Okay so I just want to say THANKS GUYS! for the reviews. Also the song down below is called I love you by Avril Lavigne and if you want to you should go listen to it once you get to that scene. However, I did have to change some of the lyrics and cut it short so it didn't go on forever. Alright I think I've talked enough. You may read now
"So when were you going to tell us?'' A certain blonde asked as he and his three other friends sat around a huge oak tree in the park. Kendall had texted them before school that morning; asking if they would meet him at the park. So as soon as they dressed they headed to the park. Kendall stood by a tree waiting for them.
James lifted his head, knowing exactly what he was talking about. "I don't know. We were a little scared to tell you both. TO be quite frank I was terrified what you two would think. I nearly had a heart attack when you found us. James explained.
"You know were okay with it right?'' He heard Carlos say as he looked over at him.
"Now I do, but we just didn't want anyone to know yet.'' James stated. Logan stood near James holding his hand as they stayed close to one another. Logan had honestly been scared to no end about them finding out. He was so sure that had been the end of James and his relationship, but the tall brunette stayed by him the entire time. Logan distanced himself from the conversation and thought about that day.
Flashback
"You coming?'' Logan turned around and looked back at James. They stood outside in the school's orchard, no one really came back there so they had it to themselves. Logan smiled crookedly at James as he took his hand.
James looked down at the smaller boy and couldn't stop smiling at how adorable Logan looked in the dim sunlight. He leaned down and pecked him on the cheek. Logan gasped and looked up at James, his bright nose and flushed making him look even more innocent.
"What was that for?'' Logan asked quietly. James chuckled and held his hand tighter.
"You just look so adorable.'' James replied. Logan blushed and looked down. They continued to walk for a while, to happy to enjoy their lunch waiting for them on the bench. As they walked the silence seemed peaceful to Logan. Like for the first time Logan could feel safe and protected without worrying about anyone catching them. Suddenly James broke the silence between them.
"Logie?'' He whispered. Logan stopped and turned toward the other boy, raising an eyebrow. James took that as a Que to continue. "You do want this right?'' James looked away and waited for Logan to turn and walk away. But instead Logan lifted a pail hand to his face and turned it toward him, complete honesty in his eyes.
"I want this.'' Logan answered simply. James looked down and nodded.
"You seem like you have another question. What is it?'' Logan asked gently. James looked up and smiled, glad he could trust Logan so much.
"It's just... Can you promise something?'' He asked sheepishly. Logan raised an eyebrow.
"What?'' James bit his lip and finally spoke up.
"Promise you won't leave. Not like the others. I wouldn't be able to handle it if I lost you. You're so different and I love it. You actually care. I can't do this if you're gonna leave.'' James blurted out.
Logan smiled, endeared that he cared so much. Then gently he wrapped his arms around the pretty boy, hugging him close. "I promise.'' Logan whispered in his ear. James smiled and back up a little, love showing Logan's big brown eyes. The brunette leaned in and gave him a sweet, passionate kiss to the lips.
Just as the kiss started to get deeper, two voices caught their attention.
"WHAT!'' James immediately pulled away and looked directly at his two best friends. Instantly they back away as the other two came closer. Logan felt tears begin to prick his vision. He knew exactly what was coming; panic attack. His breathing became quick, his vision blurred with tears, his head beginning to spin, trying to not fall to the ground. James just continued to back up until he felt a stone wall pressed behind him.
"K-Kendall, Carlos?'' He stuttered. They stood their, starring at James, disbelief in their eyes. "W-What are you g-guys doing b-back here?'' He asked, trying to be strong for Logan.
"You guys haven't been sitting with us for almost a week. We started to come look for you guys and heard someone talking out here.'' Kendall answered, nonchalantly.
"What's wrong with him?'' Carlos questioned. James turned his head to see Logan hunched over, clutching his chest. He seemed to be shacking a lot.
"Logan?'' James asked. Suddenly Logan dropped to his knees and began to sob. ''LOGAN!'' James shouted and dropped beside him, wrapping an arm around his waist and pulling him to him. Logan continued to son, grabbing a handful of James shirt.
"Logie, please look at me. What's wrong?'' James was becoming frantic at this point, wanting to know what the heck was wrong with Logan. the three of them listened closely as Logan began to mumble.
"P-p-lease I'm s-so-rry. D-don't hate m-e. P-p-please.'' Logan begged brokenly. Everything felt like it was spinning around him. He gasped desperately for air. He couldn't take this any longer.
"Logie, baby you gotta calm down. Please No one hates you. Look at me Logie.'' James pleaded. Nothing James was doing was calming Logan down, The small boy continued to apologize and gasp for air. He was becoming very light headed, tuning out the world, until he felt a hand gently grab his shoulder.
Ever so slightly, Logan glanced up and saw Carlos and Kendall standing before him, worry clearly etched in their features.
"Logan, why are you apologizing?'' Carlos asked softly. Logan felt his lungs restricting, he couldn't breath!
"D-don't ha-hate me" Logan struggled to form the words he needed to say.
"Logan, we don't hate you. In fact we both kinda suspected something was going on between you two. I promise we really don't hate you.'' Kendall exclaimed calmly.
