"What do you want to talk about?"
"Please sit down first"
I just got home and now Quinn is acting really weird. This also is the first time I've called Quinn's place home, I guess it does feel that way. I am now sitting down still wondering what this is all about.
"Rach, do you remember that I told you I was dating a girl at Yale"
"Yeah"
"Well I lied about the way we broke up"
"She wasn't a bitch to you?" I'm confused now, why would she lie about that
"She was, but it was my fault"
"I don't understand Quinn?"
"I'll explain Rach" she chuckles "Just let me talk for a bit"
"I have had a crush on someone since my last year of high school but she doesn't love me. So when I got to Yale the only reason I dated that girl was because I thought she would help me get over my crush. But everything just got worse and I decided to tell her that she was more like a rebound. She didn't like that, of course. She started to yell at me and she just got really mad."
I think I know the answer to the main question but I'm to afraid to ask. I haven't thought about my feelings for Quinn enough. But what if it isn't me. I wouldn't really like that, and that pretty much answers my question. I really do want Quinn.
"W-who was she"
"I think you know Rach" she looks down
"I want to hear you say it"
"It's you, Rachel I love you"
"I can't say that back right now Quinn but I really want to get to know the new you and I really do like you"
"Really?"
"I'm going to kiss you now"
I lean forward and feel Quinn's soft lips on my own. She enters my mouth with her tongue and I moan. She is an amazing kisser and this feels right. My hands are now tangled in her hair and her hands are on my hips. We make out for a while until we need to stop for air.
"Wow" she says out of breath
"Am I what you expected" I joke
"Totally" she winks "And now I am going to ask you out Friendzone style since we just got out of that. This date is all for you" She points at everything behind her "Will you go on this date with me?"
"Totally"
I start really looking around and I notice that the lights are dimmed and it smells really nice here. I'm guessing she hoped that I said yes but Santana probably had something to do with this.
"So Rach what have you been doing in New York?"
"Just going to school and auditioning for plays, but I didn't get a role until Funny Girl came around"
"I'm so proud of you" she smiles "You never give up and now you have the lead in the remake of one of the most famous musicals"
"Thank you Quinn, it wasn't easy but you know me; I never give up"
"I do see that you're still the old Rachel but maybe even more arrogant" she winks
"I call that confidence Quinn Fabray" we both laugh and Quinn grabs my hand from across the table I smile at the contact. It makes my hand feel like it's on fire.
"I'm just going to grab dinner"
She walks to the kitchen and reveals a very delicious looking meal, of course she remembered that I'm a vegan which I still find really sweet. We eat in silence at first but after a while we start talking.
"Oh my god Rach, do you remember that time that we did mash-ups and everyone pretty much did drugs"
"Yes that was so weird" we both start laughing
The rest of the night we talk about all the stuff we did when we were in Glee club and for once it feld like there was no pressure at all. When it get's late we decide that we should go to bed.
"It's pretty weird that we live together now" I chuckle because I know what Quinn means
"Yeah, usually you would take me home but we're already there" I wink and add "I'll see you tomorrow beautiful"
She steps closer and puts her arms around my neck. She brings her face really close to mine and whispers "Sweet dreams" before she kisses me, it is a kiss filled with passion and just can't get enough of kissing Quinn already. When we both go to our rooms I change into a large shirt and lay down on m bed thinking about the night. I had a lot of fun and everything felt really natural, like this is meant to be. And Quinn's lips are just amazing, I think I'm addicted already. If our relationship just keeps going dtrong I could really see something for us in the future.
The only thing in my life which I'm not happy with now is the whole thing with Santana. The more I think about it the more I feel like I was wrong. She didn't really have time to tell me about her audition and it does feel nice to have a familliar face on set. She did say a lot of nasty things during our argument but I said some things that I didn't mean to. Tomorrow we both have to work and I'll see if we can talk and maybe get to normal again because even though I really enjoy living with Quinn I want my friends back. Especially Kurt, I haven't talked to him yet and by now he must think that I am a selfish bitch and I need to fix that.
But I'll deal with all of this tomorrow, now I just want to sleep and forget about everything for a while. Except for Quinn who I just can't get off my mind, not even in my dreams.
Next morning
I wake up feeling really happy, I can hear the shower so I can just stay in bed and wait until Quinn is done. But after a minute I decide that I'd rather cook her breakfast, I get out of bed and walk to the kitchen to see that Quinn has bought all kinds of vegan foods so I can cook meals for myself. I decide to go with pancakes and while I'm cooking them Quinn walks in and my mouth falls open. I never noticed how sexy she looks when she just had a shower.
"Like what you see" she says and I look into her eyes realizing that I've been starring
"Very much" I wink "I made you pancakes"
"That's so sweet babe"
"Babe huh" I look at her raising my eyebrow
"Oh yeah euh sorry if that's to much I just-"
"It's ok Quinn, I like it" I smile at her reassuring that it's ok "I'm just going to take a shower now" I say as I finish the last pancake "I'll be right back"
When I get back from my shower I see that Quinn looks ready to go and she walks up to me "I need to go now Rach" she gives me a quick peck on the lips "I'll see you when I get home"
"Definitely" I say as I pull her in for a more heated kiss "Sorry but I just couldn't stand waiting until tonight" I smile
"Me neither" she says and she walks out of the door
I need to be at the theater soon too so I dry my hair quickly and make sure that I look ok. I don't know what to expect as far as me and Santana go but I guess I'll find out soon. I take the bus to the theater and when I get there I see a lot of paparazzi, this can't be good.
So next chapter we'll see if Santana and Rachel are getting back to normal. Any thoughts or suggestions? Please review xoxo