As I promise...This one is better...
CHAPTER FIVE
Next morning I wake up and found a note on the kitcken table...It was from Jack and it said:
I left early for work.
I'll be back at seven.
I have a surprise fo you...
Love,
Jack.
I smiled again...I wonder what kind of surprise he was talking about. Suddenly the bell rang and I ran to the door to see who was it. A beautiful blonde girl was standing there waiting for me to open the door.
"Av, it's me...Kim"
"Wow...right" I mumbled to myself.
"Hi" I said happily as I opened the door.
"Oh. My. God! I'm so glad you're okay! Jack came and pick me and Jerry from the airport and I was so scared when he told me what happened. I freaked out and now you don't remember and that's awful" she said hugging me and holding me tightly that I thought I would explode!
"You can let go off me now" I said irritated...Okay that sounded hursh...
"I'm sorry I didn't mean too-"
"Yay! Evidence you're starting to remember" Kim said while clapping her hands. She walked in and I closed the door behind her...
"You're still in your pj's? Go get dressed! We're going out"
"Alright" I said as I ran to my room and peeked into my closet! The sun was shining outside and it was completely hot so I wore a white floral dress with my sandals and caught my hair in a french side plait. I added some light make up and walked out only to find Kim looking at a picture with a smile.
"What are you looking at?"
"Us...The gang from High school...I can't believe you guys kept this picture" she said. I looke at the picture...It was me Kkissing Jack's cheek as he was embracing me form my waist and Kim with Jerry smiling at the camera. Next to them were a skinny guy with red hair-Milton- and a girl around his arm...they were too smling at the camera.
"Okay...um...that's me and Jack, you and Jerry...That's Milton right?" I said and she nodded with a huge smiled plastered on her face. "That girl is his girlfriend right?" I asked as I pointed to Julie...Julie?
"Her name is Julie..."I mumbled..."I remember that day" I whispered.
"Eddie took the picture...and we were at a karnival...you and Jerry were on a second date and Jack had asked me to be his girlfreind the day before..."
"Avery you're sure you have memory loss?" Kim joked.
"I'm sure...?"I said. The moment these words left my mouth memories came rushing in my head...I remembered Prom and mine and Jack's first date, our first kiss...the first time we...a gasp left my mouth and I collapsed on the couch.
"Are you okay?" Kim asked concerned... I didn't answer though...In my mind I saw us graduating and I saw Kim saying to us that she'll travel around the globe with Jerry and lot's of birthday parties...the last one was mine...Kim was there...she said Happy birthday along with Jerry and then they left...Milton and Julie said that they wanted me and Jack to become their child's godparents...
"They day I woke up in the hospital Jack said that me and he had a fight...do you happen to know what was it?" Kim nodded.
"I think it's better if you remember it yourself..."
"I do" I said firmly. I do remember...so stupid...I was so stupid...
"Tell me" Kim said.
"No. We're leaving, you're driving" I stated.
"To where?"
"Jack's work...I have to fix this"
"No...Av, let it go...he needs some time after it too you know...it wasn't easy for him either..." she was right...How on earth could I say no to what he asked me? How could I deny something like that? How could I say no to his proposal? Of course he needed time...I messed up...I said to the love of my life that I don't want to merry him...
Kim decided that it was better if we didn't do anything so we stayed home and she invited me and Jack at Jerry's surprise party. I said okay and after an hour or so she left...
"God I'm so stupid!" I yelled to the empty house.
"How could I?" I mumbled to myself.
"He is all I ever wanted and I said no? Why? Because I'm a stupid scared weirdo...yeah that's right..." I said in anger.
"Are you okay Av?" I heard Jack asking me. When did he come home? I looked at the clock...wow..seven o'clock. Time passes by when you're talking all the time.
"Av?" Jack asked again as he put down his bag and came closer to me. How can he even stand me right now?
"Avery are you okay? I'm kinda freaking out here" he said as he captured me into his eyes like he did last night.
"I'm fine" I quickly rushed out. "Thanks for the surprise" I said and forced a smile.
"Okay what's going on?" Jack asked-well more demanded.
"Nothing...everything is fine" I said and gave him a better smile. He seemed relaxed a while as he looked calmly at me.
"Kim invited us to Jerry's surprise party...it's tonight...I told her that we'll be there...if that's okay with you..."I said rushing the end of the sentence. Jack had a puzzled expression but he quickly shook it off.
"No...I don't have a problem...just...let me take a shower first...are you sure you're okay?"
"Yeah" I said. He went to our room and I heard the shower being turned on...I need something to occupie myself...I tried to find my earings...my favourite one and I was opening all drawers in the room...until...until I found a small red velvet box inside a drawer. I took the box in my hand and opened it as it revealed a ring that I've seen one time before...I looked at it trying to memorize every little detail...when...when I heard the bathroom door opening...I quickly took the ring and hid it in my bag as I placed the little box back to it's place...
"Are you ready?" he asked as he looked better than ever. I nodded my head and he gave me his hand... I quickly slipped mine into his and we both left our apartment...
Okay the party was good...I saw manny people I knew but I didn't talk to them because I'm suppossed to have memory loss...so I waited for them to come to me. I couldn't find Kim and I was kinda lonely so I tried to find Jack...
...but he was nowhere to be found...I started to worry but then I saw him ourside at the garden sitting at a bench and looking straight ahead of him. He had a beer on his hand and he seemed to think a lot about something. I simply walked to my bag and took the ring to my hand...This is it! I have to fix this!
I walked outside the house and to the garden my hands behind my back.
"Hey" I said and he looked at me. He smiled at me.
"Hi...what are you doing here?"
"You kinda dissappeared...can I?" I said pointing at the seat next to him on the benxh.
"Sure" he said and smiled at me. I sat next to him.
"What were you thinking?"
"What makes you think that I was thinking?"
"You were literally staring at nowhere..." I said and he let out a chuckle that made my heart skip a beat.
"I was thinking about you..." he said.
"About the accident?"
"Sort of...I'm just glad you're here...alive...I would never forgive myself...If...if you had died..."
"It wasn't your fault...I was driving"
"We had fought before...and I guess I pushed you to much...?" he said and I felt tears forming in my eyes...How could he blame this on himself? It was my fault I was stupid.
"It wasn't your fault" I stated.
"You don't know that" he said.
"Ofcourse I do" I said as one tear left my eye.
"Don't...don't cry" Jack said and wiped my tear.
"I didn't mean to..."
"You didn't mean what?" Jack asked calmly.
"To say no...I guess I freaked out..." I said and saw him the ring.
"You remember?" he asked surprised.
"Every single moment" I whispered. He looked at me...straight into my eyes.
"Since when?"
"This afternoon" I said and he closed the ring in his hand. He sighed and let his head fall back and rest on the back of the bench.
"Look Jack I-" I was going to explain, make things okay...but he cut me simply by asking me a question...
"Avery I need a serious answer...Do you love me? Like I do?"
"Yes...Ofcourse, more than anything" I said with no hesitation.
"That's all I wanted to hear" he said before he kissed me like I was going to disappear in front of his eyes. I kissed him back with the same passion but I wasn't finished yet...
"You didn't let me finish..."I said panting.
"What?" he asked confused.
"Yes" I simply whispered.
"Yes what?" he asked slightly smiling. I let out a small chuckle.
"Yes...I will marry you" I said as I took the ring and slipped it inside my finger. He smiled at me once more before we started kissing again...
***Like I promised double uptade (Until she showed up & Dear diary) and this chapter is better than the previous one...Next chapter will be the last...
Bye! :)