Hey so here's the eighteenth chapter, I apologise ahead for all errors grammatically and also any spelling errors. I'm not really a writer. It hasn't been beta-ed all errors are my own. I of course don't own any part of the Hunger Games that's all Suzanne Collins. If I had it would have been a hell of a lot different.
Warning: boy on boy, kinky smut, drinking, definite drug use, a little violence, swearing, OOC-ness and all those bad things.
Yay another chapter has been written. I'm really glad it's just been following out of me recently. I mean I just think when you have a broken heart it really does help to have something to take your mind off everything and just yeah anyways. Sorry for not updating over the weekend I ended up being really busy and almost dying for drinking to much vodka... blame my ex. As you know i love getting any critics/reviews it means the world right now so please if you could that would be amazing. And thank you to all the people who have been so far either from the very start or just now and again it means the world.
So I'm personally not to sure what rave attire or what raves are like in the USA or any other country I can only go off of what I personally have experienced so I apologise if this scenario is off for any of you but yeah this is just basic type of rave set up I have endured haha.
Drug use in this chapter, so please do not take this chapter as encouragement to do it yourself. I personally can't say I have been a good little boy and steered away from drugs but I don't want in any way encourage anyone to partake in illegal drug use, it has ruined some of my best friends lives.
Anyways I'll try to have another chapter out by Friday hopefully xo.
Conspiration-ult- :D I know when I finished the chapter I was like hot damn either people will love this or they will get totally frustrated :/. Meh it's all good. And I think Derrick may show his true colours in a couple chapters time. Not completely sure yet when I will write in what I think will happen. Still thanks boo! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Fuzzyfeather- thank you so much. :) good to know you enjoyed it even though it was basically a huge tease and I hope you continue to enjoy it! Xoxoxoxox
pumpkinking5- wow thank you so much! It's amazing to hear you think the chemistry between Peeta/Cato is written well. And you think they are cute/adorable. I'm so glad you can feel the emotions I try to convey and I'm happy to know you think their playfulness and teasing is sexy and seems believable. :D thanks so so so much. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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He Took My Heart
Chapter Eighteen
"You know I can't resist with what you are doing right now." He says taking a final step so he was right behind me.
"Admit it and I'm all yours." I sensually say.
"Fine, I admit defeat. What's my punishment?"
I remove my fingers and feel his replacing mine. "You will find out later." I smirk and give myself over to his touch.
Two hours and a half later we are both dressed and ready to leave for dinner. While we were getting ready Clove had informed us that Finnick found out that the was a rave happening not to far a drive away and she would dress us accordingly. I ended up in the skinniest white jeans I had ever wore, that were shredded and ripped from the top of my thigh down to the middle of my shin. I was pretty sure they were either Clove's or Delly's jeans but Clove didn't give me a choice in what was going on my body at all. Then after digging through all of my clothes several times it was decided I would wear one of Clove's looses black tanks with a white Chanel symbol on the front. It fitted fine though I was slightly uncomfortable with how low the arm holes came down, there was partially only three inches of fabric between the bottom of the tank and when the hole started. I thankfully was allowed to wear my comfy gold and white high tops though.
Cato due to his size was lucky enough to wear his own clothes, his tight gym tank, light blue denim shorts and black high tops. When I walked into the kitchen to find the others I begrudgingly took the cat calls and whistles from the girls and sat next to Delly. She thankfully was dressed as skimpy as I felt in white demin cut-off short-shorts, a floral bustier, white sheer shirt open and white thigh high gladiator sandals. She finished it all off with a silver head band the went around her forehead.
"Ready to dance all night?" She says excitedly quirking an eyebrow.
"I guess, what type of rave are we headed to?" I ask as I inspect what everyone else was wearing. All the guys seemed to be in basically the same attire as Cato just in varying colours and brands. While the girls all dressed so differently, Madge had her blonde up in a high ponytail and wore a short slip dress. Katniss wore black flat knee high boots, black denim cut-offs, a plain black tank and I assumes one of Gale's red plaid shirts with the sleeves rolled up a quarter of her arm. Johanna had on a playsuit and flats. And Clove surprisingly had on one of Marvels basketball jerseys, possibly no shorts on because the jersey went to he mid-thigh and coral blue wedge sneakers.
