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Hey guys, I just realized I have 56 readers….OMFG love you guys. How fucking awesome! I'm sorry I'm a horrible writer but I love writing so ya'll just gotta deal. There is a rape scene in the flashback so if you don't like rape scenes then skip over the flash back. As of this chapter this story is rate M for Juicy scenes and language!
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Three months later….
Two days before they leave to camp.
"Michelle Marie Torres! Get your ass down here right now!" Dad yells up to me as I am getting dressed.
I sigh and open my bedroom door, "What? I am getting dressed, Dad! I'll be down when I am done!"
I close my door and put on my black jeans, my red ripped skull shirt, my leather jacket, and my knee high combat boots. I brush my hair and grab my backpack and go down stairs.
"Mitchie, why do you always stay in your room? Did I do something wrong? Why do you have the need to hide from me?" He starts crying. I roll my eyes and go back up stairs.
I grab my guitar from my room and go back down to the kitchen, "Dad, you're drunk. I will not talk to you until you put the bottle down. I love you but, you're hopeless. It's been five years since you left, I can't automatically forgive you."
I turn and walk out the door, a single tear running down my face.
After school, I go straight up to my room. I sit on my bed and turn on my key board. I start messing around with some chords.
I start to sing
Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity award
I start to cry
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless
Hopeless
You're hopeless
I sing out…
Oh father,
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
My door opens but I ignore it
Oh
It's been five years
Since we've spoken last,
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times
Before even I love you
Starts to sound like a lie
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless,
Hopeless
You're hopeless
Oh father
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you push me out of your world
Lie to your flesh and your blood
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved
Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you throw me right out of your world
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved
Oh father
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter
I stop singing and see my dad standing in the door way, "Dad…."
"Oh, Mitchie, I promise, I'll do better! I didn't know that's how you felt…" I hug him.
"Bye, Dad, I love you. I'll see you in August!" I hug my dad for the millionth time before walking off to meet Caitlyn, Shane, Nate, and Jason. Someone taps my shoulder and I spin around instantly, "Shane!"
He kisses me sweetly, "God, I missed you!" I just hug him tighter.
"You do not know how much I have missed you! I hate California! I want to move back to Tennessee but, I can't leave my dad…." I nod my head over to where my dad is standing by the car with his arms crossed, staring at me. He motions for me to come over and I nod my head at him.
"Come on, Shane. You gotta meet my dad." I grab Shane's hand and walk over to my dad.
"Dad, this is my boyfriend, Shane Gray." I look up at both of them as they shake hands. My father glares at Shane, "Dad! Be nice. I'll be right back, I see Caitlyn." I walk off.
Shane's POV
"Sir-" Mitchie's dad cuts me off, "Listen here, Mr. Fancy-Pants, I know you're type, rock star, I was like that when I was you're age. I've heard about you, you're the newest teen heartbreaker. If you hurt my daughter, I will be out for blood! So, don't even think about hurting her!"
"Mr. Torres, I would not hurt Mitchie! I love her with all my heart! My family and I are moving to California, just so I can be with Mitchie, and so Nate can be with Caitlyn." I tell him with sincerity. He stays quiet and stares behind me. I turn around slowly to see Mitchie on the dock with some guy.
Next thing I know is Mitchie being pushed into the lake and her screaming.
"Mitchie!" Mr. Torres and I yell at the same time. We run to the dock.
A few minutes earlier in Mitchie's POV
"Chase, what the hell are you doing here?" I spat at my ex-boyfriend. Chase Williams, he is my ex and I hate him, plain and simple. We have quite the history. It all started way before I met Shane and everyone else at Camp Rock. He and I dated from sixth grade until sophomore year….
*FLASHBACK*
"Chase, stop! Just stop! I'm not ready to do this yet. I'm not ready to have sex…"I try to push him off but he won't budge. He keeps kissing my neck and groping me.
"Come on baby, please?" He looks into my eyes and I shake my head.
"Chase, I'm not ready, please stop. NO!" I yell as he rips my shirt off. I struggle with everything I have.
"That's it; I'm done with your bullshit, Mitchie!" He stands up and goes to his closet and grabs some rope. He comes back over to me and straddles my chest as he ties my arms to each corner of the head board. He turns around and sits on my waist as he lifts up one of my legs and ties it to the top of the end post of the bed. The does the same with my other leg and the other end post.
"Chase, please stop! You can't do this to me!" I struggle against the rope and him.
He slaps me and yells, "Shut the fuck up!" He grabs scissors of his desk and starts to cut my basketball shorts off me. He cuts the rest of my clothes of and shoves a wad of cloth in my mouth. He gets in between my tied up legs and without any warning, he starts to slam into me multiple times until he comes into me.
***end of flashback***
"What do you mean what am I doing here? I am here for my music of course!" he smirks and I glare at him.
"You know what, I really don't give a flying fuck why you are here. Just stay the hell away from me!" I poke him in the chest with every word.
He shoves me away from him and I stumble backwards and fall into the lake. Next thing I know is cold dark emptiness. Am I dead? If this is what death feels like then, I really don't like it.
I feel a pull and something pushing on my chest. I start to cough up water and I open my eyes, "Nope –cough- I'm not –cough- dead."
"Mitchie, you're okay! Thank Olympus! [a/n: everybody believes in the Greek gods and such. everybody are pagan in this story]" Shane helps me sit up.
I stand up and look at Chase, "You fucking bastard! You know I can't swim! Why after so long do you have to come into my life? Do you have to ruin it again?"
"I want to see my kids! After all, I'm their father! Where are the twins?" He looks at Shane and Shane walks off.
"Shane! Wait please! I can explain!" I run after him but Chase grabs my arms.
"Mitchie! Why are my children?" Chase yells in my face.
"They are with a friend until they can come down here. You will never see MY children! You were never a father to Cori and Christopher! You can't just come into their lives now! They are two years old. They will be confused! Now let go of me, you bastard." I yank my arm out of his grasp and run after Shane.
I stop him at my cabin, "Shane, I can explain…"
He won't look at me. I grab his hand as he says, "Where you ever going to tell me? Who is that guy and why have I never heard of your children before, Mitchie? I though you could trust me…."
"Shane, it's hard to explain. I thought if I told you about my babies then you think me a skank and fall out of love with me. I never had sex with that guy; he raped me in the beginning of sophomore year. His name is Chase Williams. He is the father of Cori and Christopher. Yes, I was going to tell you in two days when they arrived but you found out today…." I make him look at me.
"Mitchie, I could never judge you like that. I would never think you a skank. I could never fall out of love with you. I love you so much! I love the twins even if I haven't met them yet. I can't wait to meet them." I hug him and my dad walks in.
"Mitchie, are you okay?" Dad asks. I nod my head.
"I have to go talk to Brown about letting the twins stay the summer." I stand up and hug my dad, "Thanks Daddy."
"Change into something dry first!" Shane says and I look down at my clothes.
"Oh yeah, that might be smart. Out! Let me change! Get out boys!" I shoo out Shane and Dad. I put on my black long sleeve dress with a dark purple vest and combat boots.
I walk out and Shane and Dad are in deep conversation, "Hey guys. Dad, I know this is a lot to ask for but if brown says the twins can come down, would you mind flying with them? I can't trust anybody else for them to fly with. I'll pay for your ticket."
"I wouldn't trust anyone else either, my dear. I have to get going or I will miss my flight. And I have enough money I can pay for myself. I love you, hopefully I'll see you in a few days," My dad hugs me and walks off.
"I love you too, Dad!" I turn to Shane, "Wanna come to see Brown with me?"
"Sure, babe." Shane and I walk hand in hand to Brown's cabin.