Chapter 5: Wolf girl

Bella finally has the courage to fix her and Jacob's relationship.

Bella POV

Jacob hadn't talked to me in weeks after that argument between him and Edward, and I couldn't blame him, everything was my fault. If I hadn't have feel in love with Edward at the tender age of seventeen then none of this would be happening. I didn't know what I thought I would achieve by being with Edward, had I really been that naïve to think that immortality would bring me eternal happiness, that I could willingly give up life with my father, mother and Jacob? That being frozen at seventeen and never having children or never looking old enough to have a job, forever repeating high school was what I really wanted? I hated high school. And I hated myself even more for falling for his tricks, his perfect hair, skin, eyes everything about a vampire is created to dazzle the weak, to victimize the humans.

The more I thought about it, the more I hated Edward, hated him for tricking me into loving him, for chasing after me and making himself a person of mystery. It's what made me attracted to him, the whole excitement of him being inverted and wanted by many girls, and the fact that he only wanted me added to the thrill. I was a sucker from the start. But what made me hate him the most, was that he was tearing me and Jacob apart, again and that was killing me.

Edward had been hounding me non-stop since I told him that I no longer loved him, he didn't believe it and thought that I was just saying it to make Jacob feel better. He had been sending me texts, and flowers, chocolates and teddy bears for the past three weeks, all of them had went in the bin, and the texts were deleted, unread. Yet Jacob became more and more distant and I could see that he was dying inside. Sam had told me that Jacob believed that Edward and I were back together and that I was going to take Jack away from him, I had denied it vehemently but he still didn't believe and the screaming nightmares he had proved it.

I had decided to put an end to the nonsense after the second week of Jacob coming home late, he had taken on extra shifts in the garage he worked at, he would leave early in the morning and come back late at night, well before Jack woke and well after he went to sleep. Jack was becoming more unsettled as he missed Jacob terribly, but it was as if Jacob was distancing himself from Jack, so it would hurt less if I were to take him, something which I had to put a stop to. So that night when he came in, thinking that everyone was sleeping I crept up into his room whilst he showered and placed myself firmly on his bed to wait for him to come out.

However I wasn't expecting him to come out completely starkers, I screeched upon seeing him, which startled him "Christ Bella" he swore, then upon realising where I was looking he ran back into the bathroom only to appear seconds later in a pair of his cut-offs. "What the hell are you doing here?" He snapped at me, he stood against his wall with his arms crossed and a scowl on his face.

"I came to sort things out" I replied matching his anger.

"There is nothing to sort out"

"There is when you're deliberately hurting our son" I snapped.

"What did you say" He asked, he strode over to me and stood towering above me to try to intimidate me.

"You heard me" I snapped shoving him hard to get him to move back, he barely moved a millimetre. "Getting up and going out at the crack of dawn, and then coming home close to midnight is starting to upset him Jake. He thinks he's done something wrong and it's taking me an hour to battle with him to go to sleep at night because he wants to wait up for you. What is up with that?" I screeched. Jacob huffed at me then walked over to his stairs, after momentarily thinking that he was going to walk out I was relieved to see that he was only pulling them up, so that Jack wouldn't be woken up by the noise

"I don't want to hurt him" Jake said sitting down heavily on his bed, I followed him over but stood in front of him instead.

"Then why are you?" I asked grabbing his hair and pulling his head up so that he'd look at me.

"Because I don't want to feel the pain of loosing you both" He whispered as tears sprang from his eyes.

"What makes you think you'd lose him?" I asked him

"Edward said he'd gladly take him on as his own." Jacob cried and his wolf shook in anger at the prospect.

"Jake do you really think I'd let Jack be drawn into a world like that?" I asked in anger stepping back from him

"I know how much you love Edward" He shouted

"Loved" I said stepping back to him.

"What?" He asked confused. I pushed him back further onto the bed and straddled him, further adding to his confusion.

"I said loved" I whispered in his ear letting my lips tickle his lobe, he shivered in response and looked up at me with dark eyes. "I told him I didn't love him any more" I said and kissed Jacob passionately. "I'm yours Jacob, I belong to no one else but you." I said as this his wolf let out a growl and he flipped me over so that he was on top of me.

