"When were young we would be so uncomfortable just being out of each other's presence for a few minuets but now…"
Prelude:
Since we were little we were always together, my twin and I are inseparable, but he speaks of quitting school then we'd be separated because he wants to race. I tried to reason with him, but he hit me for the first time, as I felt that we are not welcomed in each other's presence anymore, it was a strange feeling. We had never argued and yet, because of our father or the man who is trying to raise us - our real uncle looking out for my brother's safety and I did not like my twin's violent side either, so we fought.
I decided to end myself because I know the demon within me will soon emerge and overwhelm me; only with my brother's presence can I stop it from surfacing. If I cried he'd lose control but lately I've found that it wasn't always the case, that I controlled his emotions to some point however, he showed his evil side toward me when he showed me the picture of our real father; the man who is trying to be our father figure's younger brother. Leaving a note in the least likely place my brother would look also hoping I will leave a mark and be in his heart forever.
(0) Speeding out of the zero degree space
Finally everything breaks apart
Even though that road is tiresome
I will not regret it
Put away all the defense
Nothing matters
Escaping from the darkness
Start a new tomorrow new tomorrow
New world (0)
With one near his grave and the other sleeping, it seemed like time became only an essence that doesn't exist and would never pass for the boys' father worried endlessly for both of them, not knowing what to do with either of them when they wakes up. It wasn't long until the sleeping boy arise from slumber land and had detached any information that he possesses. He became so uncivilized and was a danger to everyone because since he was small he had a purpose to be a great fighter for protecting his twin since he thought he had nothing left he could only protect himself therefore everyone who crossed him ended up severely wounded. Not knowing what to with the young juvenile delinquent and still worried about his younger "son" Mr. Chen decided that it was best to send Ling to a hospital for mental problems-mental health issues. A son who was always getting into trouble wasn't helping, it only makes him more worried that one day he will lose him too to the fights, jail and other possibilities.
Ling cannot withstand seeing mirrors and destroys them plus he faints and stops breathing at reminders of his brother. Ling was at the mental health hospital for some time, finally he got released but returning home was a different experience; his room was different from what he was used to; it was clean and remodeled and he just feels too uncomfortable to be under that roof. Ling still had many arguments with his father too many that he feels that he was hated by his father and so he moved out with nothing. His father however was just looking out for him trying his best to not worry too much and be a guidance to Ling. Soon Ling buried himself within his sorrows and became indifferent and started to flirt with every lady he saw and became the playboy of the school that was his new reputation. All that time went by when Ling left home Sheng had finally woken up recovering releasing the worry Mr. Chen held for the boys.
(Let Me Love You)
Barbie: Let me love you I'm not myself today
Vic: flickering light attract each other in darkness
certainly
Even if my life is ending
Together: We only need the embrace of love
Let me love you to prove there is miracle
Vic: Even my heart is very wild
Your existence is within my soul
Both: I am willing to
Vic: give up the world
Leave with a smiling face
Both: To the next century
Let me love you
(Let Me Love You)