"I think it's in some warehouse." Delly replies as Finnick and Cato discuss car options. Its decided we would take Finnick's and Cato's cars and just split the group between them. Finnick had a SUV that could fit seven so him, Johanna, Derrick, Katniss, Gale and Marvel could all fit in there. While myself, Delly, Clove and Madge went with Cato in his jeep. It took us a good forty-five minute drive to get there, also stopping off for another half hour at a burger point to get something to eat before heading there.
By the time we had arrived and parked it was just passed eleven o'clock. We could hear the loud dance music blaring and flashes of lights from the door. I was a little nervous never really ever being to one before. I took a deep breath and took Cato's hand before following the others in.
Firstly I was shocked at how many people were actually here and secondly the whole atmosphere. Everyone seemed to just be enjoying themselves, it was like what I imagined hippies on acid were like back in the day, but of course more sexualised and with electronic dance music playing. Cato squeezes my hand and looks at me with a smile before leading me through the mass of people. I feel myself getting pumped and ready to dance when Johanna comes up to me and hells at me to open my mouth. I look at her confused for a second before she rolls her eyes and I comply. She puts something in my mouth before telling me to take a sip of her drink.
I turn to Cato and he sees my hesitation. He leans down to my ear and yells. "Peet it's okay, this time I'm with you and it's only molly. I'll take care of you." He kisses my check and I take a swig so whatever was in my mouth washed down my throat. He does the same after me before Johanna moves on the give the others some.
I wasn't sure if this was the drugs kicking in or if I was just becoming comfortable with my surrounding but I felt so happy and care free. I drag Cato out onto the dance floor and once I find a open spot I stop, pull him close behind me and start dancing and grinding against him. Time feels as though it stands still and the night becomes a blur. I dance the night away not stopping once. When Cato leaves me for a rest I just turn to Madge and Delly and dance with them.
In what feels like only a few hours since we got here Cato starts to complain about wanting to go home. I flick off his words and ignore him. Until I am suddenly pulled off the dance area and thrown over Cato shoulder with Clove close behind us. "Why are we leaving so soon?" I ask straining my neck so I could see her.
"Peeta baby it's like five in the morning, everyone else is tired." She tells me.
I look at her closely and I do notice she did look a little run down. "Oh but maybe I could just stay for a bit more and dance and come home later."
"Not happening Peeta, you are coming home with me." Cato yells.
"Oh okay, baby why are you so mad? I'm sorry I didn't mean to keep you up so late." I say almost sounding like a child. Was I still under the influence of molly? That's when the memory of me and Johanna taking another hit not that long ago surfaces.
I hear him sigh. "I'm not mad I just need to get you home alright."
"Fine." I say before I begin to tap his ass cheeks as he walks. I make a game of how many times I can tap each cheek before he takes another step. Apparently Clove found it funny because she starts to giggle uncontrollably. "Where is everyone else?" I ask as the thought suddenly enters my head. I felt like I hadn't seen anyone but Clove and Cato for ages.
"Everyone went home in Finnick's car and hour or so ago. Its just you, Cato, Marvel and me still here." Clove replies.
I look around to try and spot Marvel but have no such luck. "Where is he then?"
"It's already waiting at the car." Clove says still giggling from watching me tap Cato's ass.
I'm enjoying myself when another thought just pops into my brain. "Were you guys just waiting for me so you could go home? Coz that's bad I mean you should just picked me up ages ago." Wow apparently I had no filter and anything I thought right now just came out.
"Peet me and you were both dancing until Cato dragged you out of there, we were having fun, it's totally fine." Clove reassures me.
"Oh good. Cato you ass is so fucking amazing." I say without a second thought.