"You've got to mean that Bella" He said and pushed himself into me, I rolled my eyes in pleasure and looked at him. His eyes were dark and he was panting heavily, trying to control his wolf.

"I love you Jacob, make me yours again" I said sincerely. He needed no further encouragement from then on and he crashed his lips onto mine, kissing me hungrily and passionately. That night he reclaimed me as his, and I forever became Jacob's wolf girl.

Bella POV

I woke up as a chill hit my body, I groaned in frustration and wrapped the sheets tighter around myself. I reached for Jake but he wasn't there I let out another frustrated groan and opened a bleary eye to look at the clock at his bedside, 06:30 am it read. God why did he have to wake up so early? I mentally asked myself I went to get up but felt myself being pulled back down as Jacob came back from the bathroom.

"Where you going?" He asked pulling me back into him.

"I thought you had left for work" I said making myself comfortable.

"Not today, I just called in sick, I want to spend the whole day with my family" He replied and I kissed him in response. "Still can't believe you're mine" He whispered sleepily.

"Of course I am, I'll never be his again. I hate him now" I said and he looked at me surprised. "He's the reason we parted, the reason Victoria is hunting me and our boy and he knew the consequences of me falling for him, yet he did nothing to stop it. For that I hate him." I replied truthfully.

"I'll never let anyone hurt you, or our boy" He said and kissed me lightly.

"I know" I replied and hugged him as tightly as I could, we fell asleep like that in each others arms. Only waking when we heard Jack calling for me. I'll never forget the ecstatic look on his face when Jacob went down instead of me.

Jacob POV

Cat calls and wolf whistles ensued when I phased later that afternoon, I continued replaying the events in my head not caring about them seeing, I was too happy to let anything get me down.

"It's about time you too got back together." Embry said and the others agreed.

"Yeah it's great, but I'm going to have to burst your happy bubble mate, we need to get over to the Cullen house today, their going to show us how to deal with the newborns." Sam said and I growled in response.

"I knew my happiness wouldn't last all day" I sighed. "OK, I'll go and get Bella and leave Jack off at my dad's. I'll meet you guys soon."

I took my time going home I let the thought of Bella fill my mind for a while, still not quite believing that she was finally all mine. The thought of spending the rest of my life with Bella filled me with such happiness that not even the Cullen's could spoil it. I couldn't quite believe it when the wrote to me after what had happened, they still wanted to protect Bella and had begged me to let them help. After a week I relented on the stipulation that Edward kept his distance and that they'll never see Jack again outside the res. Something which upset Rosalie but I had to do it, my son was far too important to me. I stopped just outside the house to change and clothe before walking in the back door. Jack was at the kitchen table colouring and Bella was preparing the dinner.

"Dada" Jack squealed and ran towards me. I smiled and picked him up, giving him a kiss on his head. I walked over to Bella and planted a kiss on her head too, Jack giggled at this.

"Go get your back pack ready to go to grandpa Billy's" I said to Jack and set him down."

"Grandpa Billy" He squealed and ran into the living room to pack his toys.

"Is it time already?" Bella asked tensing up. I looked at her worried and wrapped my arms tightly around her.

"I'm here Bella" I whispered "He's not going to get anywhere near you."

"He sent me another bunch of flowers" she snapped opening the bin to let me see them, she let it snap shut before going back to the pre-prepared dinner. "I am getting sick of him trying to get to me. It feels like I'm never going to be free of him"

"You are free of him" I said "Bella you choose me and he's having a hard time letting go of you but you are free of him."

"He doesn't know I'm back with you" She said clinging on to me as if her life depended on it.

"He's bound to suspect something you told him to his face that you no longer loved him" I said and kissed her. "Besides he's going to know after today." I added and winked at her I let her go so that I could go and assist our son, who was currently having a tantrum because his teddy wouldn't fit into his bag.

"Don't you do anything to wind him up" She said as I walked into the living room.

"Would I ever babe?" I called back and I heard her reply with a yes and a laugh.

A.N. Well what do you think, did I leave it in a weird place? Review please.