The day goes inevitably, Axel, as always ditched the weekly assembly, and convinced me to, coaxing me too, but I couldn't it's the end of the month which means the country club is having a auction which means Lucas will pick me up, and I will go get my hair and make up done, then I will go home and change into my new dress that James has bought me. I look out to space during the assembly wondering who will pick me? I sigh looking down tears in my eye's, but with Axel here no one cares no one notices.
I look at the dress my hair curled with the top of it done up into a bun to look like a flower, my make up done fiery, smoky, seductive eye's my cheek bone brought out and I look very pale, with bright pink cheeks my lips bright red. I look so…So… sexy. I shutter how I look brings our attention on my like you wouldn't believe. I look at the new dress that James has got me, I have come to hate dresses now, when I see it, I nearly vomit. Sleek black, low neck, it shows over half of my breasts, not that their that big, or small, just average, a thin strap, it hugs me tightly, showing my figure off, and tight in my butt, making it look rounder and fuller then it actually is, and a long slit up to my thigh. I look like a slut. I want to cry, but I have so much mascara on that I can't. I step into the high heels and attempt to walk into the sports car that James drives in one piece. I let my mind wonder letting it play cruel jokes on me, making me think of all the rotten men I'll meet, all the horrid things they'll do to me regardless if they are the highest bidder. I shutter agents my self wishing I had a wrap looking at all of my scars, when we get there and I want to jump out and run as far as I can. But I don't. I stay and wait for the monkeys run and open the door for me, after they do James walks over and escorts me in. It's sickening I look like I'm his wife. As we go in to the big building I have come to loathe, I look at the fine table wear and carpet. The fine walls. I look around and close my eyes and let the entire action fly past me, seeing my potential buyers. Then I see a man, with long, discussing, grey and black pony tail, a smirk to beat the band a long scar , a eye patch and the other eye was yellow. The auction starts and I am caught up in a whirl wind noise, the man with the scar always bids. Finally it gets up to eight hundred and eighty-eight munny, the man with the scar jumps up, knocking his chair looking at me " 888 muuny? AS IF" and walks away. I look at the man and shutter. Great. My science teacher.
I slowly walk down the stairs, and meet Mr. Shaffer, where I was meant to, I saw James's counting the muuny greedily, I wish gave at least a little of that money to me, I mean it is my body right? I keep my head down, my brown hair covering my face tear's in my eyes. Mr. Shaffer grabs my wrist and yanks me to his car, and shoves me in his car slamming the door. Once in a while some kind man, or woman, or both sometimes, they are kind to me, they let me bathe in nice warm bubbly water, they give me a nice big mean, which I eat all of it, I leave no leftovers, then they let me sleep in a huge bed, with warm, soft sheets, and sleep in a peace full wonderful sleep, then take me back, full, and happy. I have a feeling that this is not to be my fate tonight.
All I have to stay about that night, is that, I'm going to block this memory and never ever, ever talk to this about anyone.
The fallowing morning, he dropped me off at school walking in with a arm around, me. Two hours before the students are aloud in, I am glad this is my first class, Axel's as well. I sit in my desk trying not to make eye contact, then he comes over. OH WHAT CAN THIS MAN WANT?!
"such a lovely, lovely girl" he said in my ear.
I ignore him, reading still.
He goes over and locks the door, I close my eyes watching as struts over he goes over embracing me, his slender fingers unhook my bra-strap and he keeps kissing me and kissing me, I close my mind again. After a while even my mind is disturbed my ponding and yelling. He curses and pulls up his pants and adjusts his belt, I put my clothes on from yesterday. I fix my hair. Wipe off my unintentional tears, just as he opens the door, a smile weakly "thanks for the help Mr. Shaffer"
He smirks just enough so I can see " don't worry about it Miss. Jones"
Axel takes his seat by me and makes a discussed sound at the back of his throat " Miss. Brainiac, YOU DO NOT NEED MORE HELP" he jokes.
I roll my eyes " I do, to get away from you" I chuckle
He pretends to stick a knife in his heart making choking noises.
I feel sick to my stomach, I want to run far away, get away from the man who is teaching me right now. I can't look at him, I don't want to look at him, please, oh please don't make me.
Axel looks at me, Mr. Shaffer- teacher of the year he is, put in a random movie that has
nothing to do with science- doesn't care if we talk. " It's really bad" he wisperd
"what?" I say .
He shrugged shaking his head "nothing
"what" I nearly cry, my best friends happiness all I have left
"the rain" he chuckles " which reminds me, why weren't you at the bus stop?"
I look away and shrug.
"oh!" he says slapping his hand on his desk " oh, oh, oh, oh, OHHHHHHH"
"what?!" I laugh
" can you come over today?" he asked looking at me, his emerald eyes bleeding into mine.
"Why?" I ask faintly.
"My mum just really likes you" he shrugs.
" ok" I say " I can do that".