Don't you wake up yet
Give me some time to watch you asleep
Oh angel of mine
And I
I will be fine
As long as you're near me
Oh angel of mine
"Derek go talk to her. I'll watch Delia for a few." Izzie said seeing the emptiness that had already taken over Derek since Meredith had left the room.
"Are you sure? I can stay down here, its ok Izzie." Derek replied, secretly hoping he could just go up there anyway.
"No, go ahead. Delia will be fine with her awnt izwie." She said, imitating a baby voice trying to make the baby smile back at her.
Derek gave Izzie a small nod and turned to head up the stairs. Now that things were starting to get better, he never wanted to be away from her. He walked in the bedroom peeling off more of his clothing the closer he got to the bathroom door. The sight of Meredith, letting the steamy water hit her body drove him insane. He couldn't help but to want to be next to her. She was perfect in his eyes. He quietly opened the shower door and slipped in behind her, wrapping his arms around her and kissing her up her neck, softly nibbling along the way.
Here in this cozy room just me and you
Oh cuddling and kissing making sweet love
shooting star wishing and watch the sun come up
And then we'll sleep all day
Meet in our dreams and live life our way
Drop it all off and we'll fly away
Dip through the stars and wake up slowly
She quickly turned around to meet his lips with her hungry ones. She needed him too. It had been so long since they had been intimate. He ran his hands up her hips and to her face, holding her as he looked into her sparkling eyes. Their lips touched again, as Derek picked Meredith up around his waist and carried her out of the shower and into the bedroom, not wanting to waist another second being apart from her.
She didn't care that they were soaking wet. He didn't mind the soap still covering her body, or the fact that they were probably going to ruin the comforter. She didn't care about the past, or any of the pain she had felt throughout the year, and he didn't care if he ever loved anyone else ever again. He wanted Meredith and all she had to give him.
She felt as if she was flying. Her body didn't seem real as she took all of Derek in. The pieces were moving back into place. The way it was always meant to be.
But tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
Would you go or would you stay?
Tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
Would you go or would you stay?
Derek lay on his back holding her in his arms. He never wanted to let go of her again. Her small body fit against him perfectly.
"Derek, we have to get ready" she said between the kisses she was leaving down his chest. They had done it. They had made love.
"I don't want to move Mer." He replied taking in a deep breath and shutting his eyes, feeling electrified by her touch against his bare skin.
"I know baby, but we can do this again tonight. Everyone's downstairs."
"Okay…. Okay…. Let me get dressed." He said as he leaned over and gave her one last kiss. He smiled at her as he grabbed a towel to wrap around him so he could walk over to the guestroom.
But tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
Would you go or would you stay?
Tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
would you go or would you stay?
Twenty minutes later, they were all in the car, making their way to the hospital. Delia was laughing contently at the toy hanging in front of playing her music. Meredith watched the houses pass by out the window as she sat quietly. She didn't know what to think.
"Derek, do you really think it will work this time? I don't want to get hurt again." She said, still gazing out the window.
"Mer, I screwed up. I'm sorry, but do you really think I would fight this hard to get you back this time if I wasn't planning on staying?" He quickly explained.
"I know, it's still just hard for me, Ok?" She said. "Please just give me some time to take all of this in Derek."
"Take all the time you need." He said as he laid his hand over hers.
Tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
Would you go or would you stay?
Tomorrow if a Golden Train came to take you away
would you go or would you stay?