The next day when I wake up I'm alone. i sit up to look around me, the apartment is small but looks pleasant. There isn't much stuff in here, I suppose that Quinn isn't staying long. I realize that there is a smell of something burning coming from the room to my left and when I enter it I see Quinn struggling to keep her croissants alive.
"They aren't really burned" she says "I swear they are eatable"
I laugh "You didn't need to make breakfast Quinn, I can see that this isn't your strongest point"
"He" she sounds offended "I can cook"
"Yeah sure" I wink and we eat breakfast talking about nothing serious but after we both had our shower I knew that it was time to talk to her about why I showed up crying.
"Hey Quinn"
"Yeah"
"We should probably talk"
"Yes that would be good" she smiled and patted the empty space next to her on the couch "Come sit here"
"Look Quinn, I just feel like Santana betrayed me by auditioning for that role"
"Why?" Quinn asked looking calm
"Because understudies want the real actor to literally break a lag!" I exclaimed "Everybody knows that"
"Maybe she just wanted to know what it was like to be on Broadway Rach, she hasn't really gotten anywhere with her career yet"
"Why are you defending her Quinn?"
"You know I'm her friend Rach" I wanted to interrupt but she stopped me "I'm your friend too of course but I just want to see if there's a way you and S can be friends again"
"To be honest we never really were. We sung that song with you and after that we pretended that everything was ok between us but it's now. We really are different people"
"Well you'll have to deal with each other either way you know that, she still is your understudy"
"Yes I know and the produces called the press because apparently we are now the power duo from Ohio"
"Well that's interesting" Quinn chuckled "But I don't know Rach it seems like Santana didn't to make you angry"
"She did sing Don't Rain On My Parade"
"What does that have to do with any of this?!" Quinn seemed surprised, why does everybody act all surprised when I say that. Everybody know it's my song, especially 'friends'
"She knows that it is my special and signature song and she just sung it"
"Rach" Quinn was now laughing "You are making a big deal out of this"
"No I'm not" I am getting angry now. Why is she siding with Santana all the time and more importantly why is the little spot where our arms touch feeling so warm
"You need to think about this Rachel, just consider the possibility that you might be jealous that the producer like Santana too and that's why your overreacting"
I stormed out not knowing what else to do and since I am Rachel Berry why not do a classing and storm out of the door. The only problem is that I am now outside and have nowhere to go. I refuse to get back in so I'm just going to walk for a while to clear my head. Could Quinn be right about all of this. Am I jealous of Santana? That is pretty obvious but I actually am mad at her for doing this right? Ugh I hate it when Quinn is right. But I won't admit it, Santana still should have let me know about her auditioning.
The next question on my mind was if Santana and I really were friends, we did care for each other which means something. We did do things friends like to do we talked and laughed, we worked together and I set her up with Demi for which I think she's thankful. But we never knew any secrets about each other, except for the one Santana discovered by searching through my garbage can. She did handle that situation well and I'll always be thankful that she did that for me. I'll figure all of this out later, first I need to answer my phone because judging by the constant vibration someone's trying to reach me.
"Rachel where the hell are you"
"I was just walking around Quinn"
"Don't ever fucking do that again, I was worried get your ass over here now so I can yell at you in person" And just when I want to apologize she hangs up and I feel forced to go back to her place and talk to her, when I get there Quinn immediately hugs me.
"Oh my god Rachel I was so worried"
"No worries Quinn I am a big girl remember"
"Hate to brake it to you but you are pretty small Rach" Quinn chuckled
"You are annoying"
"Wow that's exactly what my ex always said"
I looked at her confused, the Quinn I knew would focus on her studies more than on relationships
"I didn't know you dated boys at Yale Quinn you should have told me"
"I couldn't Rach, I'll tell you why later but first I'm going to make coffee and we are going to sit down"
"Sure"
What does she mean now, did she date someone with a lot of tattoos. Or maybe she started smoking again and didn't tell me. But I would've smelled I guess, now she's got me all frustrated. I hate not knowing what people are thinking and I don't like people keeping things from me, obviously. Maybe that's what I hate the most about what Santana did, I can see through the other stuff but she should have told me about the audition. I stop thinking about it because Quinn just entered the room.
"I want to know" I immediately say and she looks at me smiling
"You are probably so frustrated right now" she laughs "I know you Rach I was just messing with you though it isn't that big of a deal"
"Well I want to know anyway" I pout
"Well I only had one relationship during my time at Yale and I thought that she was my one true love"
My mouth falls open I just can't help it, from all people Quinn Fabray is a lesbian
"I know right who would have though that Christian girl member if the celibacy club would turn out to be gay"
"I'm so proud if you Quinn for admitting your feeling, it must be hard for you. Have you told your parents?"
"I did tell my parents but it didn't go as planned, prepare for a long story" she winks
"I am ready"
"Well when I first started dating my now ex girlfriend I was really afraid because of my background. But she didn't give up on me and after a while I was ready to go public with our relationship, we were doing great until she just changed. I honestly still don't know what happened but one day she just turned into a very controlling bitch which, ironically, reminded me of myself when I was younger. I broke up with her and she got really angry, she left Yale and never came back."
I interrupted her story "Quinn I'm so sorry"
"It's oke Rach there's more. Since I was planning on telling my parents with her by my side my coming out went different then I first imagined. My dad yelled a lot and my mom just sat in the couch and didn't stop crying. They disowned me and also cut me off financially and I don't have a full scholarship for Yale so I came here and NYU wants to give me a full scholarship so I'm staying here for now"
"That really sucks Quinn" I don't even know what to say anymore. The girl next to me is now really grown up and she really found herself.
"We still have to talk about you and S Rach" Quinn says
"I know, but it's late so why don't we discuss it later?"
"You're right we should go sleep now, goodnight Rach" we hug and each go to our own beds so tired that there is no time to think.
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