A/N by the way I forgot to put this in the first couple of chapters but this goes for all of the story I am only writing it once.
Disclaimer: I own zilch …. Anything recognisable from the book all belongs to Ally Carter. I am adding a few new characters and I own them but nothing else.
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Chapter 2
Flashbacks
We got to the Grand Hall and the sign above the door said we were going to be making small talk in German.
"Sind u sicher, dass sie ok Cammie sind? Sie waren recht ruhig auf der wandereung bis." Bex whispered as we sat down.
(Translation: are you sure you are ok Cammie? You were pretty quiet on the walk up.)
"Bitte nur drop Bex, ich bin feine." I muttered back.
(Translation: please just drop it Bex, I am fine.)
Bex just nodded and helped herself to some food.
Liz and Macey sat down beside us, their faces puzzled at the silence.
"Everyone ok?" Liz whispered in English.
I nodded and grabbed a bread roll. Liz shared a worried glance with Macey before she helped herself to a chicken salad.
Macey looked uninterested as she studied her nails, a slice of bread in her hand.
I could feel the eyes of everyone on me.
Somehow they all found out that it was me in danger and not Macey.
I don't know how but since then it has become harder and harder to fade into the background, the spot light was always on me and I wish everything would just stop.
I know I am a spy, well a spy in training, and we are taught to handle anything and to take it all with out a blink of the eye but I don't know how much longer I can take this.
Suddenly I felt arms wrap around me and I broke out of my daydream.
Suddenly I was back in Washington and I was being attacked again.
I screamed and spun around and kicked whoever was holding me in the chest.
When they let me go I sat down with my head in my hands.
Suddenly I noticed the silence around me and I looked up.
I noticed Bex lying on the ground rubbing her chest.
My mother was walking towards me, a worried look crossing her features.
I stood up.
"I'm sorry." I sobbed at Bex before I ran out of the hall.
I heard someone shouting my name but I couldn't stop.
I ran towards the library and hid in the secret passage behind the seemingly solid stone wall.
I slid down the wall to the dusty floor.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep saying I am fine when I am so obviously not.
I curled into a ball and cried.
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A/N please R&R