Clove completely loses it and has to stop walking before she can catch her breathe and thankfully I hear a few chuckles come from Cato. "Thank you baby. You have a pretty amazing ass yourself." He replies.
I smile happily, not that anyone can see it while I'm upside down. "Well obviously I do or why else would you be so keen to stick around."
He laughs again. "I love you for more then just your ass baby."
"Good to know. So when are you going to propose to me?" I ask suddenly remember the conversation with my dad not that long ago.
"What?" Cato asks shocked.
"Well dad said that he thought we seemed to be really serious about each other and that he didn't want to hear we got engaged until I was like at least eighteen or something but I remember feeling all glowy inside thinking about the day you would propose and I think we can do it earlier and just not tell him."
The whole time Clove can't stop cackling at me. Cato sighs again. "Baby I think maybe next time you should lay off the drugs."
"Cato that wasn't an answer." I say grumpily.
"Yeah Cato that wasn't an answer." Clove says after me.
"Maybe once we are both in college." He says.
"Fine but you better get me a nice ring. Oh and a puppy." I say as I slip my hands into his shorts.
"Peet not now can you wait until we get home please." He says in an annoyed tone.
"Oh did I make you uncomfortable with the whole marriage thing? I didn't mean to it was just suddenly in my brain and now all I can think about is you ass. I didn't mean to scare you or anything." I hug his waist upside down, nuzzling my face against his ass.
He chuckles again. "Peeta it's fine, you just apparently lost the ability to think before a word comes out of your mouth at the moment."
"Well I love you potato." I reply happy again.
"Potato really?" He asks finally stopping.
"Yay are we finally at the car?" I ask before Cato opens the passenger door and sits me down into the chair. He puts my seatbelt on kisses me on the cheek.
"Just stay there and don't move." He says as he closes my door and walks around the front of the car to the drivers seat.
I hear Clove and Marvel get in behind me and turn and smile at them. "So how are you feeling Peeta?" Marvel asks with a huge grin on his face.
"Wonderful, I just wish I could of danced for longer. But it's okay Cato's taking me home now so he can fuck me." The whole car bursts into laughter and I frown looking at Cato. "What's so funny?"
"Babe you need to think before you say things, how much molly did Johanna give you?" Cato says grabbing my hand.
"I dunno. Cato my heads starting to hurt." I say leaning over and resting my head on his arm.
"Well looks like Peeta's coming down." Clove says before passing a water bottle over my shoulder. "Peet you need to drink a lot of water or you are going to get dehydrated and sick."
"Fine." I grumble and I drink the whole thing. We are home in what felt like no time, had I fallen asleep?
We walk up to the house and Cato leads me into the kitchen. He forces me to drink some more water before piggy backing me up to our room. I lay down on the bed as Cato pulls off his clothes. "Peet babe I'm just going to make sure the house is locked up. I'll be back in a second."
"Okay." I say as I yawn. I was starting to feel horrible and I really need to sleep. I kick off my shoes, undo the jeans but can't seem to get them off. "Cato help with my jeans they are stuck." I yell without a second thought about everyone else already asleep.
I hear Cato come back into the room and close the door. "Babe lift your hips up." He instructs me as he grabs the top of the jeans. He peels them off my legs then proceeds to take off my tank and underwear. "Come on in the shower, I know you want to sleep but this will make you feel and smell better."
"Do I stink?" I ask with a frown.
"Not yet but once all that sweat dries you might." Cato turns the shower on and washes us both before drying us and putting me in bed.
"I feel horrid, don't let me take drugs again." I say and I get comfortable on my side.
Cato shuffles behind me and wraps an arm around me. "Okay babe. Now go to sleep, it's almost six-thirty in the morning and we have to leave tomorrow and go back home."It didn't take me any convincing after that I shut my eyes and was asleep in minutes.
I unfortunately woke up the next morning, well afternoon feeling not that much better. I took large drink from the water bottle Cato had got me throughout the night and try to go back to sleep but my headache was just so intense. I turn over and push Cato couple times in the shoulder. I go to speak and realise how hoarse I sound. "Cato baby have you got anything for my headache."
