well, putting a full jar of the jam on our table.

She smiled at Mizumi over her shoulder, making my heart almost stop.

"Maybe, maybe not!" she giggled.

"That will be a maybe and a yes!" Mizumi waved a fist in the air.

"I said MAYBE," she laughed and wheeled the food up.

My heart throbbed as I was near her, all the time.

My throat started to burn, and I grasped it.

I looked up to see Hikaru looking at me with solemn eyes.

He pointed a finger underneath the table and I put a hand underneath it. He put a container in the small of my palm.

I took it to my lap and was shocked to find it to be a packet of blood tablets.

I took two and dissolved it with the water of my glass.

My eyes turned red as I drank the disgusting liquid. At least it is quenching me for now. But I am starting to feel scared that even the blood tablets are wearing off and losing their effectively.

And it is drawing closer and I am scared…

[Haruhi's POV]

I rapped the door four times, and said, "Azu-nee."

"Come in," she said.

I yawned as I reached for her room key around my neck.

I pouted as I wheeled the trolley in and locked the door.

"I feel like a vampire," I laughed as I wheeled the trolley to her.

"In what way?" she giggled.

"It is 9 o'clock at night and I feel wide awake," I rolled my eyes.

"Hmm, very unusual for a human," she laughed.

"It is," I puffed my cheeks.

She took her right index finger out to poke my weak spot.

"Eat," I emphasized the trolley to look more appealing than tickling me right now.

She rolled her eyes just like I did, and she giggled as she opened the contents of her meal.

She ate slowly, making sure to enjoy the meal.

After she was done, she went to brush her teeth, and she came back to the bed.

"You know, Azu-nee, for a change, you should come outside with me," I gave her a warm smile.

"I don't want to," she quickly answered.

"But I want to pet bunnies with you!" I whined.

Then she recalled something, maybe a memory of seeing me stroke a bunny's belly for hours and hours and hours. To tell you the truth, it felt more like work than enjoyment.

The silence drawled on and on until she said, "I'm scared."

I softened at this.

Who wouldn't be?

"Of course you are," I whispered.

I reached across and took Azumi's hand in mine.

"But you won't become stronger if you don't forgive him," I finished.

She yanked her hand out, "I can live without him."

"I can sense that every day that passes by, it is becoming harder for you to stay away," I said.

She wouldn't meet my eyes.

"I scolded him for any unknown reason why you might be suffering, but he really wants you back. He is always keeping you in his heart," I sadly smiled at this.

Somewhere in my heart, I felt complete.

It felt like me and my mom had finally finished our struggling and was able to join hands.

I missed you so much, mom.

You were here all along…

Tears drip out, but I smile and continue.

"He very much misses you. Won't you forgive him?" my voice was so quiet, like I had been suffocated all along.

She pulled me in a hug, "Shh, shh, just for you I will talk to him…calm down."

Pain flashed like hot white burning sensation behind my eyes.

My head was becoming dizzy, and I began to fall limp in her arms.

"…Haruhi…? Haruhi…? HARUHI!" Azumi was shaking me.

"Ungh, I feel so weak," I murmured.

"That's not good," she took my temperature with the back of her hand.

"Here let me take my blood tablets with water and then you can sleep next to me in bed for a few hours. Are the others awake?" she scrunched her nose.

"Yeah," I shrugged.

"Huh, and I am becoming a human and you're becoming a vampire. Weird," she laughed.

I laughed along with her, and she drew me in, and we let the sweet veil of sleep take over.

[Azumi's POV]

I opened my eyes to see Haruhi sleep like an angel.

So much is she naïve how can I let Kaoru taint her with his hands?

I gently carried her in my arms, her limp body.

Her chest heaved up and down in a constant manner because she was in deep sleep.

I opened the door and walked down the stairs, to see Hikaru, and Kaoru stand up in alarm.

"Mmm…Azu-nee?" She stirred in her sleep.

"Shh, now, love, go to sleep," I felt guilty for it, but I hovered my hand over her face, causing her to sink into sleep once more. This effect will only last a few hours.

"Azumi?" Hikaru's alarmed voice came, "What happened to you?"

I dully let my eyes look at him.

Fear, worry and protectiveness were mixed up in his gold eyes.

"Haruhi made it a request, and spent hours and hours of begging me to forgive you…but hear this, I will only forgive you for her sake," I looked at his eyes square.

"You're anemic…! You need blood!" he said, gripping my shoulders.

I put Haruhi on the couch nearest to me, and felt Hikaru dragging me away.

He dragged me to another closed off room and locked the door.

"You need blood," he stated as if he just found out how to create gold out of thin air.

