A/N: Two chapters this week. Actually this originally was supposed to go with last chapter but hey it works.

Somewhere in the back of my head I knew I did the right thing and beheaded Alice or whatever her real name was. When I finally got out of the shower and into my room I threw whoever was in there out. I was never usually like this drowning in self pity for something that needed to be done. Jasper was shocked that I had done what I did. Gramps was a bit irritated that I was impatient. Screw this all I need to get away from here there is way too many people here at the house. Grabbing my trusty backpack I grabbed some clothing and stuffed in there. Next thing was to grab my phone. Searching my desk I finally found paper to write a note on.

Dear Mom, Dad, Jasper, and everyone else,

I am sorry for doing that to Alice but somewhere deep down I am not sorry for it. Please do not look for me for awhile. Jasper I love you with all my heart but this is something I need to do on my own. Mom and Dad you know how I get when things get to out of hand for me to handle. This is one of those times. I did not think when I tore her head off. I was pissed off at everything she did to the Cullen Family and more importantly to Edward. Do you know he thinks it is 1950 not 2006. Tell Carlisle he needs to keep close eye on him and Jasper please help. Our time helping him will be soon. Daddy, tell Caius he knows where to find me. Only send him because if I see any but him and Demetri I will run again. I'm sorry I know I am a newborn vampire but hell you all know I am not a normal vampire. Take care and I will be in contact. I love you all but it is time according to my vision to do this.

Love

Isabella

P.S. Jasper when I am ready I will call you.

Folding up the letter, I addressed it READ NOW and placed it on my bed. I went to the window and jumped down. Once on solid ground I ran in the direction of the house Caius owned in New Mexico. This house was somewhere we went if he visited here. I was the only outsider of Volturi who knew of this place. Aro did not even know of this place. Pushing myself faster I realized that I was now far enough away from Texas.

"ISABELLA MARIE WHITLOCK STOP NOW!" Oh, shit my grandparents. I stopped in my tracks. They came over to me. "Where do you think you are going?"

"Please just let me go. I did something I regret and left everyone back at the ranch. Short version I got impatient and beheaded Alice. Gramps was a little irritated that I did that. Plus I need time from everyone alone. I left a note saying the only people who know where I am going are Caius and Demetri."

"Oh sweetie, how about you stay with us? I will make a call the Caius and change the plan on meeting you wherever you are going."

"I would love too but I need to be on my own for the first time in eighteen years. It is hard enough I left my mate back there. He is probably trying to tear Caius apart to tell him where I am heading."

"Go and we will do damage control. Take care of yourself. Please call us by our names for now on. We look like we can pass as siblings now."

I laughed. "Of course James, Victoria. Laurent is there he will meet his mate once the Denali coven arrives."

"What?"

"Oh I just have the power of seeing visions." I took off laughing at them hanging with their mouth open.

It took me another day of running full speed to reach the house. Once there I went around and opened all the windows to air it out. This place was furnished according to my tastes and Caius's taste. I knew in the basement there was blood stocked in the fridge. It was something Caius wanted to do it for him, to keep from killing the population in this small town. I knew I would need to feed in the next day or so for now I will dust this house. Sometime later I slipped into a vision.

Jasper was going off on Caius about telling him where I was. Caius was not giving into him. I saw him clutching his chest. "It hurts too much to be away from her please, tell me." He was begging him for the information.

Once the vision stopped I grabbed my phone that only Caius knew the number too. It rang twice before it was picked up.

"Bella, what is it?"

"Bring Jasper or he will go mad. Make it quick this pain is getting to me."

"I will leave now. Let me go grab Jasper." He hung up and hopefully they will be here by the end of the day with the way Caius drives.

I started to make my way upstairs until I collapsed on the stairs. Darkness took over me and nothing was bringing me back to the living.

***Ah short chapter and a cliffy on top of it. Do not worry the other chapter will be out within the next three days. Been typing it between naps and feedings.