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Chapter 8

He buried his head into my shoulder and I could feel huge sobs causing his whole body to shake. I closed my eyes and held onto him even tighter as my own tears fell freely down my face.

"I'm here Jasper," I managed to whisper.

I don't know how long we sat wrapped in each others arms like this but eventually I felt Jasper's sobs lessen and then stop completely. This was such a massive breakthrough for him, so I didn't want to be the one to break the embrace, I wanted him to be in charge. So I continued to hold him in my arms.

"Thank you!" I heard him whisper into my ear. The movement of his lips caused them to brush against my neck and a shiver of pleasure ran down my spine.

I couldn't reply, I was too scared to break the spell that seemed to be over us at the moment. But eventually I felt Jasper pulling away from me, so I released my hold on him and let him go. He got up quickly and paced about the room for several minutes, lost in his own thoughts. I could tell he needed some space so I stayed silent and just watched him from my spot on the sofa.

Eventually he came and sat down again.

"I'm sorry," he stated quietly.

"You have nothing to be sorry for Jasper."

He sighed deeply. "I'm such a fucking loser!"

"Please don't think that, because you're not a loser."

"You're only saying that because you have to," he said turning his head away from me.

His words and actions sparked a massive amount of anger and passion in me and before I could stop myself I reached for him and pulled his face back towards me.

"Don't ever accuse me of that, I always, always, speak and act from my heart. This isn't just a job for me and I need you to understand that."

I dropped my hands from his face but he didn't look away, he just looked at me with an intense sadness in his eyes.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

"Listen Jasper, you are not a loser. You are an amazing man, with talent and heart and passion just waiting to be unleashed."

Feeling the need to lighten the moment I added, "and incredibly sexy!"

"No," he answered shaking his head. "I'm not."

"Yes you are," I said looking him deep in the eyes. I suddenly had the overwhelming urge to kiss him, the time felt right and I was so close to him that I could feel his breath on my face, but I didn't act on the impulse, fearing it was too soon. But before I could put my brain filter on I blurted out.

"I really want to kiss you right now Jasper."

A look of shock and also what appeared to be a hint of excitement shone in his eyes, and I felt him lean his head ever so slightly closer to me. This was all the encouragement that I needed and I couldn't stop myself from leaning forward and placing my lips ever so lightly on his. I let them linger there for a few seconds and every nerve ending in my body was suddenly alive and a spark zinged around, centering itself between my legs. Reluctantly I pulled back enough to see his face to gauge his reaction. The look of confusion there almost made me laugh.

I smiled and asked, "wanna do that again?"

"Yeah," he answered shyly.

I couldn't stop the wide grin from spreading across my face and I felt my heart speed up and start to pound in my chest as a feeling of warmth circled through my body. I let my hand snake up behind him and ran my fingers though the hair at the nape of his neck, all the time looking him deep in the eyes. Before I closed them and placed my lips on his once again. Feeling more confident this time I leaned into the kiss more and let my tongue ever so slightly touch his lips. I heard a delicious groan come from him and felt his lips soften against mine as he gave himself over the sensations and relaxed into the kiss. Our lips moved in sync, as if we had been doing this together all our lives, it felt so natural. Reluctantly again I moved away from him, but what I really wanted to do was pin him to the sofa and have my wicked way with him.

I still couldn't help the massive smile that adorned my face and I leaned back into the sofa, feeling a little overwhelmed and disoriented. Jasper copied my actions and we just sat there looking at each other for several seconds, both breathing deeply and grinning like cheshire cats.

"Wow," I chuckled.

"Yeah, that was, well I have no words. But I guess wow will do," He stated smiling.

"You liked that then?" I asked in a teasing tone.

He nodded but then I saw him try to discreetly adjust his pants and another flush of excitement spread through me thinking about his erect cock obviously straining to get out of his jeans. I knew we had to take this painfully slow, but god I just wanted to rip his clothes off here and now. Banishing these thoughts from my head and bringing myself back to the moment I knew I needed to spare him the embarrassment from his body's reaction to the kiss. So I asked, "do you want to freshen up in the bathroom and then we can talk about what just happened."

He nodded but still didn't get up and I realised that he still felt shy about me seeing the tent in his pants, so I got up from the sofa and walked towards the kitchen area.

"Do you want a coffee?" I asked turning my back so he could exit the room without me seeing him.

"Yeah, that would be great, thanks. Black, one sugar please."

I heard his footsteps behind me but kept my eyes trained on the coffee pot until I heard the bathroom door close softly. I turned around then and let my body flop against the counter, while I ran my hands through my hair and took some deep breaths. I wondered what Jasper was doing behind that closed door to try and calm his labido down. This train of thought led me to start thinking about the very large bulge that I'd seen in Jasper's pants and I felt a little more wetness seep into my panties. I scrubbed my hands over my face and tried to focus my thoughts on something a little more professional, like a plan for the rest of session. I looked at the wall clock and there was about twenty minutes left of the session time Jasper had booked.

I poured two cups of coffee out and walked back over to the living room area with them. While I waited for Jasper to emerge from the bathroom I sipped my coffee and thought about what I would say to him. I hadn't planned to move things on so quickly. I hadn't planned on trying to kiss Jasper for at least another three more sessions. I had planned to take it really slowly with him. A knot of worry started to form in the stomach then and I so hoped that this hadn't pushed him too far, too soon. But before I had anymore time to worry over this I heard the bathroom door open and I turned to see Jasper walking towards me with his eyes cast down towards the floor. His demeanor made my anxiety levels spike and I really hoped that I hadn't fucked things up.

I put my cup down and stood up and walked towards him. It was almost as if I had a magnetic pull towards him. I reached forward and motioned for him to take hold of my hands. As if he felt the pull too, his hands came forward and I gently took them in mine.

"Look at me Jasper," I said with an air of authority in my voice.

He raised his eyes to mine and I added, "come and sit down, so we can talk about what just happened."

He nodded and keeping one had still locked with his we walked over to the sofa and sat down.

"How did that feel?" I asked, letting go of his hand.

He paused, as if he was searching for the right words, before he said, "I really don't know how I feel, I think I need some time to process it all."

I nodded, before saying, "I will always be honest with you Jasper, so I think it's important that I tell you that I didn't plan for that to happen. Well not today anyway. I had planned to take things a lot slower but right then in that moment it just felt right and I always go with my instincts. I am just worried now that I pushed you too far and I need you to be honest with me too and tell me if this is the case."

He was silent again for several beats before finally answering. "No, I like that it happened naturally. When I signed up for this I was afraid that it would all just be so awkward all the time and clinical but today showed me that those fears were unfounded."

I felt relief flood through me and I smiled widely at him.

"Thank you Jasper for letting me share that experience with you. I want you to know that it was special to me and I hope its a memory that will always be special to you too."

I saw that delicious blush of his spread over his face and I felt a tremendous sense of contentment.

"Are you happy to end our session here?" I asked.

Jasper nodded in response. "I know I gave you some homework and don't think I've forgotten about it," I said in a teasing tone.

"I have been saying the words everyday," he said proudly.

"Good, well keep practicing saying them and don't forget to add anymore that you can think of and we'll practice you saying them out loud in front of me next session. And maybe we'll do some more kissing practice too," I added with a wink.

I confirmed our next session date and time with Jasper and then showed him out, before I collapsed onto the sofa suddenly drained of all my physical and emotional energy.

"God, this boy is gonna be the death of me," I chuckled to myself.