"No, duh, I would like to eat some rocks," I glared at him.

Then the next thing that came was what I wasn't expecting.

I thought, really thought, that he would slap me, and our love for each other would crack up, until there is nothing left of us.

And then I would leave him…

My eyes watered, as he grabbed me in a tight hug.

"I know that she is so similar to your sister. And in some way I would like to thank her for bringing a kind nature out of you," he started.

I fell limp in his arms.

"But you have to know that I am trying all I can to subdue his Thirst. He will eventually crave her to a point that he will have to bite her," Hikaru lowered his eyes in exhaustion.

I clutched my throat as it began to throb too much. All those days of locking myself up and drinking blood tablets really malnourished me.

"It's okay, take as much as you want," Hikaru softly smiled at me before exposing his neck to me.

The throbbing in my neck pounded too much, before I came in, and slowly unbuttoned the top button of his shirt and smoothed out the collar.

I leaned in, and found a spot where the pulse is at its strongest: the crook of the neck.

I tentatively licked the spot where I desired to bite down a few times, feeling him shudder underneath my touch.

Then I sunk my fangs in.

Sweet liquid filled my mouth, and I swallowed it down. Tasting such sweet stuff made my eyes water. This is what my body had been starved of: a daily helping of fresh blood.

I took in and in more mouthfuls of blood until my Thirst went away completely.

Afraid that I might've depleted him, I removed my fangs from his neck and heard him hug me tightly and gasp for breath. I licked the spot again to heal the bite marks.

"Sorry," I whimpered. I feel so selfish.

"No, it's ok," he shook his head.

"Take some from me," I offered him my neck, and his eyes glowed red.

"I can't take blood from you right now. You're anemic," he clutched his own neck.

"Maybe, but I had my own fill. You need to sustain yourself as well. Take as much as you need," I smiled at him exposing it once more.

He gripped my shoulders, pushed my neck back, and licked the spot where he desired to bite me.

A few teasing licks later, he sunk his fangs in, and drank.

He didn't take as much as I did, because when he removed his fangs, I worriedly asked him, "You didn't take enough."

"Maybe, but it depleted the Thirst," he smiled, and caressed my cheek.

I lowered my eyes worried, "I'm just worried for her."

"I'm trying all I can, but the day will come when it has to be done," Hikaru sighed running a hair through his hair.

I knew he was trying his best. I could also hear all the shouts he made when he scorned Kaoru for becoming too attached to Haruhi.

But in the end, what more can Hikaru do?

I let out my right hand, and caressed his left cheek, "Just try your best. I know, in my heart, that day is not too far away. But let Haruhi enjoy being a human, while it lasts."

He looked at me with knowing eyes, "It is the best thing to do." He nodded in agreement.

The hand I had on his cheek went around his neck, and my other hand held it in place there as I hugged him tightly.

He hugged me tightly, and held me close.

I can't bear to see what happens to my sweet, sweet little Haruhi.

She is so naïve she could suffer what my sister had in the end.

Blood drained to the last drop…

And left for her youthful body to shatter into a million shards in the soft white snow…

And that was the same snow I first met Haruhi in.

This is why I hesitated in accepting her becoming a vampire.

Because Mitsuya was a vampire before she had died.

[Kaoru's POV]

I saw after Azumi and Hikaru left, faint blood tainted the air.

First my twin's, then her's.

I guess they were putting an end to their Thirst.

I gaze over to the sleeping girl on the leather loveseat.

I walked over to her and had a deep look at her.

A petite body structure, very slim in her shape. Her skin is flawless, compared to when we first saw her; milk white, white as snow. Her face is small and heart-shaped. Thick, long black natural lashes and pink warm cheeks adorned her face. Pink, tiny lips made her seem so innocent overall. Long, glossy brown hair that splayed along the couch, with perfectly cut bangs across her forehead. And beneath those eyelids, huge chocolate eyes that can see right through your heart.

She wasn't pretty.

She was certainly not beautiful.

She isn't radiant at all.

Those were understatements…

"She is, above all, inhumanely divine…"

She is an optical illusion.

She seems so close, but is so far away.

She seems within an arm length, when in reality, she is not even there…

I touch the side of her face, down to her neck, where her skin is so soft to touch.

My throat burns for her, my heart pines for her, day and night.

I wish to make her mine, but I don't want her to regret turning into someone she doesn't want to become.

I am a vampire, and she is a human.

I can't be with her if she is a human, as they age and turn hideous and old, and die.

I put a hand to my forehead and sink to the ground immersed in my thoughts.

I can't put my finger to the right words.

But I wish to ask her this:

How could you do this to me?