Hey so here's the fifth chapter, I apologise ahead for all errors grammatically and also any spelling errors. I'm not really a writer. It hasn't been beta-ed all errors are my own. I of course don't own any part of the hunger games that's all Suzanne Collins. If I had it would have been a hell of a lot different.
Warning: boy on boy, kinky smut, drinking, possible drug use, alittle violence, swearing, OCC-ness and all those bad things.
So another chapter up early, those who review seriously you make me want to just somehow get out a chapter an hour! Thanks so much, your reviews seriously push me to keep going. I'm sorry it's a little shorter then usual but I'm hangover as fuck today and even though I have a huge headache and I keep getting dizzy spells (I've fallen into the walls eight times so far) I was inspired after reading your reviews when I woke up this morning.
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He Took My Heart
Chapter Five
I am slowly woken from the best sleep in a month to what sounds like whispering. I decide not to move and try to figure out if I had just dreamed that someone was in here watching me or if it was actually happening. I continue to pretend to still be asleep listening carefully to my surrounding. Cato was still behind me snoring lightly, his arms wrapped around my waist and his chest pressed against my back. I forget for a second what I was doing just enjoying the fact of waking up in his arms again. That's when I hear a voice, and I knew someone was in my room with us, watching us.
That's when I hear, "Sooooooooooo freaking cute!" It was Delly, thank god it was just Delly. I open my eyes lifting my head, quickly checking Cato and I are atleast covered. I turn slightly to see Delly standing at the end of my bed on her phone.
"Mmph, Dell why are you here?" I look at her and put a finger to my lips letting her know to stay quiet since Cato was still asleep.
"We came to check on you, make sure you were both alive and okay," she smiles at me.
"We?" I ask in confusion.
"Yes we lover boy, and who used this last night?" Clove appears next to Delly and holds up the dildo. I go beetroot red I swear and at that she smirks putting into a draw. "Well that answers my question, who knew you were so kinky, did Cato watch?"
Delly giggles while I just lay there embarrassed as anything. "How did you get in here?" I ask trying to change the subject.
Delly's smile widens, "Your dad let us in, apparently you forgot to lock your door last night. But he didn't even flinch when he saw you two in bed together. He just mumbled something bout you guys not being the quietest at night."
"What, he know?" I gasp, suddenly worried.
"Peet it's fine he seems fine with it and that kind of explains why your mother has gotten worse over the past year."
I thought about what she said, she was right I guess, completely right. My mother had gotten more hateful over the last two years. While deep in though Cato starts to wake, his hold on me tightening as he grinds he morning wood against me. "Cato, not now," I say as I inwardly sigh.
"Why not," he whines.
Clove laughs at that, "Because you have company mister and while I may find the two of you making out hot I don't really actually want to see you fuck."
At that Cato's eyes shoot open and he sits up "Clove, why are you, oh Delly hello."
"They came to check on us, oh and apparently my whole family have known about us for awhile. We don't seem to be as quiet as we thought we were." I say sitting up also making sure the sheet still covers me.
Cato smirks nudging me playfully, "I think you mean you, screaming out my name."
I blush pushing him back, "Whatever." I couldn't believe how unconcerned he was, I mean my parents know.
After an embarrassing hour with the girls they finally left leaving me and Cato to work out our 'issues'. I take a breath. "Cato, I know you don't want this to be I dunno like a public thing and I get that you're not ready. But as much as I love you I don't know if I can keep this up. I love being with you but if I can't have all of you, it, it's not fair on me. So I think maybe I'll let you go and have the rest of the weekend to think it over, if you're not ready I'm okay with that and I'll wait okay?" My hand caresses his check. I bite my lip waiting for a reply, a lump forming in my throat.
He gets up and turns to me, "You are right I guess I have some thinking to do."
I sat there in my bed sadly I had hoped he didn't need time to decide but I had to let him make his own decisions. When he finishes getting dressed I get out of bed and put on some sweats. We walk down to his car.
