Beca awoke to her alarm on her phone and groaned as it was too early for her to be awake, but suddenly realized that last night with the anon wasn't a dream. She smiled to herself thinking 'wow, that wasn't a dream and now I have a chance to have a friend' She moved to get up but forgot about the cat on her stomach still asleep. "Comeon buddy, let mama up, you can sleep when I leave for school" The cat looked at her and went back to sleep still on the brunette's stomach. "I guess I'm gonna have to move you myself then huh?" She picked up the cat and sat him beside her and he tried to go back to Beca's mid-section. "Nope, as much as I want to I can't buddy, mama has to get ready for another fun day of school" Sarcasm dripping from the last part of the sentence. She wanted to look nice today for her meet-up after school so she went with a pair of black skinny jeans, a black yank top and a purple and black flannel button down shirt which she left unbuttoned. She wore her black lace-up boots to go with it and her hair down. She applied her make-up which consisted of basically eyeliner and powder foundation. She went downstairs to get some breakfast before the bus came to pick her and her siblings up. She settled on the regular cereal and apple juice she normally had each morning. She looked at her phone and she had just enough time to brush her teeth and head out the door. The bus got there right on time and she sat alone like she did everyday and put her headphones on to listen to her music.
The drive to school was about 20 mins away and she didn't mind it as long as she had her music with her. When she didn't, it was terrible and she would hear gossip and get the occasional "joke" of being openly gay which she didn't find it funny at all. So for today she made sure she had her headphones that way she could at least start her day on a good note. When the bus arrived at Barden High she groaned internally as reality hit her and she dreaded another day in hell. All she wanted to do was go play her music and let go. Be free of whatever strings of popularity high school held and just be herself without anybody judging her or yelling names at her or telling her she's going to Hell.
When Beca arrived at her locker, there was a note sticking out of one of the slots and she took it and read it and was surprised at what she read also. She thought it was another prank from her brother and his friends saying that if she liked girls, she should just change into a guy. But it wasn't anything close to that at all. She half smiled when she read the note. It read
Beca,
I can't meet behind the gym today but I can meet you in the music room at the same time. Hope to see you there!
-Your anon
"Lucky music is my last class, well played anon, well played" Beca said to herself as she went to her first hour class. English was horrible, the teacher was shorter than Beca and Beca was five foot two inches. She swore the teacher hated her, giving her lower grades than Beca had deserved. 'Oh well, at least I'm failing' she thought to herself. When the bell rang Beca got up as quick as she could, wanting to leave the creepy English teacher. She got to her locker and found another note. She smiled as she knew who wrote it because it was the same paper the first one was written on. Beca pulled out and read it.
Beca,
Since we don't have tumblr at school, I figured I could do this and still be on anon :) By the way, you look really nice today, you should wear your hair down more often, and before you question everything about you, yes I think you're cute with your hair up too but with it down it frames your face just right and it looks more comfortable when you do wear it down. Sorry rambling, anyways you look real nice and cute today. See you after school!
-Your anon
Beca still couldn't believe this was happening and she was so caught up in the note she didn't even notice that the second bell was about to ring. "Shit!" She said to herself, as she got her Biology book and ran towards the classroom. She barely made it into the classroom as the bell rung. She went to her seat and got out the two notes again. She read them over and over again not paying attention to the teacher speaking at all. The bell rang and Beca was drawn out of daydreaming and headed for gym class. Her least favorite class. She changed in the bathroom stalls instead of the locker room because girls would always look at her and make sure she didn't see anything. So she just decided it would be best to change in the stall. Also one time a girl noticed her scars on her upper thigh and said something that Beca never wants to hear again, she can't even bring herself to say it when she's thinking of the girl who said it. Beca came into the gym and sat in her usual spot and kept to herself. Today they were running the mile outside and Beca was glad that there were no partner activities today. She finished the mile in 10 mins and 45 seconds. Not bad for someone who doesn't run. She changed and went to lunch when the bell rang. Lunch was lonely all of the time, no one sat with her and people would usually throw their fries or fruit at her. It was torture but Beca knew better than to react or else she would be in trouble and not those who caused her to snap. She put her headphones on and drowned herself in her music until lunch was over. She went through the rest of the day thinking about the lovely anon that she was going meet at the end of the day. At last music class had started and Beca was eager to get it over with so she could meet this anon of hers. What she didn't know was that the anon had the same music class as Beca. So when the time came for the bell to ring signaling the end of the school day everybody but Beca left the room, even the teacher so Beca took this chance to go over to the piano and play a song she thought was fitting for her school experience.
Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there's nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
i will be rising from the ground
go on and try to tear me down
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Ohhh woaah
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Beca didn't even notice the other person walk in and sit down until she turned around, "Holy shit!" "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scare you, you just sing so beautifully I just wanted to watch you" "Uhhhh thanks but it's no big deal it's quite simple to play, though Demi has a much better voice than I do" "Maybe, maybe not" "Why are here any-wait, are you my anon?" "I am" "Woah" "What?" "I wasn't expecting someone so beautiful like the one Chloe Beale to want to be my friend" "Well believe me, it's real and it's not a joke I promise. I just find you interesting and cute and adorable" "Ughh I'm a badass, not adorable" "Oh you so are adorable!" "Fine only you get to call me that" "Deal" "So this is really happening? I'm not dreaming?" "Yes, it's really happening Beca and I've been wanting to be reality for quite some time now" "Really?" "Yes, really, like I said you're interesting and cute and adorable, what's not to like about you?" "A lot actually" "Like what?" "Ummm I kinda sorta self harm and you may think it's to get attention but-" "But it's not I know, I've been there and I have scars too Beca." "You do? Sorry that sounded rude" "No it's okay, I can talk about it now and not feel ashamed" "How?" "It took a lot self control and help from friends and family" "Yea well my doesn't give two shits about me" "I'm sure they do Beca" "Nope, they even forgot my birthday this year and last year" "Ohmigod… I'm so sorry" Chloe pulled Beca in for a tight hug. "It's fine, jus disappointing ya know?" "I can only imagine" "Hey I gotta do homework, you wanna meet up tomorrow?" "Of course I do, let me give you my number" "Oh okay, what is it?" "Hand me your phone" "Uhhh okay" "Awhhhh is that your cat?" "Yea he's my Babyboy I like to call him, he's literally my everything and I love him to death" "That's so cute!" "Badass remember?" "Uh huh little miss adorable" "Can I have my phone back before you go through all my pictures and call me adorable again?" Chloe giggled at Beca's attempt to be tough. "Sure, here ya go, text me anytime you want, you won't be a bother I promise." "Okay thank you, bye Chloe." "Bye Beca" Beca made her way out of the music room and to her locker. She got her stuff and put her music on and waited for the bus to get her.
Once on the bus, she pulled out her phone and went through her contacts until she came across the name Chloe put in for herself.
Anon girl;)
Beca chuckled to herself as she edited the name to
Cute anon girl;)
Once Beca arrived at home she went into her room and just laid down in bed for a couple of hours replaying the last hour over and over again. The cat jumped up on her bed and walked over to Beca and she said "Yea, this one's a keeper buddy I can feel it"
