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CHAPTER 5
All week I've been avoiding Allan. What happened in the tent won't leave my mind. I couldn't help thinking about Maxon, how he is. I've been rushed around doing more videos. I couldn't really handle doing most of them think of how frantic Maxon had to be about the first one. I've also been avoiding Allan because I feel guilty, guilty about Maxon and aspen. Everything has been calm since I've been here not having to worry about what to say and how to dress. Allan has tried talking to me but I always managed to find an excuse to leave. It was impossible not to like him. His light brown hair and green eyes. The way his muscles move when he's saddling a horse. The very thought of him makes me shiver. I knew I was bound to have to talk to him soon. It all just happened to quick, all so sudden. It's obvious I'm attracted to him but I can't be doing this. I need to think of my family and friends. It was close to dinner time so I headed towards the fire they had going. The women usually help with the cooking and I didn't want seem snobby. When I approached I noticed Allan standing next to one of the girls there. They seemed be in a very serious conversation. I kept walking hoping he wouldn't notice me. At that moment more girls were coming to help and I slipped in with them. He thankfully didn't notice me. Soon enough all of us girls start working and I lose track f time laughing and giggling with all of them. I was turning around to grab a bowl and end face first into Allan's chest. Everyone suddenly stopped talking. All the girls here thought he was cute but none of them apperently caught his attention. The way they talked about him made him seem like a god. I back up and mumble " sorry." He looks at me and after a while and says "it's alright and can we talk?" " I'm kind of busy," I say and one of the girls says "oh we have enough people helping go on." I turned and looked at her and glared at her in my mind. Allan looks at me for my approval and I finally nod. He starts to walk towards the end of the camp. I anxiously follow him. What is he going to say? A million possible things run through my mind. When he thinks we've gone far enough he stops and looks at me. "why have you been avoiding me?" I look up at his face anxiously and say " I shouldn't have kissed you." " why do you say that," he said looking wounded. "I just shouldn't it's not fair..." "Not fair to who," he said cutting me off. "Not fair to that prince!" My eyes widen as he yells at me. I've never heard him yell at anyone yet and it really scared me. "Yes." I yell back at him. "And I also don't even really know you!" I ran my hands through my hair frustrated. "That part would be easy," he whispered. "Everything about you already makes me crazy knowing more about you would only make me crazier." I look up at him again and say " I make you feel crazy?" "Is it not obvious, I can't keep my eyes off of you I can get enough of you," he says scooting closer and closer. I look down and answer "It still isn't fair Allan!" "Who said it had to be?" He answers as he slowly caresses my cheek and pulls my chin up gently so I look at him. Before I know it his lips are on mine moving slowly and I instantly open my mouth giving him access. I wrap me arms around his neck and stand on my tippy toes to deepen the kiss. He groans and pulls back resting his head on mine. "You'll be the death of me," he pants. I think how this feels compared to being with Maxon. With Maxon I'm practically sharing him. Allan he could be mine and only mine. I won't have to worry about Maxon ending up having to chose someone else. I nuzzle Allan's nose with mine. "Maybe your right," I said. "Maybe we could give it a sho.." He smashes his lips on mine interrupting me. He pulls me closer deepening the kiss. We stubble back until my back hits a tree. He pins me against the tree and starts kissing my neck. As I groan he pulls back and whispers in my ear "You like that?" Kissing the spot behind the eat making me shudder. He then bites my ear causing me to moan. I pulled his head to mine and kiss him and pull back. He looks at me and says " I could get use to that."

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