He sighs before opening his eyes. "Sure babe. Why don't you turn the shower on and I'll meet you there in a minute."
I nod slowly and make my way towards the shower. I turn it on and wait for Cato. He returns a few minutes later with two tablets and a glass of water. I down them both before stepping into the shower and letting the warm water soothe my head and sore muscles. "Cato I'm sorry about last night. I know I got out of control and stupid."
"Babe it's fine, we both had fun you just needed to be dragged out of there which isn't all that bad considering you track record with drugs and parties." He says jokingly.
"Not funny mister." I say as I let him wrap his arms around me and pull me into his chest. "What time do we need to leave?"
"Well once we have cleaned up the house I think we will be all set." Cato says as he brings his head down to rest on top of mine. We stand there together for another ten minutes before we wash ourselves and get out. I put on my pyjama shorts and hoodie and starts to pack my clothes back into my bag.
There is a knock at the door and Cato opens it to reveal and equally dead Clove. She walks in and kind of smiles at me. "Oh Peeta I feel as dead as you look."
I chuckle before standing up. "I can say the same about you bitch."
"Well I come with gifts, Finnick went down to the shop. So here's a fresh cold bottle of water, and ice coffee and a hash brown and sausage patty, egg and cheese breakfast burger." She says as she hands me the food.
"Thank god I really need this." I reply sitting on the bed and opening up the breakfast burger. Clove and Cato sit down next to me and start eating their food as well. "God this is so good." I get out between bites.
"You're telling me. This is the best fucking meal I've ever eaten in my life." Clove says with a smirk.
It doesn't take us long to finish our meals and get back to packing. Once I'm done and I've made the bed and cleaned the bathroom I head down stairs to the lounge and collapse on the sofa. "Babe do you need anything kept out for you on the way home?" Cato asks from behind me.
"Nope, wait my sunglasses and water bottle. That's it I think, what else needs to be cleaned?"
"Nothing lucky for us everyone else got up earlier then us and cleaned the house." He replies picking up our bags and walking out to the car.
"Thank fuck." I say to myself.
"I know right. Peet I feel so dead right now." Delly grumbles.
I roll over onto my back and lift up my legs so she could sit down. Once she is seated I lay my legs across her. "I know I feel almost as bad as when I woke up in the hospital."
She giggles at that and we wait for everyone to show up. Finnick, Johanna and Derrick are first to leave. I hug them all and Derrick whispers in my ear when I hug him that he will see me at school soon. Which put me in a bit more of a grumpy mood. Next Katniss, Gale and Madge left followed by Marvel and Clove. It was just Cato and me left and I sat by the door as I waited for Cato to lock up everything.
"Ready to go home?" He asks as he opens the front door for me.
"More then ready I just want to go to our bed and snuggle and watch a movie with hot chips, pizza and ice cream." I reply walking out to the car.
"I think I can handle that." Cato says as he locks the front door.
Once we have backed out the driveway I lean down on his arm like I had last night and sigh. "So apart from the aftermath from last night I think this weekend was pretty amazing."
"Yeah I agree, Finnick and Jo both loved you." Cato happy says.
"Really, oh good. I wasn't to sure with the whole you know Derrick drama." I close my eyes and try to will away how dead I felt.
"Well if anything we just showed them all how perfect we are for each other and how Derrick couldn't come between us."
I smile at that and sit up. "I love you." I say as I lean over and kiss his cheek.
"And I love you to."
When we finally got home Cato convinced Chloe to order pizza and chips. He told her I was just tired and not feeling well, though I'm almost certain she didn't buy it at all. It felt weird being back at Cato's, like real life had stopped while we were gone. And now that we were back we would have to face all the problems it felt like we had gotten away from over the weekend. Derrick coming to school with us now, me moving back into the bakery over the next week, Cato's dad completely hating me. I just wanted it all to go away and pretend it wasn't there. So I did, I snuggled with Cato and watched a movie and eat happily until I fell asleep in his arms.