"Please Logie, just calm down. Use your inhaler.'' James commanded gently. Logan nodded and dug in his pocket for the small red inhaler. He brought it up to his blue tinted lips and pressed down, feeling the medicine open his lungs. He completely gave up and sat on the ground, James right beside him; also bringing Carlos and Kendall with them. For a long while, they stayed like that; ignoring the school bell and just sit there with Logan until he calmed down. Finally James was the one to brake the calm silence.
"So you two aren't mad?'' James whispered. He felt Carlos hug him tight and then look him straight in the face.
"James, you are our best friend. We've known you since you were three, why in the world would we be mad at your decision in love?'' Carlos replied smoothly. Kendall moved closer to them and lifted James face to meet his.
"Please listen to Carlos. We don't care. As long as you two are happy, then were happy okay? and don't worry we won't tell anyone.'' Kendall reassured. "We should probably get back, I've got practice soon.'' Kendall smiled and gave them both one last hug before heading back inside.
Slowly the two stood up and looked into each others eyes. Logan felt another tear slip down his face, only to have it wiped away by James' thumb.
"It's gonna be okay. I trust them.'' James soothed as he held Logan gently. The two shared one last kiss, then headed for the door.
End of flashback
"We promise, we're not going to tell anybody.'' Logan looked back at Kendall and Carlos, falling out of memory.
"Thanks guys.'' Logan whispered. Both of them smiled at Logan then gave both of them a hug. "We should probably get to school now.'' Carlos said as they broke apart. The other three nodded and headed down the long walkway to school.
"Hey!" James shouted when a piece of paper hit his head. Kendall snickered and sat back in his chair.
"So?'' He asked, cocking an eyebrow as if expecting James to answer a question.
"So, what?'' He question.
"You know what.'' The blonde replied. James motioned for him to continue. " Aren't you gonna ask him to the winter formal?'' James looked kinda shocked for a moment before shacking it from his mind and looked directly at Kendall.
"Yeah, I was gonna ask him after school but I need some help.'' He answered.
"Like what?'' James smiled and motioned for him to come closer. Quietly he whispered the plan in his ear.
"That's a great idea. I'll tell Carlos.'' Kendall and James stood up and grabbed their bags, the plan set.
Later after school
Logan lugged his bag to his locker and quickly opened the tall locker. As soon as the door swung open, a small white note fell to the ground. Logan shoved his bag in his locker and picked the neat paper up. He swiftly opened the piece of paper and gasped.
"Meet me behind the school."
Logan frowned, trying to determine who the letter was from. It wasn't James handwriting, nor was it Dak or Jett. Logan shrugged and guessed it was probably Kendall or Carlos and closed his locker as he set out to the back entrance.
As he stepped outside Kendall and Carlos tackled him, Logan who was caught off guard, stumbled back. Kendall handed a black case of something while Carlos shoved a bouquet of white roses in his other hand. Kendall turned and ran away in a different direction. Carlos leaned in and placed another white card into his hand, then took off after Kendall.
Logan gently sat the flowers and box on the ground, opening another neatly folded piece of paper.
"Walk straight, then take a right.'' This time in James' handwriting
The smart boy picked up his things and headed where the paper told him to go. He continued on his was and took the first right he saw. It lead to another garden the school owned, surrounded by thick, green, leaf walls. Standing in the middle of the small garden was a giant oak tree. Logan smiled brightly when his eyes landed on the tall brunette standing at the trunk, holding a guitar. As soon as Logan was within arms reach, James began to strum his guitar.
"I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
Logan looked down and smiled a little. So surprised and happy, he thought he knew where this was going.
And I, I like the way
your such a star
But that's not why I love you
Hey, Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?
James winked at Logan as he continued to strum along with his guitar. The air around them felt calm and peaceful.
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
the reason I love you
Is being you, just you
The reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you
Kendall and Carlos stood near Jame, harmonizing with him at certain points. Logan just stayed their smiled.
I like the way you talk and laugh
when your here
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your coolwhen I'm complicated
But that's not why I love you
Hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?do you need me?
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not so sure you knowThat the reason I love you
Is you being you, just you
the reason I love you
is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you
Yeah, I love you
James smiled and set the guitar down gently. Slowly he walked to Logan, digging something out of his pocket. He grabbed one of Logan's hands a put another neatly folded piece of paper in his hand. Logan looked down, then back up at Jame, who in return, just winked at him. Logan unfolded the paper and a tear almost fell from his face.
"Will you go to the winter formal with me.
P.S. open the black box
Logan picked up the small box and opened it. There sat a beautiful, white corsage. Logan gasped and covered his mouth. Never in his life had he ever gotten one. Just the sight of seeing one made a tear fall down his cheek. He looked up and met James Mercury eyes. All he could see was pure love glistening in them. James reached out a hand and wiped the tear then leaned down.
"So does that mean yes?'' He whispered. Logan suddenly attacked his boyfriend into a hug, sharing a passionate kiss with each other.
Alright another chapter! Sorry it took so long to update. I had the chapter typed, I just had so much to do so it was hard to find time to update. Again thank all you guys for the reviews they mean a lot.
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