As we reach it he turns around and hugs me kissing my on his forehead. "Know that even if I'm not ready to tell the world we are serious and I'm serious about a boy, I still care about you." As he gets into his car and drives away I slowly walk up to the kitchen on the second story. When I walk in my brother and dad are sitting there eating. Ryden smiles deviously.
"Peeta," my dad starts. Shit I know what's coming, "I, um, I want you to know I still love you and I'm okay with it but he's going to have to meet me soon." I simply nod.
"Yer, dad should be formally introduced to the boy who's name fills our house at night," he giggles.
"Ryden," dad pipes up, "leave your brother alone if that's what he is um, well attracted to its fine."
I start heading towards the door in embarrassment, my dad talking about my sexuality was to much for me to handle right now.
As the weekend rolled by Delly tried distracting me but I just wanted Monday to be over already. I awoke anxiously Monday morning knowing today would either bring with it utter joy or complete heart break. I get ready in silence trying hard not to over think anything. As I headed out the door with my brother I say goodbye to dad and jump into Ryden's car.
When we arrive at school I was instantly met by Delly, Madge and Katniss. I smiled at them and we walked in to put our things into our lockers and head to class. Through out the day I had kept an eye out for Cato but I hadn't seen him at all. Had he ditched school to avoid me? It didn't help that there were rumours about Friday night at the party going around. Even if Cato wasn't ready to tell people, they were already taking about it.
I start to get disheartened and accidently walk into someone. I fell to the floor looking up to see who I had walked into. Dread fills me to the brim, it was Luka, an older boy who was the main bane of my life, he had bullied me since I started high school.
"Watch it faggot!" He yells, people around stopping and starring at the scene in front of them. I go to get up when I'm tackled back to the ground.
I let out a pained yelp as my head smacks against the floor. I don't know why he hated me so much but I didn't get time to question it as a fist collides with my face, splitting my lip. I wait for the next blow but it never comes, instead I feel Luka's weight shift off me abruptly. I look up to see Cato holding Luka off the ground against a locker.
"Leave him the fuck alone Luka," Cato shouts.
"What do you care Cato he's just some fag," Luka is cut off by Cato's fist burying itself into his gut.
"I, I care because he's my boyfriend," Cato loudly let's out suddenly. That freezes me on the spot, did he just declare I was his boyfriend? Out loud with all these people around. Luka starts to laugh at Cato, so Cato swings his fist into Luka's face and continues to do so multiple times.
I snap back to reality and run up to Cato grabbing his arm. "Cato stop!" I plead and at hearing my voice Cato went limp and lets Luka go. As Luka slumps to the ground in a bloddy mess Cato turns to me and hugs me tightly.
"Are you alright?" he asks into my ear, soundly sad.
I pull back and smile at him, "I'm amazing."
Cato looks around at everyone starring at us, then back at me with a half hearted smile, "Well I guess this is out in the open now, not point pretending anymore."
I grab his check, "Well yes, you kind of just let that sip out huh." I smile as he puts a finger to my split lip.
"Honestly I wasn't one hundred percent sure I was ready but seeing Luka do that to you I just snapped and realised I don't care about anyone else, you are mine, all mine and I want everyone to know. I wouldn't have it any other way. So Peeta, will you be my not so secret boyfriend?" He smirks at me.
"Of course," I kiss his lips quickly and pull away it hurting alittle due to the split.
He continues, "I know it's not gonna be easy but I'm happy with you and that what matters, you make me a better person."
I could tell he was uncomfortable with all the attention so I turn around and grab my bag off the floor. I grab his hand and pull him towards the cafeteria for lunch. We walk in silence but I can hardy contain my happiness right now. Cato was ready for a real relationship, he had proved that and his love, I didn't need anything else. Before we head in I look at him, stopping him. "Do you want me to stop?" I look down at our hands then back to him.
He smiles nervously and squeezes my hand lightly shaking his head, "No, I'm going to need you here to keep me strong and distract me from everyone starring at us." And with the we head into the cafeteria hand in hand.